There is a dead silence the sudden guilt in seojoon's mind now eating him out he looked at jk whose teary eyes fix on the direction from where tae gone. He moved forward to jk...

"Jungkook I'm sorry" he said while lower his eyes, jk snapped out from his thoughts and angerly glance at seojoon.

"It was all my fault, I was selfish I was so blind to make him mine that I forgot how badly this could hurt him "

Like seojoon confessed all his deeds how he fell into Lisa's trap how they made the paln how he laid to jk how he humiliated tae how he create every situation to tore them (teakook) apart, about the night, and how he confessed tae and kissed him without his contest how tae strictly said he loved someone else but he didn't stop (seojoon) he again follow him and create a big misunderstanding between them.

"Tae was always loyal to you cause he loves you very much and that thing made me very angry and I did those horrible things to you guys, cause of my stupidity I hurt my love " with that seojoon felt a sharp pain on his jaw. He looked at jk who is faming in anger, he harshly grabbed his coller

"Why!!! why you did this to us? And don't say the word 'my love' with you filthy mouth you fucker!!!!!" He shout like angry beast and then suddenly he turn to lisa before she could say anything he slapped her hard "if something happens with him I'll kill you for sure"

"I don't have time now but I'll make sure you guys regret for your every deeds" he angerly spat out and give them last glance before ran from there.

Jk ran out of the school area looking here and there the fear in his eyes is clear, there is not much people so he could ask about tae cause the school has already started. Then he saw jimin running towards him with a worride face "jk what happened with tae, why he was running like this I called him but he didn't heard I think he was crying, do you know anything did someone do something with him "

Jk gulped at his questions "no one but it's...." Jk couldn't complete but jimin burst out "omg then his parents must have done something with him!"

Jk rose his eyes "his parents? What do you mean?". Jimin sigh a little "look jk it's not my place to tell you but seeing tae's condition I think somthing bad happened to him, he never told us but his parents abused him since he was twelve or thirteen" seeing jk's shoking face jimin understand what jk want to say but jimin again started "and I came to know about it like one month ago I mean he has no plan to tell it was just an accident " jimin said him everything how he came to know about it but not the reason.

Jk just stands there listening everything like a statue, unknowingly the tears rolling down from his eyes, the more he listens, the more tears come out of his eyes "and w.. why do they do this? Jk ask with a shakey voice.

"Cause they disgust by him" jimin said with a little angry tone. Hearing the disgust word he gulped hard "w...why...?"

Jimin sigh for nth time "I think it'll be better if tae tells you by himself". Jk grabbed his hand "pls jimin tell me the reason I think I lost my place to ask him after what I had done pls jimin I'm begging you pls... I.. I..." He burst into tears. Jimin couldn't understand why he behaving like this he decided to ask him but later for now he wants to tell jk cause how he helplessly requesting it melt his heart "I don't know jk if you believe it or not I am telling you what tae told me that day I mean he said that he can get pregnant"

Jk looking hella confuse "he...? Pregnant....?

Jimin understand other situation "ok don't freak out listen to me carefully first and yes he can pregnant it's a rare case at the age of twelve his parents found out about it and since then they started to abuse him disgust by him throwing hurtful words towards him and hurted him physically also and you know what is the most sad part that he didn't even know why suddenly his parents change and it took many years to understand him, he is very strong...."

Now jk realised everything why tae always ask for protection even that day how he was begging to stop. But how he refused and said lots of hurtful words, how he insulted his love....

'Love...' suddenly the reality hit him he again burst into tears "jimin I... I love h ..him so much I did a big mistake I hurt my love I hurt him so badly I was so stupid pls jimin help me I want to apologise him I know he'll not forgive me but I'll try till my last breath" he was blabbering nonstop, now jimin can guess something he hugged jk to calm him down after he calm down jimin ask carefully what's the matter and jk said every single thing from the start, hearing that jimin felt little anger towards jk but seeing his condition he didn't say anything.

"Let's find him first, I think he ran towards his house I mean it's not his family problem and he must be heartbroken by now, I can tell without knowing that he is crying his heart out and I guess he is at home, beside that where else he will go? Let's go to his house" jimin said to jk who didn't say anything but eagarly nodded his head.

"You wait, I'm bringing my car" jk whipped his tears and again ran back to the parking lot

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They both are now in front of tae's house, jk walked to the door leaving jimin into the car, he didn't think for once before press the door bell, and immediately someone open the door it is tae's mother. Tae's mother scane jk head to toe little did she know who is the ravenette but still she ask "yes..?"

Jk felt anger seeing tae's mother who abused his won son, but he control it he cleared his throat "is taehyung at home?" He politely ask.

"No he is not home, you can go" tae's mother also replied with a annoying tone. But her eyes got widen when jk suddenly passed by her in the house and started to calling by tae's name...

"Tae...? Taehyung...? Baby....? Jk was busy roaming his eyes all over the house when someone put a hand on his shoulder. He turn around...

"What do you think you are doing young man, it not good to entered someone's house without their permission" tae's father ask with a calm voice but anger clear in his eyes.

Jk looked at said man feeling like to kill this person "oh did it hurt your pride, then I'm happy you know a father like you who abuse his own child they deserve worst, you should thank God I just entered and still kept my patience " his father gulped by jk's angry eyes. After that he didn't said anything and ran to upstairs. There was one room with slightly open door jk pushed the door and entered there and he immediately understood that it's tae's room cause first of all the room smell like tae.

