All I could think about was Quinn. It made me angry. And this anger caused three lights in the motel room to go out. And then I would think about how Lucifer was almost free. How it would cause Gabriel to run. In all honesty, I would follow him. Even though I wanted to save my planet. My home. I knew I wouldn't be able to kill the devil. I just couldn't stop thinking about how much my life sucked.

A knock on my door was heard and I stopped my pacing. I opened the door and someone wrapped their arms around my waist and twirled me around. I went attacked but the familiar smell of my angel filled my nose.

"What are you doing here? If Sam and Dean come-"

"Don't worry Cansas. They said they were going to get food. They won't be back for a while." Gabriel placed me on the ground and I looked up at him.

"Were you spying on me?"

"Pff. No." I rolled my eyes and pulled away from him. "Sure." Shutting the door I walked back over to him.

"Okay, Okay. You caught me. I was spying." I sat down on my bed and chuckled. "I just wanted to make sure you were okay. And not getting killed." He came and sat down on the bed next to me.

"I can handle myself, Gabriel."

"I know. That still doesn't mean I can't worry about you...also Balthazar is pissed at me." I ran my hands over my face.

"Why? And please don't tell me you broke more of his wine glasses making a 'glass castle'." Gabriel was quiet and his face told me he was guilty.

"Come on Angel. You can make glasses yourself. Don't use his." I said with a slight chuckle.

"But that's too hard." He said with a pout.

"Dear lord, you're such a child." Gabriel cheesely smiled at me. "But you love it."

"In your dreams."

That night after I had helped Sam and Dean out with a few Demons that were killing people in the town, I went home...with the help of Gabriel.

"Cansas! I'm so glad your home! Balthazar was about to whack me with a spoon!" Gabriel shouted running over to me. He knelt down and hide behind me. Balthazar walked out of the kitchen with a growl. I tried to contain my laughter at the sight of him.

He was covered head to toe in green goo and feathers.

"G-Gabriel," I said trying to make my voice sound stern. Gabriel tightened his gripped around my leg. I couldn't hold it in any longer and I broke down in laughter. "Cansas," Balthazar said only getting more anger than he was already.

"Yes, yes. Sorry," I cleared my throat. "Sorry. Gabriel, stand up." I said pulling him up.

"Say sorry to Balthazar. Right now." When Gabriel didn't do anything I slapped him on the shoulder.

"Child abuse!" He said looking down at me.

"It's about to be child murder. Now say sorry." Gabriel sighed loudly.

"Fine! Sorry." He said crossing his arms over his chest. "Now get Balthazar new wine glasses and help him clean up. I'm going to bed." I then started to walk up the stairs.

"Can-Wait! I want to go to bed too!" He said snapping his fingers. Balthazar was back to normal and a box of new wine glasses showed up at his feet. Gabriel then ran up the stairs after me making me chuckle.

After I had changed into pj's I sat on my bed sketching. Gabriel sat beside me messing around with my pencils and pens. "Cansas." I looked over to see Gabriel had stuck two pencils into the inside of his top lip.

"I'm a walrus." I stared at him trying to keep a straight face before I cracked up laughing.

"I love you, you big dork." I chuckled some more before I froze. I just said it. The L word. It's not like I've not said it before but I've never meant it...It was always like 'I know you love me' type of thing. Gabriel stared at me and the two pencils fell out of his mouth.

"I-I...You know..." I shut myself up quickly. I was going to make it worst.

"Did you just say...that you loved me?" He asked. I nodded slowly. "...were you joking?"

"W-what? No. No, I wasn't. I mean it. I love, love you." We stayed quiet for a little longer before Gabriel smiled widely.

"I love you."

"Are you just saying that so I don-" I was cut off by Gabriel pressing his lips to mine. He pulled away and smiled. "I love you so much Cansas. I would follow you anywhere. Do anything for you. Heck, I would even kill for you." Gabriel said staring into my eyes."Ditto," I said before he kissed me again. I deepened the kiss and Gabriel pushed my sketchbook off the bed.

The next morning I was woken up by someone saying, "Dear father, my eyes!" I sat up and rubbed my eyes before I looked to see Balthazar standing in the doorway. Balthazar then made a noise along the lines of a squeak and a yelp as he covered his eyes.

"What is wrong with you?" I asked rubbing my eyes again.

"I think it's because you're topless Candy," Gabriel said wrapping his arms around me. I looked down to see I was in fact topless. The fog of my brain washed away as I remembered last night. "Oh God!" I said covering myself with the blankets and somehow fell off the bed in the process.

"It's not what it looks like! I mean...it's what it looks like! Just get out!" I shouted covering my head with the blankets.

"I'm never going to unsee this!" Balthazar said walking out of the room and down the stairs.

"I'm sorry!" I shouted out to him.Gabriel laughed from on the bed. Uncovering my head I looked over at him. My face red as a beet. "Shut up! Why didn't you lock the door?" I hissed slightly as I stood up still covered by the blankets.

"I was a little busy." I huffed and looked out the door. The sound of something crashing was heard in the kitchen.

"Sorry..." I called again. Gabriel continued to laugh and I rolled my eyes. "Get some clothes on."

When we had both gotten changed into clothes we made our way to the kitchen, where Balthazar was frantically making breakfast.

"Balthazar, I can make it." I walked over to him. Normally I would cook because Balthazar had the tendency to burn things.

"No, no. It's alright. You were...busy. I can make it. It's fine." He said taking a long sip of wine, which he didn't bother to get a glass for.

"Um...alright. Hey, and I'm sorry again...It won't happen next time-"

"Next-oh father." He said drinking more wine. "You are a child. An innocent, innocent child who needs to be shielded from the Gabriel's of this world." He said looking down at me.

"I don't think I'm that bad," Gabriel said from over at the table. I looked over to Gabriel and then to Balthazar.

"I wouldn't say I was a child..." Balthazar took a deep breath and chugged the rest of the wine bottle.

"Fine, fine. Not a child...Help me by getting more wine." I nodded and walked over to the cabinet. I grabbed the first wine bottle and handed it to him. It popped open with the snap of his fingers. As he started his second bottle as he stirred the boiling water in the pot. I sat down next to Gabriel.

"What is he making?"

"Water?"