《Her Innocent Love》27. Meet Sadhana
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Finally I meet my virtual enemy now, the person that always be reasons for my humiliation.
The person that I started to disliked before we meet each other. The person always be prouded by Arjun's family. The person who be a benchmark for wealthy family daughter in law. The person that I hope I won't meet in this life. The person who makes me feel so little without her physical presence. The person that I truly felt jealous for all the unconditional loves she receive from so many people including Arjun.
She really look like goddess and much more beautiful than I have ever imagine. She has big round brown eyes with natural arched eyebrows, slim and straight nose, full pink lips, clear skin tone and smooth chin. She has oval face shape, fair skin tone, slim with curves body. She is tall with 5'8 height and I look like dwarf and bushpig comparing to her. She also a neurologist like Arjun. That means she is smart.
A beauty with brain. She so perfect and it's really irked me and I feel so horrible. I cannot found any flaw on her. I can't never be near to her at any places. She just opposite to me. She is everything that anyone could ask for. A dream girl that every man would wished for. She had that self confidence, nobleness, wisdom and charming.
Although she is one year younger than me she look a way to mature and very rational person. If I also a man then i would definetely choose her than me.
Morever, as everyone saying she is really the one truly very compatible with Arjun even my heart also agree with this fact. They seriously look perfect and amazing be together. This thought only make me feel like my heart has been ripped out from my body. It's so hurt to imagine Arjun with someone else.
Now I'm looking at her and Arjun make me feel restless and tense. Would Arjun left me for her?.
Arjun still not fall in love with me yet and now I gradually feel scared and uneasy as it's going to be six year soon since I am pursue him and he still haven't respond me or gives any hopes to me. He just marry me because of his mother and he did said something about his dream.
Did that dream is about Sadhana?. Did he not in relationship and don't want to marry me because he waiting for her?. Did I came between their love and now separating them because of my selfish love?.
After saw her, I can't stop my negative feelings conquering my mind and heart. I will ask to Arjun first and if he don't want to tell me then I will ask dingo.
I don't want anyone happiness ruined and breaks someone's love because of me. I don't want to trap him with something he don't like. Just because I'm his responsibility and for my own love. The guilty feeling will killed me. I would back off and would never come in front of them if they really love each other. I just want his love not be a burden or headache for him. I really hope that all my doubts is wrong and Arjun just think her as a friend and would be thankful if he think her as a sister. But that is impossible and greedy desire. Which man can think her as sister?.
Sadhana had joined hospital today for her internship. She will be under supervision of Arjun.
Today is the first time I saw Arjun smile brightly at someone. I can see his beautiful teeth and his attractive dimple. His eyes also shining with happiness and his face show how delight he was in seeing her.
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Everybody looking at her with different emotions. Boys look her with awestruck expression and girls look at her with jealous expression.
She look sweat and very polite person. I can see love and admires in her beautiful big brown round eyes when she look at Arjun. I feel tug in my heart and sadness. Composing myself, I introduced myself to her. She smile brightly at me, the smile that can melt anyone. She look beautiful. She said it's nice to meet me with her melodious and sweet voice. If she like this I cannot hate her. I reciprocate her smile and nodded.
Through out the day I feel so moody and down. This is not me. I cannot let this negativity and sadness conquer me. Life is too short to be sad. I remind my mind and heart.
Later at home, I wanted to ask Arjun about Sadhana but I scared to hear his answer. So I told him "Arjun, you remember you told me at our first night that if anyone of us feel burden with this relationship, can free themself from this marriage. I wanted you to know that I would always respect your feelings and you can say anything directly to me". He look confused and gives questioning look but I just give him small smile. I wanted to go sleep but he didn't let me.
" The rules applied the same with you. What actually eating your brain?" He asked me looking straight at my eyes. I sighed and ask him whether he have crush or likes on someone. He release his breath loud and said "I don't have time for petty things, I have so many things to do and a lot of things needed my attention. I'm not free like you to thinking about ridiculous thoughts". He said and rolled his eyes and went to his study room.
Me on the other side feel so happy after hear his answer. I know deep inside my heart that Arjun didn't have any feeling towards Sadhana. But it's just my insecurities influence my heart and mind. Like that, I went to sleep with happy face.
It's been an three month since I'm married to Divya. This three months are very important days for me as I won World Hospital Associations for President positions. Government also had approve and signed the contract on merging with our hospitals.
Everything goes well for me after our married. I thought it's will take at least one year and more to Government approved the contract. All goes faster than I expects.
Although Divya join the office for my sake but she really worked hard and did well in her job.
She really have many tricks and sleeve in her hands to sneak out and escape from working. Her brain really works fast when coming to this matter. But I always know her tricks but still let her.
I had really good sleep without sleeping pills and now my face also become glow than before because of the enough sleeps. Now I am get used to sleep with her while holding her in my arms.
She is really happy kid and high spirits girl with so much positivity in her. I liked that characters in her. No, actually I like everything about her. She really good at things that I'm bad and she is bad at things that I'm excels. As ammama said we really made for each other to fulfilling our weaknesses.
I also know she get bully by grandma but I cannot help her taking her side because I know about grandma she will get more aggressive with Divya later. Actually that's the reason dad also kept silent. I know he didn't like the way grandma treat Divya. Even grandpa also sometimes sighed with grandma's behaviour towards Divya.
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I can see the pain in her eyes when grandma taunt about her parents. But she is really good at standing all this humiliation and mocks. She is really amazing to never let all this to change her mood and conquer her. I never saw she crying for anything. Although sometimes she will whine and pretend to cry to want something from me or wanted to grab my attention.
