"An easy day brother" Y/N wakes up abruptly and breathes heavily. he drops back onto bed and sighs loudly. Ever since Nick talked about Conner, Y/N can't get him out of his head. He has already lost comrades before Conner, but with him Y/N has the feeling that he hasn't done enough for him. He looks at the clock next to his bed and sees that it is already 7 o'clock in the morning.

"Ah makes no sense to go to sleep now..." Y/N stands up and stretches his back out until he hears a satisfying pop. he starts to do some exercises, for years it has been a ritual for him to exercise after getting up in the morning. After he worked out about 20 minutes he is finished and goes into the bathroom to shower. a few minutes later he comes out of the bathroom with only a boxer shorts on.

"Hey Y/N, Are you coming down? Kai'sa made breakf..." Akali runs into the room without knocking but freezes the second she sees Y/N standing topless in the room. She starts on his chest and blushes intensely.

But her flushed face is quickly shocked when she sees the scars on Y/N's torso. Y/N has been injured many times in his years with the Navy seals gunshot wounds, explosions wounds and knife attacks he has had it all and more.

"Sorry... I'll go down again." She stares at Y/N for a while until she realizes what she is doing, Akali runs out of the room and quickly slams the door.

Well, that was uncomfortable... Why can't she knock like any normal person does? Now they will only have more questions about me than before... fuck! I go to my dresser and take out my clothes. After I get dressed I close my dresser again and look at the pictures on the dresser a picture of my parents and me and a picture of my team. Sometimes I ask how I am still alive I had so many near death experiences in my life and many of the people I love have not survived these experiences so why fuck did I? Well no time for self-pity, I should go down now.

I go downstairs and see Kai'sa, Evelynn and Akali sitting in the living room when I see them they stop talking and stare at me just like Akali started me when she ran into my room.

"...what?" I ask. As if I did not know the answer I know this look very well by now and not only from these three.

"Nothing Y/N, how did you sleep?" Says Kai'sa with a sweet voice. Okay then I guess I don't have to talk about it that's fine with me.

"Good thanks." I say with a smile

"Really? we heard a few silent screams" Kai'sa asks worriedly. Yeah that's what I thought I had nightmares all night I was hoping that they didn't hear that.

"Just a nightmare, don't worry" The night was just shit, the first morning with them cannot go much worse. I see immediately that the three do not buy my answer.

"How did you sleep? What do you think of the rooms?" I ask to change the subject.

"Very good, the rooms are very nice. thank you again for letting us live here you didn't have to do that" Says Kai'sa while I sit down on a chair opposite the sofa.

"No I didn't have to, but I wanted to. I'm glad you like the rooms." I answer, I honestly still don't know quite how I got the idea, but if it brings us closer again, I'm happy. Besides, it will surely not be bad to be no longer all alone in this big house. I bought the house a few years ago because I could no longer stand living in my parents house, they had left it to me after they died. I tried to live there but in the end there were too many painful memories in that house that I could not handle.

"by the way, where is Ahri?" I ask

"She is still sleeping, she always sleeps very long" Says Akali with a giggle. of course Ahri sleeps through, she always did. Have the four really over 10 years really not changed? I mean we haven't talked like that yet but so far I have not noticed any difference to the girls I know from way back. Of course, only from their personalities, visually all four have... developed. Who am I kidding? these four are some of the hottest if not the hottest women I have ever seen. The four have always been very beautiful, but holy shit...

"Y/N are you okay?.." Asks Akali and I break out of my thoughts, shit was I thinking out loud?

"Yes all good, was only in thought. anyway, what are you going to do today?" I ask

"I'm going to go to our hotel and get our things here. I was wondering if you would help me with that, darling." Asks Evelynn, I don't know if this is such a good idea after the way I snapped at her yesterday. I have to admit that I feel a bit bad about it, she just has the ability to get under my skin when she wants to, but I still went a bit overboard yesterday. Well, but this way I have the opportunity to apologize in private and maybe I'll also learn more about what the four of them have been doing for the last few years.

"no problem Evelynn." I answer causing her to smirk, I hate when she looks at me like that...

