After reaching Seoul he went to the hospital first, his parents was very happy to see him after a long time. His mother hugged him and cried and said "stay with us bring him here with you we'll apologize him, we'll go through whatever I just want to stay with my family pls son" and like that jk also promised her they're coming back soon but when the soon is he himself don't know.

That day his father was discharged from the hospital, doctor said there is is nothing serious maybe he was in tension very much that's why his blood pressure increas and got strock but it can be worst if he kept stressing like that The doctor forbade mr jeon to tense up. Jk now understood very well why his father is in this state cause of the company. Once his father worked really hard to build up the company and past three years jk also, and suddenly it's downfall in just three four months, his father may not be saying anything but inside he is tensed and stressing a lot. According to jk he might got a heart attack too if he is in right age.

He went home and stayed with his parents for a while, his mother wasn't ready to leave him but it was already 12:45am he have to present there by morning so he somehow convince his mother that they will return soon, he went to bid his father but he fell asleep already he lovingly cress his head and give a kiss on his mother's forehead with that he leave from there.

On the other side suga is little upset with him cause he wanted jk to stay for one day and visit the company but he didn't listen to him and left Seoul at night.

* .... *

Tae couldn't sleep at all his mind is occupied with jk *is there something serious he was looking tensed I should ask him when he'll return* he checked the time it's already 3am but he is sure jk will come. He looked at his son who is soundly sleeping while snuggling near his chest. He cress the baby's hair. He didn't know how long he had been doing this, his eyes moved from gguki when he hear door bell sound he hurriedly got up from the bed put on his tshirt and ran towards the main door he opened the door revealing a exhaust jk whose face is looking so pale eyes are red. Tae felt little pang in his heart seeing jk like this.

"Hey you didn't sleep yet" jk ask tae while tiredly dragging himself inside the house. Tae moved side little "no I was waiting for you" he unknowingly spoke out. Jk stop his walking and turned his face with a little smile "thank you". Tae's eyes follow jk's walking figure he could say surly jk is tired like hell, tae can't help but worried for him. He hurriedly close the door goes behind jk to the bedroom and saw jk staring at gguki's sleeping figure and kissed on his forehead. Tae unknowingly smile he love this gesture, he don't want to ruin his moment so he silently walked to the closet took out a sweatpants and a plain t-shirt "jungkook" he called jk who is putting his phone and watch on the side table. Jk hummed tiredly rubbing his forehead "take this go and fresh up"tae handed him the clothes. Jk didn't said another words just took them from tae's hand and left for the bathroom without any word.

Tae stood there for sometime while starting at bathroom door, feel like something must have happened with him something bad. No matter how much he upset with jk he couldn't see him like this after all the revenette is the only person whom he loves the most. The train of his thoughts broke by the sound of bathroom door jk come out from there wearing the clothes. Jk got little surprised when he saw tae standing middle of the room staring at jk's direction.

"Why are you standing here go sleep soon it will be morning " he tiredly said. But jk didn't get any response but somthing else like others day "did you eat?" And as usual jk's same answer "no" as the word left from jk's mouth tae turned to leave the room but jk grabbed his hand "today I'm not hungry really just want to sleep, so you don't have to just go and sleep you must be tired" he hesitantly leave tae's hand, thought he don't like this.

"You go lay down I'm coming" tae said and left from there. Jk nodded and lay down on the bed he tiredly close his eyes hugged his son's little frame against him feeling little relief stays like this for sometime when he heard tae's voice. He open his eyes and saw tae standing beside the bed with a bowl in his hand .

"Tae you don't ha..."

"Stop kook just sat down and eat this I'll feed you don't talk too much I'm sleepy and you are also" as tae said jk sat down like an obedient child tae feed him the whole bowl ramen and give him a glass of water jk drink the water and give back the glass. In this whole feeding time no one talked even a little bit.

"Now sleep you must be tired" tae said and left from there jk nodded and again lay down on his place, a little smile plaster on his lips, he loves when tae cares for him.

