"Mmmm baby that was a sexy sight." I turn to see Trevor leaning against the bathroom counter, his athletic shorts tented. He comes over and leans down to kiss me.

"Take her to the bed to see her treats while I shower real quick."

The twins waste no time lifting me out of the bath and drying me off. I have to slap their hands away to get them moving towards the bedroom. I'm very dry, but they were happy to continue. I walk out to see candles lit in various places around the room. There are pink rose petals on the bed and a big plate of chocolate covered strawberries on the table. I smile big as I plop down in front of the strawberries and reach for one. Liam grabs my wrist and sets in in my lap.

"No way angel. This is our night, we get to spoil you and I don't want you even lifting a finger." Liam grabs the strawberry and puts it to my lip. His eyes follow the movement as my tongue slips out to taste the chocolate. I take a bite.

"Good girl." Bash tells me as he watches his brother feed me.

Trevor comes walking out after the fastest shower known to man. He motions for me to stand up. I oblige and he takes the towel from me and tosses it so I'm displayed for them. He then sits in the chair I was in and has me sit on his towel covered lap. All three of them are only wearing towels covering the good bits. There's a whole lot of naked chest on display right now and I'm being hand fed chocolate. I'm not sure how anything will ever top this moment. This is a memory that will be seared in my brain as long as I live. This night is so important. I know we've already "started," but this night feels like the start of us. The beginning of our future.

They take turns feeding me strawberries and I feed each of them. Bash grips my wrist and sucks the chocolate off of my fingers. I can feel his warm tongue swirling around my finger tips and it reminds me of his mouth on my center. I clench and moan.

"Let's move to the bed, baby." Trevor whispers in my ear. I shake my head yes because my brain won't send words to my mouth. Trevor picks me up bridal style and throws me into the center of the bed. I giggle as rose petals fly up and the three rabid animals descend.

"Wait!" I put my hands up before anyone can touch me. "I got a special outfit I need to put it on."

"Fuck no you aren't putting anything back on. I am putting a law into affect right now no one is allowed to have clothes on in this room until we check out." Liam demands in his bossy tone.

I pout at him.

"Baby you will have many more opportunities to show me that outfit, I promise. I actually have an opening in my calendar tomorrow, I would very happily fill with you." Trevor climbs down over me so he's between my open legs. He's lost his towel at some point, but my twins haven't.

"Deal, but the naked law started 30 seconds ago and I only see one dick." I look pointedly at the twins. Bash rips his towel off so fast he whips his brother and Liam punches him in the arm grumbling about an eager beaver.

"Baby, you sure you want these children here for this?" Trevor is definitely kidding but twin protests rise up,

"Not happening."

"You wish."

"We decided I'm first baby. I'm smaller then the twins, not by much, but enough that it will be more comfortable." Trevor is looking into my eyes as he talks and I don't feel any of the nerves I felt leading up to this. It just feels right and I know he will talk me through it and make it the best he can.

"I trust you guys. I love you Trevor."

"I love you baby, so much." Trevor kisses me and we get lost in each other. He pulls back to let Liam come forward.

"I love you angel, I'm so fucking thankful you want to be mine in this way. Thank you." Liam's kisses are a little more intense then Trevor's and it just makes the burn intensify under my skin. Liam breaks the kiss and I know my bashful boy is next.

"I love you Mia. From 10 till forever babe." Bash's kisses are slow and steady. I hear Trevor moving around and the cap flip on a bottle. Bash breaks the kiss and moves to the opposite side of me his brothers on as Trevor comes to kneel between my legs.

"I'm glad you know what you're doing. I feel like I've been told how this works so many times, but I'm not really sure now that your going to stick that in me." I blush and the boys chuckle at my expense.

"No worries baby, I know what I'm doing. It will only hurt for a few minutes and then I will make it better okay?"

A thought niggles in the back of my mind. About the lube and how he knows how long the pain will last. I'm sure he's had conversations with his Dads and friends too right? And that's how he knows all of this? They all three seem really relaxed and confident actually.. they don't seem as nervous as I do about our first time. I know they got birth control shots before we moved for school, maybe the doctor explained it?

"How do you know what your doing? Your Dads, or friends, or like the internet or something?" I look at Trevor when I ask and his eyes widen slightly.

