I tried to talk with Arjun to clear the misunderstanding of previous days before leave him but Arjun becomes busy with his research.

He look busy and happy at same time. I heard from Vinay that Arjun get approval from MHRA for his research. He also told me, if everything goes well Arjun may go to Australia for testing his research medicines.

Every year on his birthday I gave him a gift of something I like or something I feel look good on him. This time I wanted gift something he liked. I hope everybody will cooperate with me. Keep secret until his birthday. I need to talk with everyone before that.

I wanted to celebrate his birthday this year after saw his previous birthday celebration. It's was my first birthday functions I was participate. Sandya and me never fond to celebrates our birthday or went to other people's birthday. I join his birthday because I was married to him last year. The only thing I didn't expect it would be his last birthday celebrations with me.

I organised everything according his likes. I did put a lot of effort since last one months. I hope Arjun will like this events as much I do.

I talked to his grandparents, his uncles and aunt. Dad and Aatharvaa still haven't come back to home. Yamuna was busy with her fashions weeks event.

At first, they showing no interest but after I said it's about Arjun. They were taking the seat for name sake. When I told them about divorce, everybody face was lit up and this is the first time they look happy in my presence. That time, I understand and realised my happiness give them sadness.

I don't want to hurt anybody because of my love. If everyone is happy and that is enough for me. So this is the right thing to do. I also asked them to keep secret from Arjun as I will tell him by myself in his birthday.

Later night, I went to Yamuna's room and she look shock as I never come to her room. I told her that I have something important to tell her. She nodding her head and asked me to continue. I told her the same which I told her family in morning. She look flabbergasted and ask me to talk with Arjun before coming to conclusion.

This is the first time she talked to me. She is not bad as I thought. Maybe she also introvert type like Arjun.

I told to my two important people, Sandya and Vinay about my decision. They were protest and tell me this is the most stupidest decision I ever make. But I still stand on my point and tell them about Arjun and Sadhana were kissing. It's means they both love each other and how his family look happy with my decisions.

Vinay told me it's must be misunderstanding because the person Arjun love is me. Since I am not in mood to listening. I cut off him and request him to not give me any hopes because everytime my hope shatter it leave me with so much pains.

I know Vinay tell this because he want me to change my decisions and also because he love and don't want to see me get hurt. Therefore, I told them that I will really happy if Arjun also happy and he will happy if I disappear from his life.

Finally, I able to convinced both of them and also asked them to keep secret from Arjun. I tell my plan to going to India after his birthday and request them to not tell anyone especially to Arjun. I know he will try to find me after know the real reason I fight with Sadhana. He will wanted to ask my forgiveness for him and for Sadhana's behalf. Tell him that I forgive both of them and wish them happy life together.

Later, I went to meet Sadhana to asked her a favour to invite Arjun to his birthday function that I arranged. Arjun didnt talk to me and I scared he will reject if I'm the one inviting him.I told her about my decision and I wanted to celebrate his birthday for the last time as he will her's after that.

I prepared one more gift which I painted since last year to give him on his birthday tomorrow. I actually draw our wedding picture with his family members and I draw his mother as an additional because she was not in the original picture. Now, I need to change my face to Sadhana's. I'm actually good painter and its only thing I good at it.

After finishing the painting. I wrote a letter to him to say everything I wanted to say because I don't have courage to tell him face to face without crying.

Dear Arjun,

Happy Birthday to you. I hope you liked my both gift. One is something you always wanted from me, your freedom. Another is something I wanted to give you. I couldn't bring your mother alive, so I just wanted to give it because it's can make you feel that your mother was with you on your happy day's.

Actually, I wanted to say a lot of thing but I couldn't since you were busy and I don't have courage. Therefore, I wrote this letter and please read until the end. I promise it's won't waste your time.

First of all, I wanted to say thank you for showing a world of happiness to me. Whenever I am with you, I feel so much happy, content and safe. I know it's not same for you because you feel irritates when I'm around you. So my second word is Sorry.

I am really sorry from my bottom of heart. I'm sorry for loving you. I'm sorry to troubling you with my love, I'm sorry to be burden you with my love, I'm sorry because of my love you feel trapped and suffocated.

I know my sorry cannot change anything or can make you feel better but please forgive me. I didn't meant to make you miserable. I really didn't know you were suffering all this days. I thought maybe one day you will fall in love with me. I guess I was wrong. Now only I realised that you will never ever would love me as you already fall for Sadhana. I just didn't expect my love will be a torture for you.

It's just I couldn't give up on you even after many times you told me. I guess it's one of my bad traits of me.

I really wish I could turn time to our first meet. So that you won't have meet me and you will be very happy now as you won't know me and I won't be in your life.

Again I'm so sorry because I don't have power for that. I just can wish to makes everything better and happy for you atleast from now.

I hope it's still not late for me to disappear from your life. I already signed the divorce paper that Nidhiya aunty gave me.

Don't worry, from now onwards I won't appear and came in front of you.

Lastly, I wish only happiness and best for you. I hope you and Sandhana will be always together and love each other forever. Advance congratulations for both of you marriage life.

Take care, be happy and healthy always.

From

Your unwanted love,

DIVYA.

I keep the letter in the envelope together with painting. Then I signed the divorce paper and put into another envelope.

I already packed my most of things and kept at Sandya's apartment. It's only left some clothes. I kept his mother's jewelleries and everything he buy for me for our engagement and wedding.

I didn't have heart to take off my wedding chain and my engagement ring. So I plan to keep this two with me.

On his birthday, I wearing green white saree and Arjun look so dashing and handsome in his black jacket white tops and jeans.

(her saree)

(Arjun's outfits)

He look very happy with the arrangements as his eyes were lit up and he hug Sadhana, thanking her for the arrangements.

Although it's really hurt but I am happy seeing him happy and satisfied with the arrangements.

He cut cakes and everybody wishing him, I just stand at corner looking at him. It's only chance to look at him after this, I cannot as he belongs to other person.

I went to him but he ignore me as he was talking with Sadhana's parents. It did hurt me but it's will be my last time to wishing him. So I again look for him to wish him and give the present.

I saw him were sitting at garden with Sadhana discussing something important about medical cases. I went to him and could see his annoying expressions with my presence.

I gulp my saliva and went more close to him. I called him softly, in return he raised his right eyebrow perfectly.

I wish him Happy birthday while give him hand for handshake but he again ignore me and just nod his head as a acknowledge for my wish. I sighed and smile sadly at him.

I again call him and asked him whether can talk with him alone. He look at me and then Sadhana. Sadhana was trying to leave space for us but Arjun hold her hand and asked her to sit back.

I can feel my tears were welled up but I don't want to cry on his birthday. It's just my believe if we be sad on someone's happy day then their happiness also will turn to sadness.

Arjun then said, you can say anything in front of her. She is like my family.

I understand that in between of them there is no secrets. I sighed heavily and without wasting any times, I give my gift to him.

"Please accept this. I hope you will have continuous happiness and smile in your face. Happy birthday Arjun". I said to him

He look confused and shock with my wish. But he composed himself and said "are you done?".

I just smile warmly at him and nod my head. Don't want to break my heart more, I quickly move from there.

I heard Sadhana asked him to open the gift but Arjun calmly said "no need. There will be some paintings of him or love letters".

It's actually good thing also, I don't want him to open now in front of her.