I had cried for at least thirty minutes. When the tears had stopped, broken sobs shook my body as Ryker held me through it all. They were just so mad at me, and I felt powerless. They marked me out of anger, and I feel like it should have been a special event done out of love. I'm not a werewolf or anything, but there is just a feeling in my gut that it shouldn't have happened like that.

Once I had calmed down, I drew patterns over Ryker's clothed chest.

"Ryker..." I whispered, my voice almost gone.

"Yes beautiful." I heard him sniffle as he placed a kiss to my hair.

"What is heat?" We were no longer in public, and I feel like this is an appropriate time to ask.

"Beautiful...heat is what a female goes through after she is marked." My body tensed. "It starts out as tiny fires that spread through your body, and they can only be calmed by the touch of your mate. The more intense the fire, the more touches you need. During heat is when most couples finish the mating process."

"What's that?" I asked, my voice small, fearing the answer.

"The mating process is what needs to happen in order for the souls to be connected. First, is the mark. Next is heat. Then comes the actual mating. And it basically just means sex, but we have to knot you. And a knot is when our penises swell and connect to you, and we basically cum for a long period time to increase the chance of you getting pregnant. The next stage is you giving birth to our pups, and we will finally be mated, and our souls will connect for all of eternity. And heat comes back every three or four months." Ryker explained, placing a kiss to the top of my head.

I almost sobbed again. The knot seems like it will be a painful experience, and I don't want to go through that. But it seems like I will have to, because I was just marked. Why are their wolves always rushing me to do things? I'm not ready for them yet!

"I don't...want to." I sobbed, my body shaking in Ryker's arms. He didn't say anything, he just rocked me back and forth in his arms.

I felt myself calm down, until I was able to fall asleep.

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I was sitting in Calculus class, mindlessly doing the homework problems when my body started to burn. It started in my chest, before it quickly spread to the rest of my body. It was a dull throb, but it was still distracting.

I reached out and grabbed onto Grey's thigh, and dug my nails in. His head snapped over to me as the burn turned into mini flames.

"I'm...I'm burning." I whined. He placed his hand over mine, quickly sniffed the air, and his body stiffened.

I was starting to feel lightheaded as the flames increased, travelling down to my core, and making it clench. I moaned out as Grey grabbed my hand, making me stand from my desk and pulling me to the front, Ryker close behind with all of our books.

They were saying something to the teacher, but I could only focus on the pain.

We were sitting down now, and the fire was almost too much to bear. I felt their hands on my thighs, spreading a feeling of ice throughout my body, calming the fire. I moaned at the relief.

"Baby doll...can you hear us?" I moaned out, as waves of cold were pushed through me. It sent tingles down my spine, and wetness to seep from my core.

"I...uh, fúck." I moaned, twisting my body to snuggle against Grey. I needed to be held, and fúcked.

Where did that thought come from?

"Get her upstairs, take off her clothes, and just hold her." Grey demanded. I was picked up, and held close to Ryker's chest. I breathed in his scent, and closed my eyes.

"Just hold on tight, beautiful. This heat wave should be over really soon." Ryker whispered in my ear as he took off my clothes. The cold air settled on my body, relieving it for a few seconds before my body was burning again.

I laid on the bed, panting and burning. I clutched at the sheets, needing to be holding something. I stared at the ceiling, my vision blurring.

"Ryker...please." I whined, writhing on the sheets. I felt my core clench as something started to ooze out of my butt, and onto the bed. What the hell is happening to me?!

"Grey, her body is making the natural lube. She needs us." Ryker said. His voice made me even more wet. I moaned out as the fires started to increase. I needed something, and I needed it now.

"Just make her cum. Don't penetrate her yet." Grey said, his voice stern. I heard the bed dip, and I felt their icy hands on my skin, relieving me.

I moaned as tingles ran through my body. Kisses were being placed on my mark, and it automatically sent tingles everywhere. The fire was sated, but then it came back full force, making my cry out in pain.

"Please touch me...fúck please." I whimpered, my core clenching again.

I felt little laps at my folds before a tongue dove in. I arched my back off the bed, but they held my hips down. Hands were pushed under my butt, and they lifted me so I was at a better angle for them.

"Ahh, fuuh!" I moaned out as Grey nibbled on my mark. An intense amount of pleasure ran through me, making me reach my orgásm faster.

"Yes!" I screamed, my orgásm rippling through my body and onto Ryker's tongue. My body was shaking, and they held me down by my hips.

The fires were at bay for now, and my vision started to clear. Ryker and Grey were placing small little kisses to my face, pushing my hair away from my face.

"How are you feeling, baby girl?" Grey asked. I gave him a weak smile, and brought my hand up to run it through his hair.

"Mmm..." I tried to move my body, but it felt sore, and the fires would start again. "It burns...and hurts." I whined. Grey placed a kiss to my lips, and so did Ryker. They pulled back to look in my eyes, and they were starting to droop.

