《Yaqeen ka safar》Part 21

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After having breakfast Zubia want to see around the place.They went to the near market to see and also to borrow some essential/groceries.

After couple of hours they came to house.The weather is so pleasant they decided to have evening tea out side near the river shore.

Zubia went to kitchen to prepare tea,Asfand kept the packets on kitchen platform.

Asfand took chair and sat infront of the kitchen counter opposite to Zubia.

She is busy in searching and putting the ingredients and He is intently seeing her without blinking.

Asfii... She said.

Hmmm..

Kahn khoye huwe hain.. Kab se Kuch Puch rahi hun..

Yahi hun..bus baar baar ye Tumhari Ankhen haina Isme khojata hun..Itni gehre Aur meri mohabbat se bhari huwi

.. He said with Such intense voice..

She is directly seeing in his eyes which giving her the proof of each word he is saying is true.. He mean it.

She smilies and once again Check on tea. She is blushing as her cheeks turn to red.

Suddenly to change the atmosphere Asfand ask about the Gaiti message.

Waise..tum Kis Baat pe itna blush kar rahi thi Kal car me...Aise Kya tha phone me.

She thought he didn't noticed that...but he did.. He can easily picked her moods.

Wohh.. Kuch.. Bhi tou nahi.. Bus aise hi..

Kuch nahi tha tabhi itna sharmaya jaraha tha.. Haann??

He stood up from the chair came across the the table, standing behind her.

He folded his hand behind amf and lean to her side and whisper in her ear..

Kahin Gaiti bhabi ka tou message nahi tha na..

His breath fanning her neck giving her a tickling feel.

She turned to look at him with amazed..

Like she does not believe Gaiti sended the same message to Asfand.. Even she knew she can do it and she only.

Kya... Matlab

She said stammering..

Matlab ke unhe pata hai jo woh keh rahin hain Usme mer..

She did not let him complete the sentence.. Put her hand on his lips.

Asfii.. Nooo.. Ap baher Jayen Mai Chai leke aayi....please.

She said,she knew by now she is looking like red tamato.. Her cheeks is burning.

Asfand smile on her act but before going He kissed her palm which is covering his lips.... Zubia smile and turn to see the tea.

The both have tea outside the house as they plan..no one can missed that beautiful scenery.. The nature beauty.

The evening get will spend having so many talks, walks, laughs and of course tea.

Now it's already dark out side,Asfand turn on the heaters and closed all the windows and gate.

Now Zubia is in a very bad mood,courtesy her workaholic husband.Yes from last one and half hours He is on conference call.

As per Asfand he does not have planned any work for Atleast two to three days but Suddenly he get the call and he can't neglect its important.

Zubia is a understandable girl but at some time her wifey mood get suddenly on and believe it its to hard to handle,the only person who can handle is her beloved husband.

Now it's too much for Zubia till now she talked with Gaiti,Lubns.Again she try to get busy in phone but she is not a gadget person..She checked in the books which ever was there in the house.. Lastly she went to the bedroom balcony all in grumpy mood covering herself in his black shawl..

After finishing his call he search for her in the living room she is not there,in kitchen also not there.He came in the bedroom and saw her sitting on the couch keeping her legs on it in the balcony.

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He knew the reason of her mood and also he knew she will not going to lash out on him... She only suffers herself by keeping everything within her,which he never likes.

He came and sat behind her, but no response though she knew his presence.

Asfand slightly turn his side and sat comfortably,then she felt a pair of hands locking on her stomach inside her shwal and his chin on her shoulder.

Gussa ho.. He said.

She did not answer instead she nodded her head in no.Now he get the idea that matter is not that easy how he think.. But he love to handle hard things.

He still force herself in him..her back touching his front with no gap in it.

I'M SORRY ...she just turn and saw him with periphery of her eyes.. He continued.

I know Maine hi ye sab plan kiya tha.. Aur phir Khud hi Kaam me lag gaya...

Call important thi.. Agar kisi ki life ka Sawal na hota tou Mai Kabhi ni received karta...

How much she love their profession at Some she hate it.. Because she knew for a doctor a patient life is a first priority than themselves...

.. Hmmm.. She hummed after few minutes.

He waited for her to say something but she didn't..

Zubiaa..he said with so much emotion.

He brake the hug turned her around by her shoulders,now she is on verge of crying but she don't want to,cuz she knew it's pointless to cry.

She stand up to go inside but he held her wrist and pulled her down by a jerk resulting she land up on his lap,for balancing her he held her from her waist.

OMG..itni narazgi Mrs.Asfandyar...

She finally turns to see him..

But Asfand get shocked seeing her moist eyes..

Zubia hugged him sitting in the same position resting her head on his left shoulder.. Dipping her face in his neck crook. Asfand immediately hugged her Back holding her tight in his arms.

She did not said anything for a while just feeling him to calm her self down. Nor he said anything giving her own time.

Nahi..she said

Answering for his question..

Acha.. Tou phir Gussa ho.. He again asked.

Nahi... Same answer..

He want laugh at her answers but he do not dare to.

Tou phir.. Kya huwa meri jaan..