I had doubt before but now after living with her I confirm she really have gold fish memory. She tend to forget most of yesterday's incident and will act like she remember everything. When comes to her I remember everything even it is some random absurb words she saying. For me all her words and act is important and special.
She married with me and saw me everyday at home but still keep following and running behind me like a puppy in office. Therefore, I asked her not to wear her sindoor and hide her wedding chain. I don't want anyone misunderstanding her and talking bad about her. If they know she is married but chasing me. It's will create ruckus since she cannot tell anyone she married me and people will call her bad for following other man despite being married women. It's not like I mind to known as her husband but my family wanted to keep secret for temporarily.
She really very entertaining and always caught with me on her weird abnormal act.
One day I saw her doing something with Annie by holding Annie in her hand at our balcony. Later she broke into loud laughs, maybe she think she is funny. She even know how to enjoying and be happy by her own.
One time, all of us (my grandparents, dad, Aatharva and Yamuna and me) were sitting at gardens discussing about our futures plans. At that time, we heard giggling sound, we know who it's is and we ignore it as she must do something to keep herself entertaining and we kept continue our talks.
After few minutes, we heard Divya's baby voice and saw her talking to plants and playing with Annie. Only my grandma gives unapproved look and rest of us feel amused with her opera singing voice. It is something you won't like to listen. She really deaf tone but the way she singing is really worth to look at. She look so adorable and interesting, the more I look at her.
Every Sunday evening, I will go out with Vinay for our game time in sport court. I already went to XXX sports stadium but in the middle of the way, I got call from Cameron informing me about the uodates business negotiations with one of famous biochemic company.
He said the company has agree to do business with us. So, I take u turn to home as I need Divya's help regarding the contract plan and wanted ask her to prepares the paper work.
When I reach my house, I can hear music sound. I assume she in party mode celebrating her freedom as grandma went to wedding house. I came out from my car after park in garage and walked to our room.
When I open the door, the view in my room left me taken aback and speechless. Divya was just in her bra and panty. Her back was facing me and she dancing cutely by shaking her bums and her body rhythmically. I know I should left the room but I don't want.
Hence I stood by door after closed it and crossing my arm around my chest and enjoying the view. I surprised with her sensualy dance move and now she turn to look at me. She freeze at her place, shock with my presence. Her face reaction really hilarious and I would laugh if I didn't effect with her half naked body. I can clearly saw her cleavage and all her curves with her cute and innocent face didn't help to reduce the tension that creates inside me. I am man for God sake and she really testing my patients.
Her towel was thrown at floor near to my feet and that makes her hard to cover herself. She quickly ran to our bed and hide herself under the duvet.
I walked to our wardrobe and took the first dress I saw in her cupboard and went back to room. I just stand near bed side looking at her.
After few moments, she peeked through duvet and looking at me. After saw me, she look at me with horror expression went back inside the duvet again. I throw the dress on her asked her to came out wearing that dress as I have something to talk about.
To be honest my mind actually blank after saw the stunt she was pulled in.
In my study room, I composed myself and refresh my mind and waiting for her. I saw her coming to me and take sit in front of me. She haven't raised her head until now. It's really medical miracle to see Divya look shy and quiet.
After I finished my explanation, I really wanted her to look at me. So I teased her lightly and the expressions she give me it's so lovable and cute. From that moments, I decide to tease her more.
She tried to run away from me but I know better she couldnt stay away from me. She give up her run away plan and tried to divert to other topic but I still didn't let her easily this time.
I always behave different with her, she capable to bring out the childish boy inside me that I thought have disappear long time ago. I can never feel bored when I'm with her.
Today I meet Sadhana after around 5 years. I'm so happy with her visit. She is another person that I'm a closed with after Vinay. Unlike Vinay, she is mature and very responsible girl and that is the reason I like to spent time with her.
I was greeting her and welcoming her, she join at our hospitals for her internship and she will place under me. I noticed Divya look down today. I waited for her to tell me.
At night, she keep rounding around me like she is wanted to say something but hesitate. At last she open her mouth.
I can feel her insecure and tensed voice. She look so scared and pain when she told my word's back to me. Although I was the one said to her but listening from her my heart feel upset. I just said that without any deep meaning.
I think Sadhana's presence effect her. Sadhana just like a little sister for me just like Yamuna. I know her since she was little baby. I have soft corner for her. She is very brilliant girl and ambitious. Amaa also liked her and Sadhana have this quality that she can persuade anyone easily. I am really thankful and grateful towards her when she persuade amaa to do surgery and chemo.
I have to make clear with Divya to make her come out from her wild guesses. So I told her I don't have time for that petty things and I have much better work to do. I hope she understand the hidden meaning.
I can't said the actual words I wanted to say. 'I don't like anyone and you no need to worried about Sadhana and be sad with your ridiculous thoughts'. I can't express myself at her yet because she would have expectation on me. Its not the time. After everything finish and we are good. I wanted to research how her brain is functioning.
Later at night, I pull her to me and sleep holding her closed to myself. Feeling her and smelling her. Her body fit perfectly on my body. It's like she was made for me only, to hug and cuddle her. Nuzzling my face into her neck, feels her body heat and inhaling her sweet floral scent. Wrapping my arm under her bust and hips. Spooning her to hold her very near to me. It's become my sleeping routine from the day we married. She never ever stir under my touch or wake up in the middle of night. She always sleep like dead person. She is one of blessed people that can sleep as soon as they closed their eyes and I never envy her about that.
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