To be honest, last night. I felt betrayed, why? There i was, a girl who doesn't really socialise with people and very very shy. One day, this Stranger walked into my life by visiting my meadow by accident. We forcefully become friends and well, it leads to unexpected friendship

I thought, he was my friends and on some nights, we would do some unforgettable and crazy stuff. Crazy for me atleast

He made me break out of my bubble a little bit and he turn me into kinda like a little rebel

But, that all was a lie. When Thomas and his minions told me that Jason was lying to me all time. I didn't believe him, some part of me said 'Don't believe him'

But, when Jason started to beat me up that little hope inside of me died. I thought he was my friend, i thought he cared for me. He didn't

I sigh as i look at myself in the mirror, my hair is a birds nest, dried tears on my cheeks from crying last night, my eyes are puffy and swollen

Atleast, my bruises are disappearing, looking at stomach, i see the fading blue and purple bruises, my arms and thigh are healing pretty quick, too

Walking over to my bathroom, taking off my pyjamas and hooping in to the shower, turning on my hot water and start scrubbing myself with vanilla bodywash, washing my hair with apple scented shampoo. Turning off the water and stepping out of the shower, wrapping a towel and get out of the bathroom

Walking to my closet, i pick out a white tank top with a light baby blue cardigan and blue denim jean with white converse high-tops

Grabbing my backpack and heading downstairs, i saw my mom frantically rushing around the living room

"Mom, what's wrong?"

"Honey, i'm late for work. You can make yourself some breakfast, i have to go now" She said, walking over to me and give me a kiss on the cheek before grabbing her purse and left the door

I sigh, lazily walking myself to the kitchen, grabbing a bowl and grabbing some lucky charm, walking over to the fridge to grab some milk and pouring it in to my bowl

Eating my cereal, looking left and right. My parents are usually at work all day and can came home early or really late and to be honest, I miss them. They rarely spend time with me and rarely at home, i wish for one day just to spend one full day with my parents. Just the three of us

Sighing, putting my empty bowl of cereal in the sink, grab my backpack and head out the door

Walking down the street, the cold breeze flew by and i shiver at the chilly weather this morning, i love it.

Looking around to see people jogging and walking their dogs, i smile looking at the adorable dogs that is walking along the street

And i'm in front of my school gates and slowy walk into school, heading to my locker. While, getting my books out of my locker, i'm envelope in a hug and i can already tell who it is

"Jordie, what are you doing?" I said, giggling at his behavior

"Don't call me that! And why can't i just hug my best friend?"

"Why can't i call you Jordie? I'm your best friend" I said, pouting at him

"It's a girlie name! And i'm a man!"

He said, puffing his chest out

I chuckle at his childish behavior

And the bell rang telling everyone to go to your class, me and Jordan have the same class, Physics! Yay! Please notice my sarcasm

Walking to class and sitting at our usual sit in the middle row, i put my notebooks down and sit down and looking around to see if the teacher arrived and i saw one very familiar face right infront of me. It's Jason

Trying to ignore him yet i look up to see him staring at me and i quickly avert my eyes from him, looking up at Jordan who saw Jason aswell, his fist clenching

I put my hand on top of his fist clenched fish and whisper to him "Calm down, i'm gonna be fine"

He looks at me and giving me a raise eyebrow in return

"Come on! Finals are in two weeks and we are going to graduate then college" I said, looking at him

He sighes "Fine"

I smile at him and look to see that the teacher has arrived, he start to about atoms and other thing that involve number and complicated thing

As i take notes in class, i didn't miss that Jason keep glancing back at me. Hoping that time flies fast and i can go back home to eat and watch netflix

Well, my wish came through and school flew quicker than i expected, i can go home and eat! One of my favorite things to do

Rushing out of the school and walking back home because, Jordan's mom asked him to pick up some milk and egg from the store. So, he couldn't take me home

I always walk back home because, my house isn't that far from my school. Feeling the slightly cold breeze past as i walk back home from school, hoping that my mom is already at home and cooking me a warm meal

But, i know that she will be home around 9-ish today. I look over to see my house there and walk over to my front door, taking out my house key, unlock the door and head inside

Closing the front door, i throw my bag at the couch and head over to the kitchen to myself lunch, grabbing some bread, chicken and some vegetables

I turn on the stove put some olive oil in the pan. While, the pan is heating up, i cut up the tomatoes, avocado and the lettuce. And putting the beard in the toaster

Seasoning my chicken with salt and paper and putting the kitchen in the pan, stirring it a few times

Once, the chicken is done, grab the bread and put the chicken than lettuce, tomatoes, avocado on top! Done!

Grabbing my backpack and lunch, heading up to my room and closing the door. Taking out my books and notebooks from my backpack and placing them on my bed

I sigh as how many stuff i have to study for finals, better get started studying while, eating my lunch

I didn't realize that i study for that long as i look outside my window, the sun has gone down and darkness has taken over the sky, in the most beautiful way possible

I did took a little break and went to the meadow to see if Jason would be there and he wasn't. Why am i so shocked?! He's probably going to really cool parties and hangs out with more prettier girls than me

I gave up waiting for him and just went back home, continue my studying

Quietly, reading my history notebooks not until, i heard something at my window, i shrug and continue reading my notebook and i heard that sound again, like the sound of something hitting my window

I got out of my chair and hesitantly went over to my window and open the blinds to see Jason standing there throwing rocks at my window, i open my window to talk to him

"What are you doing here?!" I whisper-yell at him

"Just visting you, Sweetheart" He said, shrugging his shoulders

"Why?"

He said something that i didn't hear

"What?"

"I missed hanging out with you"

"Well, you have other popular friends you can hang out with that are most fun than an ugly, loser, nerd like me"

"I'm sorry for what i said, okay?! I didn't mean it!"

"You said with confidence last night that you don't want to lose your popularity because people saw you hanging out with me"

He ran his hand over his hair "I didn't mean it!"

"Well, you said it like you mean it!"

He didn't say anything back

"Jason, the night you beat me up was a sign that you want nothing to do with me and when you said those things about me last night, i didn't consider you as my friend anymore"

He stood and said nothing. While, i continue

"Yes, i did have feelings for you. But, it's gone now. I thought you were diffrent, i thought you were my friends, i thought you cared for me. But, you didn't. You can continue trying to be my friend again but, i won't be that easy. So, for now just leave me alone" I said and closing my window aswell as my blinds

I climb into my bed and i felt tears welling up my eyes, a few tears fall and i quickly wipe them away

I have to be strong

Don't let a boy break you

That the last i thought before drifting off to sleep

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