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My hands and ankles are tied up, a blindfold is over my eyes, a gag is in my mouth, and tears are streaming down my face. I have no idea where I am going, but I know the vehicle is moving...fast. I am in a confined space, probably the trunk. My cries are muffled, and clawing the carpet will get me nowhere. I have been working on trying to get the ropes off for the past hour and they were finally starting to come loose.

I felt the vehicle come to a quick halt just as I freed my hands. I quickly undid my ankles, and ripped off the blindfold and gag. I hear their shuffled footsteps coming towards the trunk, and their boisterous laughs fill my ears.

My heart is pounding, I can hear it in my ears. I need to escape. I need to.

Light flooded the trunk, and I shielded my eyes. I heard them shouting at me, but I tried to ignore them as I jumped out of the trunk, and tried to push past them. My hair was grabbed and they yanked me back. I was screaming and thrashing about when a slap sent me to the ground.

"Oh, baby girl. I did not want to do that." My hair was grabbed, making me look up and into his disgusting, pale blue eyes. "But you made me. Now, get the fúck up and follow me. If you try to run, I will kill you. Am I understood?" He released my hair and I rubbed where it was grabbed. I slowly stood to my feet, and followed the disgusting monster.

"Get the blindfold. I don't want her knowing the escape route." Theo said, halting his walking. I was about to protest when the blindfold was placed over my eyes again. "Come on baby girl. Let's go to your new home."

He grabbed my hand and dragged me along, my tears and cries filling the air. God where are my boys? They said they would protect me. No matter what, they said Theo was never going to get to me, and they let me down. Not only do I feel a huge, empty hole in my chest, but I felt something arising that I have never felt before; disappointment.

I was pushed onto a soft surface, and quickly realized that it was a bed. Instant panic started to settle in me at the thought of Theo's hands touching me in my private areas. The blindfold was lifted from my eyes, and the overwhelming, bright color of white blinded me for a few seconds. I quickly adjusted and realized that everything was either white, or a nice cream color. Where am I?

"Let's get you all cleaned up. You're so filthy." Theo said, shutting and locking the bedroom door behind me. He grabbed my hand, and started to drag me towards the bathroom.

"Oh baby girl, we're going to have the time of our lives! We're going to have to unmark you first, but that can wait for later." He said as he started the shower. I took in my surroundings, and it was a nice bathroom. Everything was luxurious, and grand. If I had a dream bathroom, this would be it. But not anymore.

"First, we need to get you cleaned up so you can meet the rest of the pack, which you will soon be Luna of." He stepped towards me, and started to undress me. As soon as he touched the bottom of my pullover, my hand came up and clawed at his face, my nails digging into his cheek, creating bloody stripes in my wake. He screamed out and backhanded me. It sent me flying into the wall, my head bouncing off of it.

I was quite dizzy before I regained my composure, and I was looking up at an angry man who looked as if he was going to kill me.

"Looks like my baby girl needs to be taught a lesson." Before I could process anything, I was laid across his lap, my jeans and panties around my ankles. His hand was repeatedly connecting with my bum, the slap and the sound of my cries filling the room. God, it didn't feel good at all. All I felt was the searing pain his hand and his rings caused.Tears were streaming down my face by the time he was done. I think it was a total of sixty spanks.

He pushed me off of his lap. I was a crumpled mess on the floor.

"Get in the fúcking shower, and call me when you're done. You have ten minutes or I'm coming in and helping you." He stood up and walked out of the bathroom, slamming the door behind him.

I stripped myself of my clothes and climbed into the shower, sinking down onto the floor. I let the water cascade down my body as I sat there, tears still running down my face. I clutched at my chest, trying to get rid of the ache that I felt. Nothing I did relieved the pain of not having my mates with me.

"Three minutes, Holly!" His voice sounded from the other side.

If I want to get out of here, I have to play along.

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We were at the head of a table, and at least three hundred pairs of eyes were staring back at Theo and I. I was dressed in a pretty dress. It was a short cream colored tank top dress that had a lacework that created flowers all over the dress.

There was mindless chatter happening before Theo cleared his throat, and everyone immediately shut their mouths, and turned their attention to us. He wrapped his arm around my waist and gently pulled me into his side. I flinched when my body made contact with his. Hopefully no one saw that. This man absolutely repulses me.

"As you all can tell, this is my wonderful mate, Holland." The whole room was silent as they stared at me. I think they were actually trained on my neck, where both of my marks stood out in plain view on either side of my neck due to my hair being in a bun. No one said anything though. Maybe they are all as scared of Theo as I am.

"She will be your new Luna. And as for her old mates, well..." He snapped his fingers and I heard something being dragged into the room. I turned my head to see and clapped my hand over my mouth, tears springing to my eyes at the sight before me. A collective gasp filled the room.

Ryker was an absolute mess. His chest was bleeding profusely from an open wound on his right pectoral. His arms were bruised and bleeding. His face...oh my gosh his beautiful face. He had a gash on his forehead, his nose was crooked, his lip was busted open, and one of his eyes was swollen shut. Ryker was quickly healing but I don't know how. It was probably witchcraft or something because they do exist.

