《Her Innocent Love》15. Get used to her
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Divya, she so crazy. I know everything she do or try to do. She is the most obvious person I ever meet. But still pretending I don't know.
I found her so interesting. She always smiling, playing around and she look like happy kid which I found the most difficult thing to do.
She never scares or hesitate to show her love which is I lack. I really admire her for that. I always feel comfortable with her and sometimes I being rude to her as I still learning to express myself.
I will speak from my heart and being myself whenever I'm with her. I never filter my words or think when I spoke to her.
But with other people including my families I have to think before speak, always careful to maintain the reputation and family's honours and respect. I usually being sarcastic and wear fake smile with others without their knowledge. It is one of thing that I good at. It is unspoken rules in wealthy family, to never show your real self.
I feel free and genuinely smile with Divya as she never bother my rudeness or my disinterest. She always come back to me although face many rejection and ignorance from me.
Most of important thing she know how to make my mood better.
At first she like unwanted trouble for me later unconsciously I always anticipated her presence. I felt warm when seeing her face lit up as soon she saw me and never forget to greet me with full of happiness and love in her eyes. It's become my habit to check my phone to see her good morning message and good night message.
She is the most laziest stalker I ever saw. She wake up at 10am probably as her message comes around that time and sleep around 11pm. Her caring and her full attention to me makes feel weird and I like it.
I hates body contact and also never shows my emotions in front of other's. Even if I didn't like it what they did or said as I will maintain blank expression. But with her, it's feel normal to have kinship and open up. It's feel stange.
She never ask me how is my day but always ask me what was the highlights of your day with genuine enthusiasm to know.
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If Vinay or anyone said they had bad day. She will says, hey appreciate your day as you not having toothache and your kidney is still working. Then she will laugh. She is hugger. If someone's she know being sad, she will hug them for a seconds without saying anything. She even hug Vinay and comfort him despite always fight with him. Maybe this the reason he like her. She now get along with him after he talk to her about his feelings towards Sandya in library. I can see that she acknowledge his feeling but she didn't said anything to him.
She become my entertainment in my hectic life. She really short, she barely reach my chest. She will get angry if anyone call her short or dwarf as she think she is in normal height not short. She mostly cannot reach many books at library so she have to stand on her toes or dragging me all the way to get the books.
She will smile and wink at stranger while passing a compliment. She said it can bring a happiness to them even for a mini second. She is really weird and adorable at same time.
She will bring all the books she found at library and keep on the table but won't even touch them. When I ask why, she said it's to use as shield and hide her when she eating secretly at library.
I can see that she get hurt with my words sometimes but it will only stay for few minutes as she will back to herself.
I know she get bully because of me, i expected she to said to me or give up on me but she didn't. Its felt special and i acknowledged her never give up character and forgiving. She doesn't carry baggage and forgive people easily. I likes her carefree spirit, innocence, cuteness, her rambling, her love for me and everything about her.
I love to tease her to see her reactions as she will make some weird face and cute expressions and it's really pleasant to my eyes. I also like to messy her hair, and it is fun to see, she also wanted to do the same but she can't reach my head. She will jump on me while holding my arm but still can't reach.
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At first I wanted to tease her but later I continued as I wanted to see her in free hair but she always either in pony tail, half up or bun. She would really look cute in free hair as she had natural wavy hair and with her chubby cheeks it would make her adorable.
(Her hair)
Sandya thought to ask Jenny about her behaviour towards her. She not only avoiding her but her friends also. During their class, she ask Jenny.
"What happen to you? Why you avoiding us?". Jenny roll her eyes for her questions with annoying expression and ignored her.
But Sandya didn't let her this time as she needed the answer for her behaviour. "Jenny, I thought we were friends and I really hope that we can get along as we have similar personality".
Jenny turn her head towards her "Really?, I thought that you were thinking me as your rival since you wanted compete with me in Vinay's matter. But dear, you need come from your imagination bubbles. You and me never ever would be equal, you will always belong below to me". She said with evil smile and so much hateful in her eyes.
Sandya who heard her look her with shock expression. So this was the reason and her doubt was right then. Sandya thought in her head.
"I didn't know that you liked Vinay". Before Sandya could say anything Jenny said "So now you know that I love him, will you stay away from him?". She paused for awhile looking at Sandya and scoff " I knew it that you won't as you poor people always hypocrite and never wanted to know your places and be greedy from what you capable. I warn you Sandya, you better stay away from him or you will not like the consequences. You always know me as a gentle person but you won't like it me being evil. So don't get in my bad side". Jenny spit the words with venom in her voice.
Sandya scare with Jenny's sudden change behaviour and said "But Vinay...". She was cut again by Jenny. "I know that now Vinay in love with you but it won't last for long. You and him cannot be together as you belong to different world than us. His family would never approve you and he will never break their words. The person he going to marry is me definitely me. So I'm telling this for your own good, Leave him". She said and stressing the word leave him a bit more.
Sandya couldn't say anything as her word really effect her.
Later on when Vinay came to meet her, she avoiding him and pretending he not there because she thought that is good thing for them.
But Vinay didn't let her and keep bothering her. Since Sandya was in upset with Jenny, she burst out her anger on Vinay.
"Why you always like this? Can't you leave me alone and please don't disturb me, it's really annoying". Vinay stay still and realised that something happens to her. He didn't get hurt by her word moreover he will happy as she warming up and shows her real emotions to him.
Sandya after shout to him realised what she had done and quickly ask sorry for her rudeness. Vinay with smiling said it's ok and asked what's wrong.
Sandya at first hesitate to tell but later decide to tell him because he also need to know since it is his matter too.
"Jenny likes you and that was reason for her cold behaviour towards us. We have to stop this Vinay because I don't want to hurt her".
Vinay who listening to her get irritates "For you leaving me always easy right?. You don't want hurt her but you really hurting me Sandya with your words and your ignorance". Saying this he left her alone.
Tears welled up in her eyes for hurting him and it's hurt her more to see he in pain because of her. But she could not doing anything since this is sad reality of them.
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