"Uhh." He doesn't answer as I sit up on my elbows as he sits back on his heels.

"I've done this before baby." I startle at hearing that comment. I flinch like I've literally been hit. What the fuck did he just say?

"What?" I squeak out. Hoping I heard or understood him incorrectly.

"I've had sex before. Only twice, but I have." He looks sheepish at his admission. I sit up and push myself back towards the head board. I grab a pillow and cover my skin from them.

I look to my twins. They couldn't have possibly had sex with someone other then me. They wouldn't do that to me. Not my bashful boy. I look to them and their faces look like Trevor's. I immediately know the answer they are going to give me. I choke on a sob as Liam speaks first,

"I have too angel. A few more times then twice." He winces and I look to Bash. Not my bashful boy. Please not him too. He hangs his head and I don't even want to hear his answer. It hurts. It feels like I've been stabbed.

"Twice."

"What?" It's the only word I think I can get out right now. I find another word, but I'm scared to ask it. Do I want to know the answer. I look at each of their faces and I know I need to know the answer.

"Who?"

The answers stab the knife deeper into the gaping hole that is my heart. Trevor and Bash each slept with two different females while Liam slept with one female, but repeatedly. I'm sobbing now and tears are flowing down my cheeks. These females were women I called friends at some point or another. These females were girls we grew up with and went to school with. These females knew without a fucking doubt that these boys were mine. Everyone knew these boys were mine. Trevor starts to talk and I hold my hand out in front of his face to stop him.

"I was about to give you my virginity. I was seconds away..." I stop to catch my breath. My eyes widen when I realize what I was about to do.

"I was going to have unprotected sex with you. With each of you. I didn't even question protective films. I just assumed you saved yourselves for me because of course I fucking saved myself for you!"

"Baby.." Trevor tries to start and I glare at him.

"Shut up. Just shut the fuck up. You could have given me a disease. I could have gotten sick and lost my ability to have babies because you couldn't keep your dicks in your pants."

Female's reproductive systems can't handle sexually transmitted diseases. They are too susceptible to infection. If a women contracts a disease it almost always ends in the loss of the ability to carry children.

"Never. We would have never brought any kind of risk to you Mia. I promise you. We have been checked repeatedly every time we got birth control shots and we used films when with females. You are the only female we would ever consider not using films with. Mia I promise we would never expose you to a risk like that, ever." It's Liam who speaks. I only let him because he's almost yelling. I don't want to have to yell over him to get him to shut up.

I'm looking to Liam now.

"You didn't even let me date. I had one date and you punched him. You wouldn't even let him kiss me... and you.. were fucking other females? We spent every moment together. Every day. Every weekend. How did you do this shit and then come back to me pretending everything was normal? "

"Our indiscretions were during Sophomore and Junior year. We were young and stupid, but that is not an excuse Mia. We never touched another female after Junior year. It's only been you and it will only be you for all of my eternity." I let Bash talk because he has tears streaming down his cheeks and it twists the knife that's embedded in my heart to see him cry.

"Those females...they knew you were mine. They knew you would belong to me one day. They fucking knew you were taken and belonged to me!" I'm hysterical and almost screaming at this point. My thoughts aren't clear and I can't tell if they are coming out clearly either.

"You were going to take this from me. Take the most sacred thing I could have given you. You would have taken it from me without being honest with me about the fact that you didn't respect me enough to KEEP IT IN YOUR FUCKING PANTS!" I know I'm screaming now, but I can't breathe and I think this is how I die. I know I have a flair for the dramatics, but this feels like death.

Trevor puts his hands on either side of my face and I throw a wild punch out. It clips him in the jaw, but it wasn't a hard hit. Not hard enough. I should try again. He gets the hint and scoots to the edge of the bed. Liam turns like he's going to try to touch me next so I jump out of the bed and run to my bag. I dig for my pajamas and pull my leggings on. I grab my shirt and start to put it over my arms before realizing it's one of theirs. I don't have the energy to put the shirt on as sobs wrack my body and I drop to the carpeted floor.

They claimed me the moment they met me in 5th grade. I never questioned it. It was always me and my bestie boys... but they never really belonged to me, did they?