Sadhana is really polite and smart girl. I heard from the gossip girls in my office that Sandhana able to do her job efficiently and effectively. Many were praising her for her talents.

I just sighed when I heard out everything nice about her. I feel like deja vu. Sandhana look like women version of Arjun.

I have this inferiority complex when comes to her and unconsciously I started comparing myself with her and that makes me to disliked about myself.

I talked to Sandya but didn't tell her about Sadhana. She already worrying about grandma behaviour towards me. From my voice, I think she know that I was sad because she asked me to spilled out. I didnt get surprised as Sandya can know my mood by listening to my voice. I said that I am missing her and now she really busy with her works, didn't have time talk to me like before.

Sandya for past three months really busy with her job as she have to follow with Vinay to outstation and during her outstation she have to switch off her phone due to confidential.

I am really missing both of them. If Dingo is here, he will make me smile and I will get distract as I argue with him. I asked Sandya and Vinay to meet me when they came back. She just hummed and said she also miss me and not to worried anything by wild guesses. She didn't buy my reason I guess. It's sometimes very bad if anyone can read you like an open book because they always can pin point your lies.

Next day, Sadhana was visiting our house for dinner with her parents. Arjun's family all look so happy and excited with her coming. Grandma, Arjun's aunt Nidhiya, his uncles all were happily chatting with Sandhana and her family and they treat me like a maid.

At first, Sadhana look shock and I saw a glimpse of angry and jealousy on her eyes when dad introduce me as Arjun's wife. Later I don't know what grandma and Nidhiya aunty told her, she look at me with mock expressions and smirk. I thought she was nice girl and sweet. I think not all beautiful girls have beautiful heart like my Sandya and Aleena.

Arjun went to his study room after have small talk with Sadhana's family. Now Grandma and Nidhiya aunty started to make fun of me and humiliate in front of Sadhana's family. I didn't expect they would laughing at me. I guess this is how rich people enjoying themself.

I just felt so embarrassing and lonely. Out of nowhere my mind thought if my parents with me now they won't let them to speak like this to me. They would protect me from this monsters kind of human.

Putting my head down, I went to garden, the place that I spent most beside our room's. Arjun's garden really beautiful and they always give peaceful warming feelings. I love to sit here because it's can calming myself and give some peace feeling.

I talked about Sandhana that she is not good girl as she seem and her behaviour towards me to Arjun later at night but it's back fired as Arjun looks so angry when I talked bad about Sadhana.

He told to me that he feel dissapointed with me. He didn't expect this from me, condemn someone because of my jealousy and talked bad about a girl who is younger than me. His words pierced my heart and it's really hurt to know Arjun trust her than me. I didn't condemn and said bad about her because of my jealousy but that was she are. I feel angry and sad with Arjun for the first time.

It's been a week since Sandhana join here and I feel like Arjun changing nowadays especially after that nights. He always frown when he look at me and suddenly asked me to call him sir at office. I think Sadhana said something about me that make he behave cold to me. I really get bad vibes from Sadhana since the day she came our house.

I'm going through bad times at office as Sadhana will visit Arjun here and when I went to hospital to explain about today's update and work progress to Arjun. I always saw him with her.

Nowadays Sadhana and Nidhiya aunty insult upgraded to next level. Sadhana always call me kid even in front of Arjun and he didn't seem like mind it. She also boosting about her relationship with Arjun. Geez, she really annoying and irritating me. I hate her so much. She even said my relationship with Arjun is temporarily and she will take back everything which is belong to her at first place. It's really scared of me and I don't know I'm getting negatives feelings.

Arjun's behaviour towards me make me feel more panic and his closeness with Sadhana burn me into extreme jealousy.

He now busy with Sadhana with teaching her and guiding her. I become more scared and tense when I heard about the rumours about Arjun and Sadhana. Everybody in office also in hospital shipping them.

This days, I always caught Arjun were busy with his phone and I was troubled with this new habits of him. Arjun before would never look at his phone regularly. He even put passwords in his phone.

So, I actually tried to unlocking his phone to know what makes him busy with his phone. I tried randomly guessing passwords and failed everytime and it took a picture of me. I was scared and put back the phone.