"I could only obtain one of her mates, the other was able to get away. No need to fear, everyone. But let this man over here be a warning; if you lay one hand on my Holly, your Luna, there will be consequences." He gave everyone a look where his eyebrows were raised, and his eyes were wide. "Am I understood? Great. Alright, everyone continue as you were."

Everyone slowly made their way out of the room, leaving just Theo, myself, Ryker, the two men holding him up, and five of Theo's men surrounding the room, acting as bodyguards. I looked at Ryker and immediately tears were streaming down my face. How could someone do this another person?

He was my true mate! How messed up in the head does someone have to be to convince themselves that I am their mate, even when I already have my two true mates?

"Ryker, are your eyes healed up nicely?" Theo asked, dragging me closer to where Ryker was. The two men dropped his arms, and he collapsed on the floor. He slowly pushed himself up so he was on his hands and knees. He slowly looked up at Theo and I, his eyes no longer swollen shut. I bit my lip as I stared at him, and he stared back at me.

I saw the regret in his eyes; I saw the fury, and anger; I saw the sadness. Oh god, I saw every emotion and I felt them wash through me, making my knees weak.

"Good, I wanted you to see this yourself." Theo grabbed my neck, and the most amount of pain that I have ever felt washed through me, making my knees buckle. Theo held me to his body as his teeth dug into my neck, making me scream bloody murder.

It felt as if shards of glass were being thrown at my body as I walked across a pile of nails that stuck into my feet. My whole body shook with pain and sobs as Theo released me from his grip. I collapsed to the floor, and Ryker wrapped his arms around me. For that brief moment, I felt so safe and secure in his arms before I was yanked out of his grip, and a sickening crack filled the room.

"Take him downstairs." I screamed and screamed as Ryker was taken away from me. Tears streamed down my face at the sickening thought that I would never see him again.

I cried and cried until no more tears fell, and sobs were just wracking my body. Theo slowly made his way over to me, and he crouched down to grab my chin between his fingers.

"You are mine now, baby girl."

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Three Months Later

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I was at the pack doctor's bathroom that was attached to his office, staring at the stick in front of me. Alpha semen takes about two weeks to penetrate the egg and start showing signs of pregnancy. Every week I came in here, took this horrifying test, only to have to same result over and over again.

I stared at the result and closed my eyes in relief before opening the door. I dropped the test on his desk and walked back to my seat.

"Negative. I'm sorry Alpha Olethrus, but it just is not working." The pack doctor, Dr. Ray Lethend, told him. He gave me a symptathetic look as Theo ran his fingers through his hair. He was grabbing and pulling at it out of frustration.

"No. It has to be positive. It fúcking has to be! We were meant for each other!" He stood from his chair, and flipped it over. It crashed into a medical supply table, breaking everything on it. "She's supposed to be able to bear my children! Why isn't it fúcking working?" He kicked his desk out of frustration, and I saw his eyes turn black. I gripped the edge of my seat.

"Get up Holly. Get the fúck up!" I flinched at his words and immediately stood from my chair. "Go to Ryker's cage, now." I bit my lip and tried not to cry as I followed his orders. He does this at least three times a week. I absolutely hate it.

When I made it to Ryker's cage, I was silently crying. He looked up at me, and my heart broke. He was so skinny from being not regularly fed, and his body was immensely pale. He had a horrible cough, and only one thin, scratchy blanket.

"I love you." He whispered to me as Theo opened the cage. Ryker cowered away from him, not being able to fight back from how malnourished he was. Theo pinned him to the wall by the chains that were dangling from them. Once he secured him in place, he turned to me.

"You know what to do, baby girl." I slowly removed my dress so I was completely bare. Theo did not allow me to wear undergarments, and I was only allowed to wear dresses, and nightgowns. "Easy access, baby girl."

"That's right." He said, pulling himself from his jeans as I laid myself on the dirty floor, slowly opening my legs for him. He nestled himself in between my thighs and buried himself within me.

I closed my eyes, the tears falling down my face as I was stripped of everything. My purity, dignity, self-worth, confidence, and love. I opened my eyes, and the pained look on Ryker's face made it even harder for me.

"God, you're all fúcking mine, Holly. You're going to bear my fúcking pups, and give me an heir. Fúck, I love you." He moaned in my ear, digging his bony fingers into my hips as he corrupted my body.

"I love you too." I said, looking Ryker in the eyes the entire time. Silent sobs wracked his body as Theo finished inside of me. He pulled himself from me, stuffed himself in his jeans, and stood up.

"Get up, baby girl. We have tons to do today." He gave one last lingering look at Ryker before exiting the cage. I slipped on my dress, and followed him out. He grabbed my hand, and I felt empty inside.

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Eleven Months Later

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I no longer felt anything. I was an empty shell. Everyday, Theo relentlessly pounded into me while Ryker was forced to watch. Every two weeks I was forced to take a pregnancy test, only to show negative results.

I felt so empty inside, that when Theo cuddles me at night, I start to feel something inside of me. I don't know if it is disgust, or that the fact that I needed love, but it stirred feelings within me.

I thought about Grey every single day, and how he would come in and rescue me from this terrible nightmare that never stopped. But when I do see him, will I just be full of anger at the fact that it took him more than a year to find us? Or will I be so elated that I have my mates again?

I don't think I will get to know.

But I fear I'm getting used to being held by you.

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-abbey