I had been worried that Josh's family would be standoffish, but they were the friendliest people I had ever met. After those rapid fire questions from his aunts, I seemed to have gained respect from everyone in his family.

His cousin's kids were too cute. And watching Josh play with Charlie made my ovaries burst out of my body. That was when I realized that I want to have Josh's babies. That was also when I realized that I needed to take a step back and evaluate my situation. I am a college student in a relationship that has lasted one month so far. I think that I will just settle for my relationship with Mila for the time being. But I wouldn't mind stealing Charlie and Amelia.

It was getting really late and I was sitting next to Josh, with my head on his shoulder.

"Are you tired?" he asked me quietly.

I yawned, "a little."

"Yeah, right blondie," he said.

I rubbed my eyes, in an attempt to stay awake.

"No, 'don't call me that'? You really must be tired," he joked.

"I'm fine," I grumbled.

I could feel Josh's chest rumble from beneath me. "Come on," he said. He stood up off of the couch and pulled me along with him.

"Lili and I are going to bed," he told his family.

Good night chorused us. Josh led me up the stairs by the hand and we turned into a bedroom. He flicked on the lights. That was when I realized that we were standing in his childhood bedroom. I looked around and it had clearly been converted into more of a guest room, but photos on the walls were of Josh. There was hockey memorabilia on the shelves of the book shelf, in lou of books.

"Is this your room?" I asked him, with a smile.

"Yeah," he said sheepishly. He rubbed the back of his neck as he looked at the floor.

"I like it a lot," I said. I couldn't put my finger on what it was exactly, but the room felt a lot like Josh.

"I like you a lot," he told me. He hooked his hands together around my back so that we were chest to chest. I smiled and we both leaned in for a kiss.

His lips were soft against mine, slowly molding to mine. I returned the kiss slowly trying to memorize every movement. My hand lifted to the side of his face and his hand reached the back of my neck. He moved his lips from mine and began kissing sensually along my jawline and slowly down my neck. My heart raced a million miles an hour as I let out a quiet, pining groan. This seemed to encourage him because he moved his lips back onto mine, and this time it wasn't so soft. His lips mashed against mine and I returned the kiss with equal ferocity. We moved together until I was pushed against the door. His left arm pinned me in place, the feeling of the hard surface on my back, made me gasp. Josh capitalized on this and he stuck his tongue in my mouth. His tongue worked against mine, our tongues battling for control. The hand that was not pinning me to the door, made its way from my neck, slowly grazing the outside of my boob and finding a resting place on my ass. I relinquished control of the kiss, and instead held onto his biceps to keep my standing, my knees were getting weak.

"Wait," Josh said. He pulled away from our kiss and looked me in the eyes. His warm brown eyes had darkened with desire. "You are tired, we should be going to bed."

"I have never been more awake in my entire life," I promised him. I raised onto my tip toes and reconnected our lips.

I felt Josh smile under my lips. Both of his hands forn their way to my ass, and suddenly I was lifted into the air. Without breaking our kiss, I wrapped my legs around his waist. I felt us move and suddenly my back was hitting the soft sheets of the bed. Josh held himself above me as we kissed.

The kiss wasn't enough for me anymore. I gently tugged on the bottom of his t-shirt. He broke the kiss again, "Are you sure?"

"Yes," I told him confidently.

"I just don't want you to feel like i am pressuring you into anything I-"

"Josh," I interrupted. "I am so completely positive."

He smiled slyly, and took off his shirt in one fluid motion. I had seen him without a shirt before, hell, I had licked salt off of him, but I was still amazed by his toned chest. His tanned and toned abs were something that should belong in a museum. Do a service to the female population. The prominent V that dipped into his pants, made my mouth water with anticipation.

"Like what you see?" he teased.

"Yes," I said.

He smiled and shook his head before he bent to kiss me again. Slowly he unbuttoned my blouse and I felt his calloused fingers on my heated skin. I sat up and together he pulled the blouse off of my arms. He pulled back, again and looked at my bra clad chest.