After sometime tae also joined them on the bed, he turns off the light the room is dark and silent. Tae couldn't hold but called out "kook?" And here he again didn't even realise he is using nick name.

"Kook are you sleeping?" This time he ask little loudly. "I'm trying to sleep" jk quietly answered. "Is everything ok there, you okay?" He worridly ask. Jk felt happy, should he tell him but if tae think he is trying to get sympathy or something like that cause he is sure if he started to tell him everything he'll end up crying mess, and this not the time for that maybe he can tell othertime.

"Yes, I mean normal company problems and I'm okay don't worry" he said didn't noticed how tae staring at him with so much worries even in the the darkness. Tae didn't ask anything farther though he was not satisfied with other's answer. This is not right time to distrub him he needs rest.

* * *

Time passing like this, it's been almost two weeks the things getting worst for jk. His company is in very bad condition, as his parents health also especially his father the man is very worried for the company but still didn't put any pressure on his son. Jk can understand everything but he is feeling helpless, he can't leave anyone. His company, his parents, his son and tae they all are important for him it's really hard to choose one he is depressed, sometimes he wants to cry his heart out but afraid cause he have to be strong for everyone he feel like he is not allowed to do this. In those all his miseries there is a somthing else which is now disturbing his mind from two weeks. That the bogum gye trying to approach tae he called him message him like everyday and as tae said he is not into phone that much so he really doesn't check them he always forgets his phone here and there and that's when jk noticed the message and calls popping on tae's phone screen. Jk felt hurt but he sometime informed tae about those calls and messages honestly tae doesn't show much desperation. Jk understand that he is ignoring them but his stupid heart don't listen his brain. So overall jk's condition is way more than bad.

Tae gave jk time he thought jk will tell him everything when he feel the right time but he taking too much time. Tae noticing how jk always seems very tensed his eyes are always red maybe lacking of sleep his face became pale, always there a tiredness all over his face. Now days when he spend time with gguki he tried to smile make the baby happy like before but tae can say without any doubts that his smile and happy face all are fake. Tae decided to stop ignoring jk, now days he talked with jk more than before but jk always lost in his own thoughts. Where before jk is sucker for tae's attention and now he is getting it but his mind is too disturbed to notice it.

Today again the day jk left for Seoul. Today is tae's off day so he decided to make something for gguki, and jk also though he is not here but he said he'll be back by dinner cause today he left early . It's already evening tae started to prepare the dinner. Gguki is playing in the living room.

Tae was busy in his kitchen when he heard door bell sound. Tae thought it maybe jk cause no one really come their house in this time, but this is very early for jk, whatever he have to open the door then he could know. He walked towards the door and opened it he was little shoked when he saw bogum standing there with a flower bouquet "hey how are you sorry for distributing you in this time" bogum smile at him. Tae didn't expect him "oh.. hi I'm fine you didn't informed me you are coming, oh sorry pls come inside" he awkwardly smile and step back so bogum come inside.

"I'm really sorry but I called you and messages you many times you didn't answer any of them so I thought to meet you" bogum said while entering the house. Tae close the door behind him feeling really disturbed cause this time he wanted make some special dinner without any interupt "I.... It.. it's oke and I'm sorry don't ask me about my phone I myself don't know I really don't check my phone sorry" he give a apilogitic look. "Oh pls don't it's okay, you must be very busy and here this is for you" he handed him the bouquet, this is a big bouquet with different kind of roses and a folding little note on it. Tae saw the note but he is not really interested to open it his mind is occupied with his special dinner. "Thank you gum this is beautiful"

"By the way where is gguki" he aks looking around for the little boy. "He is playing come" tae led him to the living room where gguki was playing with his toys.

"Hey gguki!" Bogum caught the baby's attention. "Bogum uncle!!" Gguki shout with little surpris. Bogum pick the baby in his arms "this is for you" he gave him two chocolates and kissed on his cheeks. "Thank you" he happily simile at him. Gguki giggling while showing his chocolates to his mother. "Look mommy, wow flower did uncle bring it for you? I love flowers!!" He forward his hands for the bouquet. "Really next time I'll bring for you lots of flowers okey" bogum kissed on the baby's cheek, gguki happily nodded while hugging the bouquet which is still on tae's hand. Tae was smiling but in mind he really wants bogum to leave from there, this is after long time something making him seriously annoying he can't even tell him to leave but he desperately want that.

