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Weeks as being a Vampire Queen went by way to quickly. Between learning all about Russian Vampire code, to worldwide Vampire code, to maintaining a normal relationship with everyone and trying to be friendly to housemaids my life has been hectic.

The moments I appreciate the most are the ones I get alone with Gregori, either in our garden, while he is feeding off me or when we have our private time.

So if u ever wish to be a Queen or King, I advice you not too. It's way too much work.

Just today me and Gregori went on a small trip through vampire towns to see if everybody is living nicely.

There need to be make some changes and Gregori said I can revise them. I also told him I think we should renew the orphanage and make a better adoption sistem so that is my plan for tomorrow.

To go in my study. Yes you heard me right. My study, my office, my thinking space. I got one when I became queen.

You know to someone it may seem like being one means having money, wearing beautiful dresses, eating and drinking expensive stuff and all. But that is just a glimpse of everything.

It's a hardworking job. U are taking care of many people.

But for now I am enjoying my bath, I don't know if these heels are the problem or I have gotten fat but I can swear my ankles are swollen. Maybe it's just today's walks.

I even added some lavender oil and bubble bath in my bathtub so I relax.

"Treasure?" I hear Gregori's voice. No he isn't wondering where I am, he knows that. He is more of asking permission to enter.

"Yes love, come in." I say and I see my handsome Beloved wasting no time. Bubbles are covering my body and I see his eyes are trying to see through them.

He starts to get ready himself, brush his teeth and so on..

"Mind if I join?" He asks me.

"Well u can come in, but I am just going out." I wink at him and step out of bathtub. I see his eyes darken and I know it takes all in him to restrain himself.

My feet still hurt. Oh well maybe I just need some sleep.

I see Gregori really has take my offer in going in bath and we engage in small talk while we both get ready for sleep.

U may think why I haven't waited for him to join, but I am really tired today. When I am done getting ready I briefly kiss him and go to bedroom. To wait for him I pick a book and continue where I left. It's one of my all time favorites, title being The Ocean At The End Of The Lane. So I am actually rereading the book.

Not much later Gregori also comes and lies beside me. But something is off about him. I place my book back and turn to look at him.

"Gregori? Is everything alright?" I capture his full attention and I can see him trying to recompose himself.

"Everything is alright Treasure." He tries to reassure me.

"Please tell me honestly." In my eyes he can see the pleading. I want him to share things with me.

"I know you are tired.." My Beloved starts and I immediately interrupt him.

"Tell me please."

"I would need to feed. I know I did yesterday and two days ago and that I would tomorrow, but I am hardly resisting myself from biting you." He blurts out and I can see regret flashing in his eyes.

I smile warmly at him.

"Gregori. You know you can feed off me anytime. I don't count days and how much is between them." At my words he lets out a breath he seemed to be holding. I don't know why he is like this right now, because we had a normal rhythm about feeding. He knows I enjoy it just as much as he does.

I move closer to him to encourage him to start. He firstly kisses my lips and murmurs a soft 'thank you love'. As usual I am already lost in his kisses when he continues down my cheek and then neck. While he nibbles on a spot he will bite I feel my skin itching for his fangs to come out and bite.

Just as I think I can't stand this waiting anymore Gregori bites into my flesh and my mind is overwhelmed with feeling of euphoria, that feeling of complete bliss.

This lasts for few moments but then something unexpected starts to happen as Gregori continues to feed off me.

My head starts pounding and the pain is spreading to my body. I try to hold it to let him finish, but the pain, the burning it's getting too much. It's like somebody is ripping me from inside.

I push Gregori away and start screaming because of the unbearable pain.

"Evelyn!? Evelyn!" I hear his voice but I can't see, my vision is blinded and all I can conceive is pain.

I feel him frantically touching me, trying to see what is the problem.

And next thing i see is darkness.

Complete and utter numbness.

And all I think of now is, it's over. No more pain. I am numb.

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