You took a deep breath as you stood outside of the building. You hesitated, but you took your first step, and with no problem, went into the lobby where you found Hoseok.

"Hey Hobi!" You called out. He snapped his head and smiled in your direction.

"Hey Y/N! Thanks for coming." He greeted you as he gave you a hug. "Feeling better?"

"Yea, your sunshine can change a person." You joked as you entered his office. He followed you in as you grabbed your walkie-talkie and clipboard.

"Run through starts at 7, and you're free to go at 8:30 today since it's only tech rehearsal." He explained.

"Okay, no problem." You walked out of his office, and made your way to studios A and B to tell the dancers to get ready. When you opened the door to the first studio, your eyes instantly found Jimin through the mirror. He turned his head around to see you completely, his cheeks a slight pink, his eyes a bit puffy.

He couldn't have been crying...right?

You questioned. You mentally pinched yourself and looked around the studio to the other dancers.

"Tech rehearsal starts at 7 everyone, make sure you're ready okay?"

"Thank you five." They all said in unison.

Without another glance at Jimin, you closed the door behind you and proceeded to inform the dancers in the other studio.

Thankfully, today wasn't as stressful as yesterday, and dodging Jimin was a lot easier than you thought it was. 8:30 came, and you put back your walkie-talkie and clipboard.

You quickly grabbed your bag and swung it over your shoulder, walking out of J-Hope's office.

"Later oppa." You stated giving him a slight hug.

"Okay, tell me when you get home okay?"

You nodded your head and opened the exit.

Your heart stopped.

Jimin?

You felt your eyes begin to tear up as he started walking closer.

"Hey Y/N." he mumbled as he approached you. "Wanna go get some dinner?"

You gulped and looked him in the eye.

"N-no." You coldly responded walking away from him. You liked him, but you didn't want to be with him, not right now. You were hesitant, and wanted to trust him, but this world was too cruel, so you didn't.

As you walked home, Jimin walked alongside you without saying a word until you reached your front door. He walked you all the way home.

Why does he have to be so nice?

You cursed in your head.

"See you later Y/N." he choked, a sniffle following right after.

He wasn't crying right? He can't be.

You sighed and turned around to face him. You felt your heart sink a little, at the sight of tears running down his cheeks as he turned around to walk down the block.

You had to be strong, it could be an act he's putting up. But, would he really go that far to trick you? You sighed in frustration and walked up to your front door, and into your house.

"Mom I'm home." You yelled out. "Mom? Joonie?" You walked over to the table and found a plate with a note.

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I'm staying at your Aunt's house for today, and I'll come back in two nights. Joonie isn't coming home tomorrow I don't think, so you'll have the house to yourself. Don't have a party like you did three years ago. Love you! Eat and sleep well Y/N.

~ Mom

You crumbled up the note and threw it away before sitting down to eat the food she prepared earlier. You've only been working for two days, but it was enough to make you completely exhausted.

Not only physically but emotionally too. After you ate, you washed your dish and took a shower, and texted Hobi you arrived safely. Then, you laid in bed, and as soon as your bed hit the pillow, you were off to sleep.

The next morning, you woke up before your alarm due to the obnoxiously loud knocking at the door.

It's 5 in the morning, who in the world could that be?

You groaned as you put on your slippers. You lazily walked down stairs and opened the door.

"Y/N Thank God." He mumbled as he stumbled into the house.

"Namjoon why are you coming home so late?" You questioned as you closed he door behind him. He didn't smell like liquor, so he definitely didn't drink.

"I went out for a drive and I left my keys. Probably should've ate something first, got dizzy." He chuckled as he grabbed a yogurt from the fridge.

"Ah okay. Listen, since you have awoken me from my slumber, I'm gonna go shower okay?" You informed him.

"Okay. Talk to me when you when you get out okay?"

You turned around and tilted your head, slightly confused.

"O-okay?" You cautiously responded. Namjoon flashed you a smile, and sat down in the living room. You shrugged your shoulders and proceeded to get ready.

That day you wore a long sleeved black and white striped oversized T-shirt and some ripped blue jeans with white sneakers. You then tied your hair half up and half down just to switch it up a little bit. After you finished getting ready, you walked into the kitchen where you found Namjoon sitting at the table.

"What'd you wanna talk to me about?" You questioned as you reached for a bowl and some cereal.

"Y/N I know what happened." He boldly stated. You stopped and turned around, an awkward smile on your face.

"W-what do you mean?" You stuttered as you reached for the milk.

"You know what I mean. I'm talking about Jimin."

You let out a sigh, and felt your face go numb.

"Oh...yea...you were right all along." You admitted shrugging your shoulders as you sat at the table with your food.

"Y/N he's a good person; and like every good person, he made a mistake."

You felt your face scrunch up.

"Why are you siding with him? You told me not to trust him so why are you-"

"I'm not telling you what to do." He interrupted. "Nor am I telling you to forget he hurt you and forgive him. I'm telling you to make the right choice, okay? If you're not feeling lonely, then you know what you're doing is right. If you are, then you might want to think it over."

You were stunned, how was he so calm about it?

You scoffed and ate your cereal.

"Shut up." You mumbled stuffing cereal in your mouth. Namjoon laughed and ruffled your hair.

"Goodness Y/N, I really do pray for you sometimes."

You slapped his hand away and tried hiding your smile. Your brother was so annoying sometimes, honestly.