"Good, we also need to figure out how to work on our music we have no studio and no equipment." Says Kai'sa to Akali and Evelynn, the two just nod.

"Do you remember the room my parents set up for us in the house years ago?" I ask, when I told my parents that I wanted to make music with the girls, they set up a room in the house with everything you need for music production.

"yeah.." Answers Akali hesitantly.

"The room is still standing and everything is there, the technology is a bit outdated but it functions perfectly as far as I know. You can have the stuff, we just have to bring it here." I tell them, the three of them just look at each other worriedly, I can clearly see that they are hesitant to take the offer.

"Y/N we can't -" Begins Kai'sa before I interrupt her.

"Yes you can Bokkie, I haven't touched this stuff since you left, it just sits in this house and collects dust." She looks at the other two and they just shrug.

"Okay then you and eve go to our hotel to get our stuff and when you get back you go with Akali to your parents house?" Kai'sa asks, to Akali's shock.

"w-what, why me?" What the hell is going on with her? Does this have anything to do with what she saw? Kai'sa just smiles at Akali, making her blush. what's wrong with them?

"that works for me..." I answer slowly.

"okay then we should get going darling, we don't want to ruin your date with Kali don't we~" says Evelynn with her usual smirk.

"f-fuck you eve!" Shouts Akali now even more blushing than before. Okay, I must have missed something. Before I can ask, Evelynn takes my arm and pulls me toward the door. I can just ask Akali about it afterwards, she will apparently accompany me later. Me and Evelynn go to my car and get in.

"I need the address of the hotel." She nods and enters the address in my navigation system, and I drive off. The first few minutes of the ride are silent neither of us says a word until I decide to speak.

"about yesterday, I' m sorry I was mad about something that happened to my friend and I took it out on you because you got on my nerves. I shouldn't have done that, I'm sorry." I say nervously.

"Don't worry darling, it takes more than that to hurt me." she answers with a chuckle. For the rest of the drive we are silent again, when we arrive at the hotel I take my sunglasses and cap out of the glove compartment. It would not be so good if I am seen and recognized as a spec ops operator next to a pop star, that would put the girls in danger and would mean a massive headache for me. We get out of the car and I follow Evelynn to their hotel room, she opens the door with a key card and we go in.

"Here we are, wait a minute while I pack our stuff, we don't want you to see our lingerie darling.~" She says, now I have to imagine the girls in sexy lingerie, thanks Evelynn... Shit that was her plan right? enough with the mental images, stop it brain!! Before I can organize my thoughts she has already disappeared in the other room, well then I'll just wait...

"Ahri told me that you almost kissed each other." she calls from next door i immediately freeze. how the hell am I supposed to respond to that? She comes out of the room and leans against the door frame.

"look Evelynn I-" I start before she interrupts me

"She has a boyfriend" This has to be a fucking joke, great now I can feel guilty.

"shit, I didn't know that." I say quickly

"Do not get me wrong I am not saying this to make you feel bad, in fact I would rather have you be with her than this son of a whore . I am telling you this to give you a heads up Ahri is going to be very distant from you, she feels very bad about it." She says. I'm not surprised that she warns me, Eve often seems cold and heartless on the outside, but she would do anything for her friends. I have often had arguments with her, but I have never for a second questioned her loyalty. Even when they left, I knew I didn't have to worry because Eve was with them.

"Thanks for the warning evely-" I say before I am interrupted by her again

"eve" she says

"what?" I ask

"call me eve, after your little talk yesterday you call Kai'sa bookie again so call me eve darling~" I think about it for a few seconds. I mean, I wanted a fresh start, and I guess that goes for her, too.

"...Okay eve" I answer with a smile which makes her smile too, No smirk but a real smile is a while since I have seen this form her.

"Let's go, Akali is waiting for you.~" she says before I help her carry the bags down to the car when all the bags are down we sit back in the car as a question pops into my head.

"Why you have such a bad opinion of her boyfriend." I ask but eve just looks at me confused.

"Have you never turned on the news in the last four years?!" She asks shocked, what have I missed now? sometimes i really have the feeling that I'm living under a rock

A/N: That was chapter nine I hope you like it. and by the way the introduction has been updated so you might want to check it out again.