Pata nahi... She raised her from his shoulder still holding on to him.

I know..Phone call important thi,mujhe se Zyada behtar shayad ye Koi nahi samjh sakta.. Lekin... She lowered her eyes.

Mai chahti hun ke Ap Sirf mere sath rahe..Apka saara waqt mere liye ho,Ap hamesha mere pass rahen.....she already knew practically it not possible for him to do that..

Again she see in his eyes... Ap ko pata hai na Mai Kya kahe rahi hun..

She said not knowing how to explain her point but He is the only person who can understand her unsaid words.

Hmmm I know.. That you love me more than anyone else and at times more than I do.. He said caressing her cheeks.

She did not answer just lean on him and again rest her head on his shoulder as before closing her eyes...

They remain like this for few minutes absorbing everything.

Acha ab Andar Chalo..sardi Aur badh rahi hai.. He said.

No response...

Zubiaa...

Asfi yahi baithe hain.. Please..

She said still hugging him...

He can't say no to her..Anyway from tomorrow onwords again they will get busy.. So he also want to live this moment with his love.

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.. Achaa Theek hai..mai quilt leke aata hun.. It's will be safe..

He said kissing on her head.. She unwillingly removed her head and groan like a baby.. He chukle on her act and caressed her cheek.

He came after taking the quilt.. She is rubbing her palms to warm it..

He sat on the couch covering both of them in quilt,Zubia leaned back on him,

He locked his hand on her belly to which she put her hands on him tightening the hold...they just sat feeling the cold breeze,lightly shining moon behind the cloudy sky and of course in warmth of each other which feel likes eternity.

After a heavy silence out of nowhere she started the conversation.

Asfii.....

Hmmm

Mujhe se mohabbat Kab huwi thi Apko.. Mean when you really start to fall for me..

He listened with smile,but it's not easy to accept that she herself asked this question.

...hmm..pata ni..kai...

Asfii please batayen naa..

He chuckle..

... Acha..tum se mohabbat Kab huwi ye batana thoda difficult hai.. Kyun ke mohabbat tou Mai Baht Pehle se karta tha lekin usse samjh ne me Baht time laga... She is just want to listen to him..

Han par har woh cheez bata sakta hun.. Jo mujhe na chah te huwe bhi sirf Tumhare taraf kar rahi thi..

Yaad hai jab hum camp se wapas aarahe the.. Aur car kharab hogai Sur teez Barish horahi thi..

How can she forgot that rainy night that was a major turn in their lives.

Us din Maine ek alag hi zubia ko dekha jisse Khud se Zyada dosro ki fikr rehti hai.. Chahe woh Janne wala ho ya anjaan.. Us raat se meri zindagi me jaise sab Kuch badal ne laga..

Tum mere dimagh me aise ghar kargai ke har waqt tumhare baare me sonch ta tha..

Jab bhi hospital aata tou sab se Pehle tumhare baare me jaanne ki koshish karta..

She is just listening to his words.

Jab Dr.Asifa ke Yahan sab gathered huwe the..us din Tumhari baatein sunkar Aisa laga jaise Tum Baht badguman ho mujhse.. Ek Ajeeb si Takleef thi.. Dil chah rahata ke Abhi tou phone Karo Aur sab Kuch kehdo... Par Kya kehta...

Us din jab tumhare hath pe choot lagi thi.. Uski Takleef ko Mai mehsoos kar raha tha.. Bahut Ajeeb sa tha..

Saim jab girgaya tha..tou uska sunke Mai sidhe ghar chala aaya.. Lekin jab tumhe wahan Pehle se moujod dekha tou ek Ajeeb sa sukoon Aur khushi thi, tumhe apni family ke pass dekhna jab unhe meri zaroorat thi.. Magar Mai nahi Tum wahan thi...

Jitna bhi Mai tumhare qayalat se tum se door Jana chahra tha Utna hi Tum nazdeek aarahi thi...

Pata nahi achanak Kaise mujhse woh Baat nikal gayi.."kabhi Kabhi dil chahta hai ke rasta qatam hi na ho".. Woh Baht awkward tha.. Magar kahin nahi Sach tha...unknowingly Mai tumhare sath ek lamba safar taay Karna chah raha tha..

She tighten her hold on his hands..

Phir jab Tum ne Gaiti bhabi ko hospital join Karna keliye raazi karlia.. Us din meri khushi ka andaza nahi tha.. Bus chah raha tha tumhe zorr se gale lagaon Aur thanks bolun.. Lekin agar Mai Aisa karta tou Tum hamesha keliye hospital se bhag jati.. They both laughed on his last line..

Tumhe jab bhi Dr.Haroon ya kisi Aur ke sath haste huwe Baat karte huwe dekhta.. Dil chah ta ke tumse puchun Tum sab ke sath Baat Karsakte ho Hass sakti ho.. Tou mere sath Kyun nahi..par uska jawab mujhse behtar Koun janta tha.. Us din Maine soncha ke mujhe hi Apne atraaf khadi dewaar ko Khud hi girana hoga...

For the first time she respond..