After good fifteen minutes bogum come to the kitchen with gguki in his arms. Tae was busy with making dinner and praying to God for bogum to leave, honestly tae is not like this he loves when his friends visits his house but the situation is different today cause he want no one between his family I mean he, gguki and jk ofcourse.

"Taehyung I'm leaving then I've some work" bogum sadly said looking at tae's back, hearing that tae couldn't control but get excited and immediately turned around but with a little confuse face "already?"

"Yes actually today I'm going Japan for my work maybe will return after five or six months I don't know that's why I came directly your place, next meeting will be after a long time and I'll miss you guys " he looked at gguki and kissed on his both cheeks. Tae felt little sad he should not have thought like this about him he just come here to meet them, he did wrong. So he walked towards bogum and side hug him "sorry bogum and thank you for coming we'll also miss you but before you go have a dinner with us pls".

Bogum got little courage so he pulled tae little closer, he wanted to say something but decided to next time with a grand celebration "thanks for asking I would love to have a dinner with you but I'm running late for airport but next time for sure and that will be surprise from you I hope you like it" he said with a shyness still hugging both of them. Tae didn't noticed other's flushing face he patted his back "sure sure " and pulled away from the hug took gguki from his arms.

"Okey bye then " they are already at the door. "Have safe trip, bye "

"Bye uncle be careful on your way " gguki said loudly. They bid bogum and again got busy with their own works.

It was sharp 8pm when the bell rang again, gguki and tae was watching TV while cuddling on couch. Tae got up from the couch hoping if it's jk, they are actually waiting for jk so they can have their dinner together.

He hopefully open the door revealing a very tired jk, tae let out a sigh this site is not new for him, he have to talked with jk he can't see him like this after all he love him "come" he said in a low voice jk entered inside as usual searching for gguki who is busy with TV.

"Hey baby" he called out with a tired voice. "Daddy!! we were waiting for you, mommy said he made something special for us today" he jumped on jk's lap forgot about TV. "You haven't eaten yet?" He confusely ask. "No! Mommy said we will eat when you will return" he happily said hugging jk's neck jk also hugged the baby timely kissing on his forehead. After a tiring day this is what he ran for he love this affection. They were enjoying the cuddle session when somthing caught jk's attention a flower bouquet and some chocolates on the other side of the couch. He turn his face to find tae but he didn't see him maybe he is in kitchen cause some sounds coming from there. He again looked at the bouquet he narrowed his eyes "baby who gave you those flowers it's beautiful". Gguki pulled out his face from jk's neck and looked at his father "flower?".

"Yes flower chocolates" he point out on them gguki also moved his eyes at that direction "oh the flower is not mine it's for mommy and the chocolates for me bogum uncle bought them for us "

Jk was not expecting that it was too far from his thoughts "w.. when?"

"Today sometimes ago " gguki said this time his eyes on the TV. Jk kept staring at the bouquet and chocolates. He noticed a little note also laying on couch beside the flower, at first he hesitate looked around checked if tae is watching him he couldn't hold back the curiosity, moved little forward extend his arms, gguki is still sitting on his lap. He took it in his hand opened the folding paper with a thumbing heart.

Hey taehyung, I just want to say you something don't freak out please....

I fell for you... I don't know how when it just happened. I know it's awkward you don't feel same as me but you can give me just one chance right? Just one chance... I'll always love you and try to be a good father figure to gguki. I wish for your answer when I return from Japan don't think too much just choose whatever your heart says. I'm okay with whatever your answer will be.