I freaked out when Arjun asked me why I try to unlocking his phone without his knowledge. For a second, I thought he spying me. Looking my questioning look, he said he get my pictures try unlock his phone. I didn't said anything towards him when I saw hurt in his eyes. I feel sorry for my behaviour and asked forgiveness many times but he keep ignoring me.

Arjun and his team success in brain surgery for a kid . They said it's really tough case for the team as if one wrong light move can make the kid to go blind or effect his spinal cord. Everybody compliment for his calmness in surgery table as it's not easy to operate a child without emotionally. Arjun really did good job.

I was so proud and happy for him. I run towards him to give him hug and wanted congratulating him but my happiness die next moment when he push me away. He scold me for wanting hug him in front of everyone and ask to watch my behave and act like a other employee by not calling Arjun. It's really hurt my heart badly. I feel distant with this Arjun. I look at him with pain and hurt in my eyes but he just ignored and smile to other people who wishing him. I just stay rooted at my place and looking at him.

I saw Sadhana come towards him and give big and long hug to him. Arjun didn't push her away and reciprocate her hug. I just went out from there because it's feel pain to watch them with each other arm and looking happy.

Arjun not like before, he really change a lot after Sadhana's arrived. He spent most of his time with her. I missing him and I wanted to talk with him. I am scared to lose him to Sadhana.

We were walking to parking a lot and I called him softly as we walking. He look at me and raised his eyebrow as asking what.

"Arjun, I want to you promise something, will you?. I asked with sadness in my voice. He look at my face for a few seconds like looking for any mischievous.

When he couldn't find anything, he sighed and said "Yes, I promise, and what is that?".

I smile at him and said "Will you always hold my hand whenever I'm feel scared?".

He blinks for two times and he really look cute she he does that. "Yes, sure". He tell me.

I just hold his hand tightly in mine as saying never leave me alone in my mind. His hand feel so warm against my cold hand. It's gives a feel of togetherness and comforting me. I feel complete and feel of he is mine.

Arjun really look shock with my act and with confused face he asked me "What are you scared of now?".

I smile sadly and said "I'm scared that if I let your hand, you will go away from me and disappear from my eyes".

He just look at me with unknown emotions and sad. He didn't said anything or tried to take his hand away from me. He just start walked towards his car with me.

I feel happy as he didnt take his hand. Actually I pray in my heart that he shouldn't take away his hand because if he did then I would tell him everything in my heart.

I would remind him the thing I said in our first night and I really meant it. I would tell him that I will leave him if he likes Sadhana and wanted to be with her. I would never comes between his happiness. Since he didn't take his hand that means he didn't want to go away from me right.

I feel hurt and really disappointed when Divya talks bad about Sadhana. I know Sadhana a way before her and I saw her from baby. How she expect me to believe her when she doing all this because of her absurd mind thinking and jealousy.

Sadhana cried to me because of Divya asked her to stay away from me and Divya always talk rudely with her when Sadhana tried to be friend with her.

Sadhana is only child in her family and she grew up with so much love around her. She used to receive a lot of love from the baby. So she cannot accept if anyone avoiding her or talk rudely.

Sadhana said she like Divya because she look like happy kid and she wanted to close with her as she feel like Divya as her younger sister although she is the one younger. She even gives her nickname kid.

I even saw with my own eyes how Divya look at Sadhana with so much annoying expression when she call her kid. I shock with Divya's expression as I never know or expect her to look someone with that much hatred.

I understand her love on me makes her feel jealous and didnt like Sadhana but this time she been over. So i asked her to call me sir in office to make her realised her mistakes.

I feel more upset with her when she tried to unlock my phone. My phone send me a picture of her trying unlock my phone to my email. She said she love me but she not trust me I guess.

Since I was angry with her that time, I didn't let her to hug me when she congratulate for my success. I did feel bad after I saw how her happy and exciting face change drastically into disappointing and sad expressions. She look at at me with so much pain and hurt but I ignored it. She asking for that, she need to know she also hurt me with her behaviour.

I feel tug in my heart when she said she scared that I will let her go and will disappear from her eyes. I think my behaviour towards her make her more anxious and worried.

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