《This Is Me》21

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George and I went to my room when we arrived at my place and George was in the bathroom to put on some of their new stuff. I stood in front of the door and knocked. 'Are your pronouns she/her now?' I asked.

'Yes,' George muttered as she opened the door and looked at me.

She was wearing some makeup, had the hair extensions and a new dress. I hugged her and kissed her cheek as she smiled at me.

'You look gorgeous, sweetie,' I smiled. I didn't know if I could call her by her name so I used something different instead.

'I feel beautiful now.'

We cuddled up in bed and I constantly kissed her cheek. George looked at me for a while and we started kissing. I held her close to my body as our lips touched and we kissed for a long time, We got called for dinner, but George wasn't secure enough for that.

She went back to the bathroom to put on some sweats and a shirt and came back with a smile on her face.

'Did your pronouns change?'

'He/they,' he smiled. 'Sorry if I'm way too confusing for you. I just feel different with the minute.'

'You're not confusing at all. When you wear a dress, you're my girlfriend and when you wear your sweats and shirt, you're my partner or boyfriend.'

'Boyfriend,' he smiled as he hugged me. I kissed him shortly.

We walked downstairs as we held hands and we sat down on the chairs next to the table. My dads were sitting next to each other and they smiled at us as they started eating.

When I was halfway through my meal, I looked up and sighed deeply. 'I want to say this again, I want to apologise for what I've done. I love you both, dads. You've always raised me and you've always been there for me. Also you,' I said as I looked at my non-biological dad.

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'I know I've always said that you're just a fake dad, but I love you and I consider you as my dad too. You've been there for me for as long as I exist.'

It was quiet for a little and I smiled. 'Being in the closet is so stupid, I'm so glad to have George. Still he/they?' I asked to make sure before I started talking.

'Yes,' he smiled. I nodded and continued.

'I love him so much, I've loved him since we met. George, I'm so glad that you're my boyfriend. I love you so much and I will never leave you. I love the fact that you wear dresses and such and I love it that you're gender fluid, I love you when you feel like a boy, a girl and non-binary.'

I hugged him against my body and kissed his cheek. 'I hurt him and I've done awful things to him, he shouldn't have forgiven me, but he did anyway. That shows what an amazing person he is, that's one of the reasons why I love him. All three of you, thank you so much for being here for me all the time. I love you all and I'm sorry that I was such a dick. I'm still depressed, but I'm working on it. I'm trying to better myself.'

'Honey, would you like us to call for help?'

I shrugged. 'I might need help, but I think it's not that bad.'

'You have suicidal thoughts and you cry yourself to sleep because of the trauma you have. You need help,' my dad stated.

I nodded slowly. 'I just want to be forgiven.'

'But you already are, Clay,' my dad said and George nodded.

'How can you still love me?' I muttered as I started poking my fork in my food.

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'Because you're my son.'

'And you're my boyfriend and you were my best friend.'

I smiled and took a bite. 'Later,' I started. 'I want to adopt kids too and tell them about what I experienced. Then I can tell them to be themselves no matter what. I only want to adopt kids if George wants that of course.'

'I wouldn't mind having kids, but I'm a bit too young for that now.'

I nodded. 'Me too, but someday.'

I ate my meal further and after that George and I left to go to his house. We would sleep there and I would see his sister again. We walked in and Drista immediately ran to me.

'Clay!' she yelled as she hugged me tightly.

I smiled and lifted her up. 'Hi, Drista. How are you today?'

'I missed you.'

'Did you?' I smiled. 'I'm here again! Can I trust you with a secret?'

Drista nodded heavily and I smiled. 'I'm George's boyfriend now.'

'REALLY?' Drista yelled happily. 'I love you, Clay. I really missed you.'

'I missed you too, I'm happy to be here again.'

'Can I be your girlfriend?' Drista asked.

I giggled and looked at George who was just laughing.

'But don't tell George that I said yes, okay?' I giggled as I kissed her hair. 'Our secret?'

'Yes!' Drista smiled. 'I'm not telling him anything!'

I smiled and put her down again. 'Drista, do you like George's dresses?'

'Yes!'

'Do you want to see my dress?'

'Do you have a dress too?'

'Yes, I do. I bought it today when George and I went shopping together. It's light green.'

We walked upstairs and I showed Drista my dress as someone knocked on the door. It was George's brother and his boyfriend and they looked at me in my dress.

'You look great, Clay,' George's brother smiled.

'Thanks,' I smiled as I laid down in bed. I cuddled up with George as their brother asked them something. Drista went to sleep and their brother and his boyfriend left again.

George and I kissed shortly and fell asleep in each other's arms about twenty minutes later. I had barely been happier than I was today and I couldn't thank anyone close to me enough for forgiving me.

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