"Hey! I wouldn't be so depressed if you didn't pair me with the little Satan." You joked.

"Does this mean you forgive him? Have you made your choice."

"In my head, I guess. In my heart, not so much." You admitted. "I do miss him..so I guess I'm making the wrong choice huh..."

You whispered as you ate the last of your cereal.

"That's for you to figure out. Think it over before you make a final choice, okay?"

Namjoon stood up from his seat.

"I'm gonna go shower now okay?"

You nodded my head and watched as he walked into the bathroom.

You pulled your phone out your pocket and stared at your contact list.

Twinkle Toes 💙

You sighed in frustration and scratched the back of your head.

Aish what do I do?! Maybe I should give it one more day..?

You thought.

After breakfast, you sat in the living room. It was only 6 am, time wasn't moving by quickly at all. Suddenly, you got a call. You felt your face scrunch up at the sight of the caller ID.

Kookie 🍪

Why would he be calling you?

Hesitant, you picked up your phone.

"H-hello?" You stuttered.

"Y/N? It's me Jungkook."

"I know. What's up?"

"Are you dressed?"

You bit your lower lip and sighed.

"Yes, why?"

"Wanna go out for breakfast for me and Taehyung? Did you eat already?"

"I had cereal-"

"Good so you haven't eaten. Send me your address and Tae and I will pick you up at 7."

Before you could respond, he hung up the phone.

"Does that mean Jimin would come along?" You mumbled as you confusingly stared at your phone. Regardless, you sent him your address.

"Namjoon I'm going for breakfast so you can leave without me!" You shouted for him to hear.

"Okay!"

You sighed and awaited for the boys to arrive, and soon enough, there was a knock at your door. You grabbed your things and checked the time.

They're early. You opened the door and saw Taehyung and Jungkook standing in front of you, brightly smiling.

"Y/N ah~" Taehyung cutely yelled before wrapping his arms around you.

You laughed and hugged him back.

"Hey Tae, hey Kookie." You greeted them.

"Where are we going?" You questioned closing the front door.

"Kimmy café! Our friend Jin works there, it's a family business."

"A café?" You questioned tilting your head.

Jungkook nodded his head as you all began walking.

"Our friend Jin is the one who sang Awake, you remember?"

"Oh yea, the one with the angel voice. They really should give him more lines, his voice is amazing."

"Right? Not only his voice, but his cooking? The best." Jungkook admitted rubbing his belly. You laughed and put your hands in your pants pockets. The conversations to the café weren't bad at all, and not a single awkward moment considering these were Jimin's best friends.

You all entered the café and ordered some food before sitting down in a booth.

"Our friend Jin is the one right there." Jungkook pointed over to a man with wide shoulders.

He's so much prettier up close, not that he wasn't handsome already.

"Wow, you weren't kidding about food either, this is amazing!" You commented as you chewed your food. Taehyung giggled and you all began eating. It was silent until you broke it.

"I don't known why you brought me here yet, so spill it." You boldly stated. It caught Taehyung and Jungkook by surprise, so they just stared before swallowing the food they were chewing.

"And to think I thought you wouldn't catch on." Taehyung jokingly mumbled.

You smirked and rested your head in the palms of your hands.

"Out with it."

Jungkook looked at Taehyung and sighed, before looking back at you.

"Well...it's Jimin."

Your felt your chest tense up. Even his name was a lot to handle.

"I just wanted to let you know that he really likes you Y/N... and I'm not saying you have to be with him, I know he hurt you, but he made a mistake. If you don't want to be with him I totally understand, but please don't distance yourself from him?" He pleaded.

What was with everyone? It seemed like they were all on his side, like they knew you got hurt, but they want you to crawl back to him. You shrugged your shoulders.

"I-I don't know guys. I really do like the two of you, and I really did like Jimin, but he hurt me and I can't just forget that." You mumbled as you fiddled your thumbs.

Jungkook sighed and nodded his head.

"That's fair enough. Come on, we don't want to be late for class." Taehyung reminded you. You checked the clock and saw that it was 7:42 already. You nodded your head and grabbed your things, before you all left.

When you entered the school buildings, once again all eyes were on you. You knew it wasn't you, considering you looked like a potato, so you assumed it was because you walked in with the two other school playboys.

As you walked by, you heard whispering.

She's the one who hurt Jimin-Oppa

She was with Jimin right? Why is she with two other boys?

The other girl snickered.

She's probably a skank.

You shot a glare at them and scoffed, before continuing to walk away.

"Geez these girls talk a lot." You mumbled, your hands balled into fists.

"Don't let it get to you, they'll realize they jumped to conclusions." Jungkook whispered in your ear.

"I know."

Today was Thursday, meaning you had class all by yourself. Not one class was with anyone you really knew, not even lunch.

As the day went on, there where more and more whispers from girls and boys, calling you names and talking about you being the girl who plays playboys.

Lord so help me, please don't let any of these children work my last nerve..

You pleaded over and over again.

Last period came, and sat down at your desk and peacefully read your book. The period was going by rather quickly, only 10 more minutes of class, when suddenly, a girl you've never seen before barged into the class.

"Kim Y/N!"

You lifted up your head, unaware of the mean expression on your face.

"Yes?" You questioned as you closed your book.

There were no words, until she walked toward you and lifted up her hand.

I know she's not going to try to hit me

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