"Really" Alessio says

"Yea" You say looking around

Although the decorations where different it all felt the same

"I wonder how that worked out" he says asking I to the living room

As you follow behind him you see the set of stairs that lead to the bedrooms

You remember falling

You shake off the vibes you got and continue walking

Alessio sits on one end of the couch and you sit crosses legged on the other end facing him

"So does it look exactly the same?" He asked looking around his living room

"Not quite" You say pulling out your phone

"What are you doing?" He asks

"I'm gonna look up how this happened" you say typing in safari

You click on a couple websites and skim through them

"Soooo?" Alessio asks

"Well it says that things you say to someone while they're in a coma they can hear. I must've heard someone talking about it and it incorporated into my dream" You say looking up at him

He was staring at the ground in deep thought

"Do you know I'd maybe your parents stopped by and talked about it?" You ask

"Nah no.. uh...it was. It was me" he says finally shaking off his contemplative expression

"Huh? I thought you said after Hailey-"you get cut off

"I still came. Everyday" he says

You don't say anything. Well you couldn't say anything. Awe had completely overcome you

"I still told you everything. I still held your hand. I told you what was going on in my life, with my friends, my family, me." He says looking at you

You don't say anything as you watch Alessio scoot closer to you

"I've been lying" he says

Your not sure if he's talking to you or himself

"What?" You say

"I keep telling you, Hailey, my family..myself. That I don't want you...that I don't love you" He says

"Alessio-" you get cut off once again

This time it's by Alessio's lips crashing into yours

It felt like the stars realigned

The sparks never left they were just hidden. And hidden very well

You lips move in sync for what felt like hours

You wrap your arms around his neck and he pulls you on top of his lap

You never wanted this to end

You missed this so bad

But that little voice inside you knew the truth

"Alessio we can't do this" You say breaking the kiss

"Why?" He says

"Because Alessio you have a girlfriend and it's not me anymore" you say tracing his lips with your thumb

How you wish you could ignore this all and continue kissing them

I don't want her... I just want you" he says looking up with eyes of pity

"Then you have to tell Hailey that. I can't be a home wrecker" you slightly chuckle

"Then I'll tell her it's over" he says brushing your hair behind your ear

"Until then I have to go" You say getting off of his lap

"Why?" He asks

"Because I can't keep chasing something I can't have. And if we do become a thing again it has to be on the right terms" you say getting up and grabbing your things

"(Y/n) just stay and help me figure this out." He begs

"I can't Alessio.. if you really know what you want then there is nothing figure out" you say opening the door and leaving

Part of you felt amazing

You stood up for our morals and of Alessio was telling the theory about how he feels he'll be back really soon

But sort of you also felt awful

Not only did you make out with Alessio when he has a girlfriend..but you don't know whether or not Alessio will choose you. You can only guess

Conflicted with your emotions you choose to focus on how you're getting home

You decide to Uber

you find a bench and sit

As you wait for your Uber you hear a voice behind you

"(Y/n)?" It says

Your eyes grow wide in horror as you turn and look Parker in the face

"Oh my goodness I'm so sorry I didn't mean to scare you..I understand if you want me to go" he says looking down in shame

He sounds like a complete different person

"Oh uh it's okay I guess" you say mentally checking yourself for anything you can use to stab him if needed

"Uhh i never got a chance to formally apologize to you..even though I know that an apology isn't enough. I was fighting demons I didn't even know I had" he says looking down

"Oh" you say not really sure how to respond

"Yea..but I have therapy, I'm on meds, and jail time definitely gave me time to reflect deeply" he says

You stand up and decide to walk hoping it would signal the end of the conversation

"(Y/n) I know that you don't want me probably don't want me around you ever but I need to know if someday you will ever forgive me" he says walking beside you

"Forgive you I suppose. But trust you or even like you..most likely no" you say

"And Ill take that. I deserve it" he says

You don't say anything because you didn't disagree with him

"I guess I should go.. my girls probably waiting on me" he says

"Yea you probably should" You say

"Before I go I just wanted to tell you that I learned how to treat a ladies right because of you" he says

"That's good" you say as you continue walking

"Goodbye (y/n)" he says with a sympathetic smile

"Bye Parker" You day holding your breath hoping he doesn't try to kill you last second

When he finally disappears the other direction you let yourself stop panicking and find your Uber

You finally get in and shut the care door.

You couldn't help but sigh from the crazy day you've had

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