"Can I sleep?" I asked. They just chuckled at me, and placed another kiss to my lips.

"Of course, beautiful." They placed me under the covers. I rested my head on Ryker's chest, and Grey spooned me.

I fell asleep, with a huge smile on my face.

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The fires. The burning. Oh god, does it hurt.

My throat was hurting from screaming out in pain as Grey and Ryker shuffled around the room, doing God knows what.

My body was writhing on the bed, trying to get friction between my legs. I needed to be fúcked, I needed it or this fire will consume me and burn me to a crisp.

I brought my hand between my legs, and started to rub my clít. The fire didn't seem to cool down, in fact it started to burn even more. I tugged on my hard nípples, and I screamed in pain. I felt my wrists being pinned to the bed and the fire decreased a little.

"Please, please, please." I cried, tears streaming down my face. I moved my hips, trying to get some contact with Grey, Ryker, anybody. But my hips were pushed back down to the bed.

"Baby doll..." I heard Grey whisper in my ear. I felt icy fingers brush down my hips before gripping them. I moaned out as I felt something push at my folds. I wriggled my wrists out of Ryker's tight grasp and clapped them onto Grey's back as he pushed the tip in. I dug my nails into his skin and cried out as he pushed in, inch by inch.

"No, no...fúck, it hurts!" I cried out, clawing at Grey's back. The fire was sated as Grey stilled inside of me, but the painful burn from him stretching me still resided.

"Do you want me to keep going?" Grey whispered in my ear. I nodded my head, and he placed a kiss to the place behind my earlobe.

"Please fúck me." I whined. I felt him press his hips to mine, stretching me to the maximum point. I let out a whimper, biting down onto Grey's shoulder to muffle my screams.

He slowly pulled out, and slowly pushed back in. He kept up this rhythm until I moaned.

"F-f...faster." I moaned, clutching onto his back. He slowly picked up his thrusts, pushing into me deeper than before.

Ryker placed kisses to my mark, and the fires were almost gone.

"Baby doll...you're so..." I moaned as he picked up his pace, angling his hips. "You're so fúcking tight, god." He groaned out. I wrapped my legs around his back and he thrusted in even faster, hitting that spot within me that made my toes curl.

"Oh...yes!" I moaned out. Grey placed his lips to mine, and his tongue danced with mine as Ryker licked and nibbled my mark. Tingles were running up and down my spine, and I was so close to my orgásm.

"You are so beautiful. God, baby doll. You're so god damn beautiful." Grey said, pressing kisses all over my face. The words warmed my heart. I felt a hand on my clít, rubbing me into oblivion.

I arched my back, curled my toes, and let out an ear piercing moan as the most powerful orgásm ripped through my body. It felt as if all my muscles were tensed, and they finally released. Wave after wave of pleasure was running through me, making my body spasm. The breath was knocked out of me as my vision blacked, and the fires were no more.

"I'm cumming! Fúck!" Grey shouted. I felt something swell within me, and his hot seed being continually pumped into me.

I felt like something was missing, but I felt almost full. My vision focused, and I saw Grey above me, panting and his hair sticking to his forehead.

"F-fúck. Baby doll." Grey said. He pushed the hair out of my face and stared into my eyes.

"Are you okay? Was I too rough? Fúck, did I hurt you?" Grey questioned, his voice husky as he cupped my cheek, staring into my eyes.

"I...oh god." I said, my throat raw from the screams. "Is my...is my heat over, yet?" I questioned, feeling out of breath.

"No, baby doll. Oh goodness, no it's not." I furrowed my eyebrows out of confusion. What the hell? We just had sex, and he knotted me. So according to Ryker, it should be over? Why isn't it?

God, his knot feels so good.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because you haven't mated with Ryker and I at the same time." My eyes widened. How in the world is that going to work?

"Baby doll, you have two holes for a reason." My cheeks flamed in total embarrassment at his words. When will his knot go away so I can hide my face?

"What was, um....coming out of, ya know?" I asked, my cheeks burning even more.

"That was the natural lube that your body makes so it is ready to take the two of us. We have studied up on this, beautiful. We will not hurt you, we promise." Ryker spoke up. I turned to face him, and he placed a kiss to my nose. I squeezed my eyes shut and smiled at him.

"So um...my heat? It will come back? When?" I questioned, looking down at where Grey and I were connected. Our hips were flush against each other, and my legs were still wrapped his waist.

"In a few hours. Until then, you need to get some sleep." Grey said, placing a kiss to my forehead. I gave him a little smile. I shifted my hips and Grey groaned.

"Just...just wait until my knot goes down, baby doll." I chuckled and placed a kiss to his neck. Ryker stroked my hair away from my face.

At this exact moment, despite being marked against my will, and losing my virginity because I had to, I felt so content I thought my heart would explode.

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-abbey