"Alessio" you saw playing with his hair as the two of you snuggle on his bed

"Hmmm" he says eyes closed pressed against you

"Do you think that will ever happen again" you ask

"What? The sex or the fight" he says smirking

"The fight you moron" you laugh

"Never. I never want to feel like that and I never want to make you feel like that ever again" he says looking up at you

"Alessio" you blush

"I'm serious. I adore your entire being. I don't care if your dramatic it just means your damn good at your job. You're so perfect I can't even explain how much I love you. When you were gone even though it wasn't that long I felt...lost. I locked myself in my room and surfed youtube for hours." He sighs

"By the way ever heard of the love story between tortilla and cracker? Probably not I'll send you the youtube link." He shrugs (((iykyk)))

"But that's not the point. The point is without you I didn't want to be me. I didn't want to make music or sign up for auditions, or even hang with my friends. I need you in my life (y/n)" he says

"Just like I need you in mine" you softly smile at him

He leans in and kisses you slowly

You could feel the effort he was putting into it

He wanted to make sure you knew how he felt

"I wanna take you out" he says suddenly breaking the kiss

"Where" You ask

"Everywhere. And nowhere at the same time" he says

"Okay don't be in some weird time travel bullshit" you laugh

"Nah nah, I mean I want to make the rest of today yours" he says

"We will go out and do whatever you want today" he says

"Awh we don't have to do that" you say

"I want to do it, I told you to let me show you how much I love you" he blushes

"Don't make me mushy" you poke your lip out

"Babbyyy" he squeals like he saw a puppy

"Your so cuteeee" he says giving you a kiss

"Shut up" you playfully frown

"I'm serius get up we are going out" he says

"Fine"

**skip all the getting ready and everything I'm lazy and that's a lot of work*****

((Your outfit))

"Okay where to?" You ask buckling yo in the passenger seat as Alessio starts his car

"You tell me" he says making a face at you

"I don't know" you say

"Nor I" Alessio shrugs

"Ughhh uh okay how abouuut" you draw out your word as you try and think

Alessio gives you a *hurry up* look

"A farmers market?" You say as more of a question

"A farmers market" he laughs

"Yea I don't know" you shrug laughing with him

"Not gonna lie I had hope you'd pick something more fun" he says

"Like What laser tag?" You say sarcastically

"Uh yea" he says with a *duh* voice and then laughs

"K bet" you shrug

"You're turning into me" he says laughing an pulling out of the driveways

"Hi I'm Alessio catch me dunking for Jesus. Bet. I don't really care that you gotta man. TITTY BAR!" you say in a mocking voice

"Ahaha" he says rolling his eyes and laughing as he drives away

You look around for an six cord to plug your phone in

"Babe there isn't an aux cord you have to Bluetooth it" he says pointing at his smart screen

"Ooooo well aren't you bouji" You say connecting your phone

You put your playlist on shuffle and starts bopping along with the music

You were screaming lyrics when Alessio turns the music down

"So when are you gonna sing for me again" he says

"What?! I'm singing right now and you shut the music off" you say

"No I mean for real sing" he says

"That was real singing" you rebuttal

"No it wasn't" he says

"Yea it waAs" you reply

That's how the rest of the ride went

Alessio then pulls into the lazar tag place

"You really took us to laser tag?" You say laughing

He grins sheepishly

"Your gonna regret bringing me here when I kick your ass" you say

"Oh bet" he says giving you a doubtful look

"Bet" You say confidently walking towards the entrance

You open the door and go inside

You and Alessio pay to get in and get vests

"Ooo you better get ready to get whooped" you say

"Mmmhmm" he says adjusting a strap in his vest

You both enter the room and the game begins

((I've never played laser tag I'm just making shit up))

You hide behind a fake boulder and Alessio hides behind a boulder

You turn and see him poking out so you fire a couple shots missing each time

"Damn" you curse to yourself

You see him run away so you try following

You lose him so you wander around the giant laser tag room

The lasers blasting around the room reminded you of the fight you got in with Alessio that night

Suddenly you didn't really want to play laser tag anymore

You started panicking

All the what if's floating through your mind

What is this makeup is temporary

What if he really was cheating and you just ignored it

What is he doesn't love you

What if your playing yourself

What if Lucas and Alessio never make up

What if they make you choose between the two of them

You couldn't bare hurting either of them

"Fuck" you say hyperventilating

It's dark the only light are very dim blue lasers flashing from shots ringing out

You didn't know where to go to get out

You starts rushing around trying to find a door

You need air

You suddenly run into someone

"(Y/n) babe what's wrong!?" Alessio says catching you and grabbing you

"I need to get out of here" you say crying

You didn't even realize you were crying until you had to speak

"Let's go" he says lading you along

You wind through some corners until you reach the exit

As soon as you open the door you rip off your vest and walk out of the building

"(Y/n)?!! What's wrong" Alessio says chasing after you

You couldn't even answer you just started hyperventilating again

Alessio grabs you and holds you

"It's okay let it out" he says squeezing you

You just cry

After a minute or two you finally manage to quit bitchin out

"What was going on" he says looking down at you

"There is just so much going on I feel overwhelmed" you say

"Hold on let me take you somewhere" he says leading you to the car

You both enter his car and he starts driving

*****skip drive*****

Alessio stops the car and leads you along the side walk to a place you haven't visited before

He leads you off the sidewalk and through the rows of headstones

He finally stops you In front of Vicky's

It still looked pretty fresh

A little grass had grown over the top but not enough to cover up the square of patched dirt

"No one knows this but I come here all the time" he says

"Really" You say looking up at him

"I killed her (y/n) and I feel terrible everyday about it" he says

"I know" you say staring at her headstone

"But you know what" he says turning toward you and grabbing your hands

You look at him

"I always leave here remembering that no matter what happened with Vicky and Parker. I'd still have you" he says

"And it keeps me looking forward...When we split up for those two weeks I came here every night and added losing you to the list of terrible shit I've done" he says motioning toward the grave

"But you came back. And I refuse to let you go ever again. I'm stuck with Vicky's death in my head forever but, I've forgotten everything else. It's all in the past I just wanna focus on us" he says

"So do I" You says hugging him

He just holds you again

"I'm so in love with you" he says

"No matter what" you say into his chest

"No matter what" he says

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