Achaa.. Aur Jo ap faryal ko hospital Dekha rahe the.. Uske sath coofee perahe the... Uske sath shopping pe jarahe the usko Kya... Jab Mera Khayal nahi aaya..

She said with annoying face..

He chukle..

Meri Jaan.. Ek tumha qayal hi tou tha Mera sath har pal..jo faryal ke hote huwe bhi uske nahone ka ehsaas dilata tha.. I don't think ke Mai Kaise react karta uske aane pe.. Magar ek tumhere qayal hi the jou mere sath the..

Lekin I enjoyed that alot.. Kaise Tum uske mere sath Rehne se itni disturbed horahi thi.. Maine Jo bandage kiya usse nikal diya.. Mere ankon ke ankhe daal kar mujhse ye kaha ke tumhe faraq nahi padhta meri kisi bhi Baat se.. Lekin Tum faraq padh raha tha... Tab mujhe is Baat ka andaza huwa ke Tum bhi shayad mere liye Wahi feel karti hi Jo Mai karta hun..

Hmmm.. Pata hai jab Gaiti ne apke baare me bataya.. Ke ap faryal se mohabbat karte the usse shadi Karna chahte the.. Aur faryal ka achanak aajana.. Woh bhi uske divorce ke Baad.. Mujhe laga ke shayad Ap phir..... She sighed.. Mai us din saari raat sonahi payi thi... Jealousy tou ek chota sa word hai.. Dil chah raha puchun Apse Kyun hai Ap uske sath.. Kya Ap meri Ankhen nahi padh sakte.. Ye nahi dekh sakte ke Mai nahi chahti ap uske aas pass bhi rahen.. Lekin Mai Kis haq se Khti,jab Mai Khud samjh nahi parahi thi Kuch bhi.. Lekin Sirf is Baat kar daar tha ke Mai shayad Apko bhi khona dun.....

She sound little sad.. He kissed on her head and pull her even more to him.. She relaxed...

Yaad hai jab Tumne raat ke 1 baje ye puchne ke liye call ki thi... Ke Mai Theek hun ya nahi... Tumhe Apne liye itna Pareshan dekh kar Bahut Zyada khushi huwi...Itne saalon Baat Us raat Mai sukoon se sogaya tha..Par tumhare qayal ke Bina nahi...

Magar agle din jab Tum mere office aayi Aur woh sab baatein kahi.. He sighed.. Mujhe Kuch samjh nahi aaya....

Par Jab maine phir se woh sab baatein yad ki tou ek cheez un sab ko jhut larahi thi... Aur woh thi Tumhari ankhe, unme woh dard Jo mujhse Zyada tumhe horaha tha in Alfazon se...tab mujhe realize huwa woh meri zubia thi hi nahi.. Woh Kuch chupa rahi thi uss behis chehre ke piche... Phir mujhe Tumhari ID mili, Maine tumhari khala se baat...Jab cheezen aine ki tarha saaf horahi thi....

Magar mujhe is Baat ka Zyada bura laga ke Tumne Khud se mujhe Kyun nahi bataya... Kya Tum mujh pe yaqeen nahi karti.... Tabhi Mai tumhare pass aana chah raha tha ya batane ke Main hamesha tumhare sath....

Lekin Tumne mujhe uska mouqa nahi diya Aur...

Now she turns to him seeing in his eyes whick hold lots of emotions but right now the one of fear of losing her or live without her is hovering all other..

She took his hand in his...

Asfii.. She want to cutted of him want he want to say.. She herself saw that how her on action had turned out a nightmare for him... He grip her hand tight, she kissed on his hand...

Meri sans rukh gayi thi..Mujhe samjh nahi aaraha tha Kuch... Sirf yahi qayal tha ke agar tumhe Kuch... He is not want to complete the sentence...

Badi Mushkil se Maine dobara Jeena shuru kiya tha.. Magar Mai har lamha tumhare sath Jeena chahta tha...Allah se Sirf yahi Dua kar raha tha ke..."meri zubia mujhe zinda louta de"...mai phir se kisi Apne Pyare ko khonahi sakta.... Tumhe tou Bilkul bhi nahi...

He rested his forehead on hers...

Asfii...woh sab qatam Hogaya... Mai apke sath Aur hamesha rahungi...meri jaan basti hai Ap Mai.. Jante haina Ap..

He suddenly hug her tight believing that she is with him now,nuzzling in her neck feeling her... They remain in the hug.

Zubia brake the hug... Seeing him in his eyes which is little moist now... She kissed on his forehead...

Bahut mohabbat karti hun mai Apse...mera sab kuck hai Ap.

Mera dil, meri Dhadkan, meri sanse,meri zindagi sak kuch..aur mai hamesha Apke sath rahungi Apke pass..She still lean on him.. Bilkul aise.. She said in lighter way.. He smiles..

I LOVE YOU.. He Said..

... I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY BEING... She said caressing his cheek...

She lean onto him kissing his eyes.. Then his cheeks and lastly she pressed her lips on his promising of each word she said...

The moon and stars witnessed their love...two souls becoming one for eternity...

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