"Aryanna look I understand you got a great opportunity and you have to take it as Big time rush said opportunities like this come once in a lifetime." Loren said.

Which made me feel better because Big time rush is in my heart and it's true who knows when I'll get other opportunities like this.

"Thank you Loren so much." I hugged her.

"Now let's go the guys are probably wondering where we are." She said.

We walked into the Mario's hotel room where everyone was meeting up. I looked at everyone laughing gas they talked and I felt guilty knowing I'm hiding something from these wonderful people. I didn't want to leave these goofballs. What if they thought I didn't want to be with them anymore? I became even more worried.

"Hey guys!" Weston greeted.

"Hey." Loren and I greeted back.

"Hey babe." Mark walked up to me giving me a huge hug. He smelled nice to being weird or anything.

"Hey." I smiled. Loren then pulled me and whispered to me. "Are you gonna tell them?"

"I haven't given my manager an answer yet." I looked down.

"You have to take it or you'll regret it. Don't worry about us, we'll be fine." She gave me a warm smile.

"I don't know how to tell them or when." I played with my hair( every time I'm nervous)

"After the show you have to tell them." She said. I nodded my head and just gave a nervous smile.