Love you..♡

Jk again fold the note, tears rolling down from his eyes, is he going to lose taehyung again? This time he is scared more cause tae is not like before, they are not like before tae's love he is not sure if the love is still there even a little bit or totally gone. Losing taehyung feeling like losing everything. He don't know what is in tae's mind but he could feel there is no place for him, but those little care.... It doesn't mean he loves him. Seems like his punishment was not enough, the real misery just start cause his crime was big...

Jk snapped out from his thoughts by tae's voice "jungkook go freshen up quickly the dinner is ready" tae said from kitchen. Jk hurriedly whipped his tears and put the note on right place kissed gguki's forhead place him on the couch and ran towards the bathroom don't want tae to see him.

"Tae was arranging the plates, he checked everything for last time feeling happy cause today he made everything jk's favourite, he's gonna like it. He goes to the living room where gguki watching TV. Tae was going to caught the baby's attention when he heard a vibrate sound, he tried to find from where it's coming from he saw jk's coat laying on the floor near the couch and it was jk's phone inside the coat pocket, maybe someone calling him. Tae hurriedly took out the phone it's showing suga hyung, tae looked at the phone screen then at the bedroom jk is in bathroom should he call him but don't want to distrub him, he can tell when he is out thinking that he carefully put the coat in laundry basket and the phone still in his hand but the phone again vibrating. Tae checked again suga hyung, he decided to answer it just to inform that jk is in bathroom.

Hello suga hyung

Ju.. oh taehyung how are you?

I'm fine and you?

I'm good where is jk?

He is in bathroom, he just arrived so going freshen up.

Oh, when he come out tell him to call me immediately.

Oh okay, is everything ok there he is looking very tensed.

Ye...yea I mean... Taehyung I don't know what is going between you both. I'm not taking anyone's side just I want you to know jk is not in good condition, his company is going downfall. His parents health condition is not good, his father already got a mini strock. I'm telling you this things cause I know he'll only listen to you just tell him to stay here for one week we need him I'm requesting you taehyung. I understand his feelings he don't want to break his promise that he made to his son. But still if things continue like this, we will lose everything.

Suga was saying and tae was listening everything with teary eyes, jk is going through so much, he have to make everything okey he can't see him like this. "Everything will be alright hyung I promise"

With that he hang up the call, harshly rubbed his face this is not the time for crying. He has a lot of work to do now.

Tae is waiting for jk in the dinning table with a sleepy gguki in his hand, today jk is taking too much time. After sometime he come to the dining table with a swollen face. Tae's heart ache seeing him like this.

"Sorry for the late, it's pretty late you should feed gguki and thanks for waiting" jk said in raspy voice. "It's okay come have your dinner" tae said and started to feeding gguki. He observed jk's expression thorough the side eyes seems like he is not excited to see the food he didn't even realised everything is his favourite he is just eating like a robot eyes fixed on the plate. Tae was staring at him but he moved away when jk looked up to him "you also eat"

"I'm eating see" tae took a spoonful food in his mouth. Jk nodded and again looked down, feeling like the food is stuck in his throat, the food is indeed special cause everything is his favourite but sadly it's a coincidence cause everything tae made must be for bogum.

"Suga hyung called you when you were in bathroom" tae informed.

"Okey I'll call him after eating" he said in a low voice still looking down.

They somehow finished their food, tae made everything thought about a proper dinner but nothing happened like this. Jk's was not in good condition tae could feel it. They didn't say a word expect those important sentences. After finishing the food jk took gguki to bedroom and tae cleaned the dining area. After cleaning everything when he entered the bedroom he heard tensed voice of jk from the balcony must be talking with suga hyung. Tae quietly climb up on the bed laying down on his place. When gguki realise his presence he started to moving closer to him and nibbling on his clothed chest. Tae let out sigh and took out his tshirt, and gguki immediately latched to him. Tae laying there caressing gguki's soft hair waiting for jk. After sometime jk's voice stop he staring at shadow thorough the white curtain everything is clearly visible with this low light of the night lamp. Tae can see how jk harshly rubbing his face and standing there like a statue. After good ten minutes he come inside closing the window glass. Tae could not decide what should he say or ask or it's the right time for that after thinking too much he end up closing his eyes.