"You are so gorgeous, Lili," he told me.

I smiled and pulled him back to me. I felt his hand on my band near my bra strap, and then he pulled back.

"We really don't have to do this if you aren't ready. You can totally take back consent if you changed your mind," Josh rambled.

"Josh," I said, getting his attention. He looked me in the eyes. "If you can't take my bra off, I will do it myself."

He shook his head in amusement, and reached behind my back. My bra was off quickly and he tossed it across the room.

"You are absolutely stunning," he told me in a breathy voice.

I reached down and I unbuckled his belt and slid it out of his jeans. He wasted no time in taking his pants off and he kicked them to the other side of the room, where my bra was.

He reached down to me and he pulled my skirt off leaving me in my panties and him in his boxers.

"Are you sure?" he asked again.

"Do you have a condom?" I countered with a smile.

"You are too perfect," he told me. He moved away from me, leaving my body cold for a moment before returning with a foil packet.

He took off his own boxers and suddenly he was standing before me in all of his glory. His cock was already hard and the sight of it sent a waterfall to my panties.

He hooked his fingers around the side of my panties and swiftly pulled them off of my legs, leaving us both bare. My body was hot with need, and my pussy was aching at the sight of his huge dick. He rolled the condom on, but before he could do anything else, I put my hands on his shoulders to stop him.

"Wait," I said.

He paused.

"I need to tell you something," I said.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"I've never done this before," I admitted, with heat rushing to my cheeks.

"You're a virgin?" he asked to clarify.

I nodded.

"Words," he said.

"Yes," I answered.

"And you want me to be the one to take your virginity?" he asked.

"Yes," I said.

He sighed, "fucking hell, blondie. What are you doing to me?" He bent down and kissed me softly. "We will take it slow then, okay?"

"Okay," I agreed.

He climbed on top of me and lined his stiff cock up to my needy pussy. "This is going to hurt at first, but after is going to be pleasure," he told me. I nodded.

"Ready?"

"Yes." He slowly pushed his cock into my pussy. I gasped as he penetrated me.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

"Yes, just wait a minute," I told him. "You are too big."

"Baby, I am only half way in," he told me. I looked up at him, panting. "I know you can take it all. Are you ready to take more?"

"Yes," I agreed. He pushed into me, deeper and deeper. Then he stopped when I felt like I was going to burst if there was anymore.

"I'm all the way in," He said into my ear.

I nodded. He slowly pushed in and out of me, and my pain slowly morphed into pleasure. He started to move his hips in a circular motion, until he found me G-spot. When he found it he began pushing in and out faster. My body ached with pleasure.I moaned just as he groaned and I felt myself clenching after only a few moments.

"Josh," I moaned.

"Come on, baby," Josh said, as his thrusts became sloppier. "Cum for me."

On cue, my pussy clenched around his dick and I came, hard. Josh kept pushing into me, prolonging my orgasm. Beofre I finsihed orgasaming Joah came. We both panted heavily and when both of our orgasams ended Josh tied off the condom before returning next to me. We laid next to each other painting on the bed.

"That was-"

"Amazing," Josh finished. "Are you sure that was your first time?"

I laughed and pushed him in the shoulder.

Then I heard footsteps outside of the door, "who was that?" I asked quietly.

"Probably just Sofia," Josh said unconcerned.

"Oh my god!" I exclaimed. I pushed him and he ended up slipping off of the bed and onto the ground with a loud thump. "I completely forgot that your family was downstairs!"

Josh slowly got back onto the bed, "and the solution was th epush me off the bed."

"Ha. ha." I said sarcastically. "Oh my God," I groaned. "I lost my virginity and your entire family could hear us."

"I don't think anyone heard us," Josh said.

"We weren't exactly quiet," I reminded him.

"Baby, I can make you scream much louder than that," Josh told me with a wink.

I scoffed with amusement. "You are one of a kind Josh Miller."

"You know you love it."