Y/n:taemin everything will be fine don't worry.

Taemin: But when .

Y/n: Taemin...

I tried to speak out but my voice didn't come out like I wanted as I saw Taehyung looking at us. It will end up worse to be at the end of the day not only for me but also Taemin. Shushing myself down I just walked inside as Taemin forcefully ran towards Taehyung and hugged him, trying to be all cute. Not going to blame my child for turning like this. It's how he has been growing up inside Taehyung grip.

Walking towards the kitchen I looked at the microwave to see pizza getting cooked. I try all these things to make both of them happy but I can't. I have been born like this and I will die like this. When the pizza got cooked I cut it down into pieces as quickly as I could as I wanted to be with taemin as i can't trust him with my child. Placing it on two plates at the kitchen counter I walked towards the living room. Taemin looked at me with sad eyes as I saw Taehyung holding him tightly. With a lump stuck on my throat I speak up for Taemin.

Y/n: Taehyung i will change taemin clothes and come back.

Taehyung glared at me as I held taemin's hands pulling him towards me, walking towards my room..

This didn't hurt me as much as the reality hurts....the dark life of mine. The dark destiny my birth has chosen. First dad and now Taehyung and maybe Taemin has to go through it as well but I will make sure he doesn't go through all these things. He is too small and I don't want to ruin his childhood. I placed taemin on the bed and walked towards the door locking it. Taemin looked at me with sad eyes as tears lightly poured out of it.

Taemin: daddy held me really tightly.

He whispered.

Giving a deep sigh I sat at his side and pulled him towards my arms. Hugging him tightly I stroked his hair.

Y/n: don't worry....i will take you out of here soon. Mommy is collecting money so we can escape quickly from here.

Taemin: why can't we go now?

He asked, raising his head looking towards me.

Y/n: baby mommy is collecting money and at least it should be enough to rent an apartment even for 1 months. And you know what if we run away now dad will catch us really quickly and we will get more pain. Once your dad goes for his business meeting we will run away. Ok. but keep it quiet. If daddy finds it out we will go through something worse.

Taemin didn't speak as he closed his eyes and hugged me tightly. Staying like that for a few minutes I changed his clothes and walked outside with him over my arms. Walking towards the kitchen I placed him on the chair and walked towards the kitchen counter where I had already prepared. Taking both of the plates, I gave one to taemin and made my way towards the living room in order to give to taehyung. Placing it on the table in front of him I turned my heels and walked towards where taemin was. Looking at him eating peacefully and happily, a sudden wave of relief runs down all over my body. He looked at me and smiled.

Taemin: can i get ketchup mommy.

Y/n: ye-

Taehyung: just eat it plain

Taehyung says from behind. I looked at taemin whose face turned sad right away.

Y/n: taehyung bu-

I stopped my words as I got a tight slap over my cheeks. My face had turned towards the right side as I saw Taemin flinch and looked down at his plate. His little fingers started shivering as tears rolled down his cheeks. Taehyung took a long step and walked towards Taemin as he grabbed his cheeks and made him look at him.