It was dinner time in the Sawyer house. Drayton was setting the plates down and Chop top and Nubbins were running down the stairs. You were sitting next to Bubba waiting for them. You were trying not to stare at grandpa. God that man's old. Chop top sits next to you and Nubbins sits across from him. "Alright y'all can start eating." Drayton says. You start eating and it's for the most part quiet.

"B-B-B-Bubba took off his mask. He showed (Y-Y-Y/n)." Nubbins says. Bubba makes an aggressive noise and glares at his brother. Drayton keeps a more calm expression.

"Well Bubba you rarely take off your mask. I didn't know you could. Why in front of him?" He asks. Bubba started making noises that you can't really make out. He puts a hand on your shoulder and Drayton listens.

"You know how I feel about that boy. First comes the feelings then comes sex then you're abandoning the family." He says surprisingly calm. 'Feelings? For me? Like romantic feelings?', you think.

"I'm not trying to do anything like that. I don't really have feelings for Bubba. I don't wanna hurt your family Drayton." Bubba looks over at you sad.

"Well uh look (Y/N) us Sawyers are uh picky about who we let into this family. I'm just worried Bubba isn't thinking with his head." He says.

"He's thinking with his dic-" Chop top yells before Drayton throws a fork at him.

"Cut it out you shit! (Y/N) is basically family. Bubba just needs to think about this more."

"Thinking with his dick! Thinking with his dick! Thinking with his di-" Nubbins yells. Drayton cuts him off by a quick slap to the back of his head. Nubbins yells and rubs his head. Bubba looks over at you with a sympathetic look. You smile.

"It's ok Bubba. I'm glad I'm considered family here." You say taking another bite of your food. Bubba moves his hand to your thigh and he squeezes it.

"Bubbas got a boyfriend!" Chop top yells teasing Bubba. Bubba shakes his head and Chop top keeps insisting on it. Eventually they're pushing each other.

"(Y/N)'s your boyfriend isn't he? He's your boyfriend!" Chop top yells. Bubba shakes his head and keeps shoving him. You take this as a sign to leave. Drayton and Nubbins are yelling now too. You get up and walk back into your room. You turn on the radio and apparently the only thing playing right now is slow dance music, classical music and country music. You keep on the slow music to try and keep the peace. Soon Bubba's knocking on your door.

"Come in!" You say sitting up in your bed. Bubba walks in and sits on your bed. "Hi Bubba. Don't worry about your brothers they're stupid." He nods.

"I've never had a boyfriend." He says looking at the floor.

"Well I've had lots of partners. Boys and girls. Bubba I'm sure you'd be a great boyfriend." He looks up at you, the slow music still playing on the radio. "Do you wanna dance Bubba?" He nods. " Do you know how to slow dance?" He shakes his head. "I'll teach you." You two stand up and Bubba realizes you're gonna be close. He takes off his mask and carefully places it on your bed. You put your left arm around his waist and grab his right hand holding it up. "Now you put your arms around my waist." He does so. "And now we move like this." You slowly move and he follows. You notice how big his hands are when his is in yours. There's a good space between you too.

"You can pull me closer if you wanna Bubba." With this he pushes you into his torso. You let out a little gasp and chuckle. He smells earthy, like a forest after it rained. You two stand there for awhile dancing when Bubba pulls you away from him so he can see your face. You smile and look up at him. He's bending over a bit so he can be closer to you.

"You're pretty good at this Bubba. I haven't really slow danced since high school."

"Momma home schooled us. She didn't trust the public schools." Bubba says. You nod and put your head on his chest again.

"Do I feel like family to you Bubba?" You ask. He goes silent. He's thinking about something.

"I love family in a different way then I love you." He says. You chuckle.

"Well Bubba if you have feeling for someone they can be family too. The way you feel about your brothers is platonic. You can feel romantic feeling for someone too. That means you wanna kiss and hold hands and date them." He rests his chin on the top of your head. You smile at this. Bubbas a real sweet boy, in a family full of wild people. You wonder how he's so soft in a family like his. You two keep dancing like this for about ten more minutes.

"What's a sexual feeling?" He asks. You sigh and think for a bit.

"You know what sex is right?" You ask.

"I do."

"Well a sexual feeling is when you want to have sex with someone. Sex feels good to people so sometimes they do it to just feel good."

"Do you get that feeling about me?" He asks. You pause for a second. You've never thought about this before. He is quite handsome without his mask on. And he is pretty jacked. You don't really have a type but he definitely fits into what you like. But would you really want to do that with him? You wouldn't really mind that much. But you don't know if you want your first time to be with someone you met a few weeks ago. You need to slow it down a bit. You two haven't even kissed yet. This is probably the most intimate you two have gotten with each other. You realize that you've been silent for a bit too long.

"I don't know Bubba. I don't really know. I'd kiss you but I don't know how far I'd really go with you. Do you have those feelings for me?" You ask. He goes quiet. You two and still slowly swaying to the music playing.

"I don't know either. I do want to kiss you. I've never kissed someone before. I've seen it on the TV but momma tried to hide it from me. I've seen it though. I have." You pull back and look at him. God he's handsome on this light. You smile and he tilts his head. "What's wrong?" He asks.

"Nothing it's just you look really handsome in this light." You lean forwards and up. He bends down a bit and leans to you. Your lips connect and you kiss softly. His is very inexperienced. He doesn't really know how to do it but you don't mind. You just love this feeling.