Jk carefully check the room that was not that big, he checked the bathroom also "if he is not here then where else he could be" he was muttring while his eyes roaming around, somthing caught his attention a dustbin beside his bed and there is a little dairy he picked up it. He open the dairy and started to reading it was tae's handwriting. After reading twenty pages jk understood that tae wrote down all special moments of his life during past two years and mostly about him (jk). He unknowingly smiled while remaining those old memories. He turn over the page and then the reality hit him, tae wrote about jk's birthday wish and here jk feeling ashamed of himself....

I still didn't get it what does that mean, he want me as his birthday gift. He said that we are now friends with benefits... I don't even know what kind of benefits is this but I trust him... And I'm happy cause he is happy..... Kook ♡

Today we did something I mean the benefits things we can call it sex so basically we had sex.... Yes sex I wanted to call it making love but we are not in a relationship we are just friends with benefits according to him.. Nevertheless I'm happy cause he is my first in everything, as long as it's him I'm okay with everything....

And he praised my body he said I'm beautiful he took good care of me... Ohh god I love him...♡ •⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•

Okey so now days I'm behaving wierd like seriously how could I behave like before I mean after those intimating things I can't help but blush hard around him and the situation got occurred, he can't stop his hands from me.... We are clingy but those touched were not inocent anymore...... But I'm happy ◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠

We did it many times but still I feel shy I don't know why but I can't help it..◕⁠દ⁠◕

Today I met with seojoon hyung, I'm happy to met him after long time, and he still adors me like before he always cares for me like a big brother I'm very lucky to have him as a big brother.

Sorry to me cause I'm writing after long time, lots things has happened and I love to write only happy moments. During those time there is nothing special expect one thing I lied to kook..... I'm sorry kookie I promise I'll tell you everything when you'll be free from your office work.... ♡

Again sorry to me it's now even very long time, and I didn't write anything cause I love to write only the happy moments and during past month there is no happy moments in my life but today I'm happy that's why I'm writing

I'm happy cause I'm pregnant and the father is kookie. I don't want to remember how I got pregnant cause the memory is horrible but still I'm happy. My parents want me to abort it, I'm afraid of kookie's reaction. I'm feeling very lonely so helpless but still I'll not give up, I'll love my baby more than anything... He said he disgust me but I love him ♡

Jk closed the dairy, he is now sobbing hard pressing the book against his chest "I.. I ca... can't an... anymore. What I'll d...do now" he ran downstairs ignoring tae's parents presence he started to ran here and there inside the house after searching for ten minutes he looked at tae's parents with helpless eyes "where did you hide him!!?"

His father narrowed his eyes "we have no time for those hide and seek game"

Jk now feeling angry "if something happens with him or my child I'll kill you first with my bare hands"

"Oh wait wait so you are the another sinner, his sex partner the father of his mistake" Mr Kim mocked before he could say anything jk angerly grabbed his collare "don't you dare to say my child a mistake!! You fucking understood!!?"

His father still looking at jk's angry eyes he let out a dry chuckles "calm down my boy, look we didn't hide him neither do anything with him. I think he ran away, in the morning I asked him to take the medicine but he ran out and as long as I remember I told him not to come here again with that mistake and he is no longer my son that's at"

Jk couldn't anymore he angerly pushed on the floor "my baby is not any mistake!!!" He shout top of his lungs and left from there.

Jimin stare at jk with hopeful eyes "where is he?"

"He is not here, let's go to jin hyung shop I think he will be there" jk said and hurriedly got up into the car then drove away from there.

They both carelessly ran inside the shop "hyung is tae here?" Jk desperately ask to jin who was arranging some boxes. Jin confusely looked at him "taehyung!? I think it's been one month I didn't met him even haven't talked with him, why?" He worridly ask.

"Oh god what will I do now " jk sweating bad harshly rubbing his face, fear was clear all over his face. Jimin put his hand on jk's shoulder tried to comfort him. Jin worridly looked at them "what happened? Why are you guys looking so tensed?" Jimin let out a long sigh it's not time to tell others but jin hyung genuinely care for tae so he decided to tell jin but later though the things will be complicate to understand for him.

"I'll tell you everything hyung but later for now tae is missing and we are trying to find him" as jimin said Jin's eyes got widen "what do you mean by missing? " Jin was going to say something but jk started to walked from there taking both of their attention.

"Jk where are you going" jimin ask. "I've to find him jimin, I'll call you later" jk said and left from there jimin didn't stop him decided to search for tae at other places.

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It's now almost 11:40 pm Jeon couple, sitting in their living area, mr jeon continuously looking at his phone and mrs jeon worridly staring at the main door. Tension, eagerness clear on their face. They are waiting for their son who left at nine o'clock in the morning and has not returned yet, according to them he was never this late he always returns home at 10pm no matter what but today they are worried cause it's going to be twelve at midnight and their son still hasn't returned but also their another son taehyung is missing this is what jimin told them when he came here for jk He waited till nine o'clock then left for home but before that he again and again request them to inform him when jk returns. They were repeatedly asking him about tae's missing but jimin didn't say any farther cause he feel like it's not his place to tell them....

After waiting for long time they heard the sound of car horn, mrs jeon didn't waste any time and ran towards the door he hurriedly open the door revealing a tired jk whose eyes are swollen, face is pale, messy hair looking so broken.

"Where is taehyung?" This is the first question mrs jeon ask looking at his broken son. Jk didn't looked at parents face for once he slowly walked in ignoring all the worried stares getting from his parents "atleast eat something" his mother said almost a request tone her voice seems cracking. Jk stop in his way "I'm tired mama" he replied in a horse voice. Hearing this words his mother press her palm on her mother don't want to break down infront of her already broken son. Mr jeon embrace her "we can talk with him tommorow" they seeing jk slowly walking upstairs. Mrs jeon now let out a little sob "can't you see how much he going through how could I see my baby's sufferings"

Jk is lying on his back eyes fixed on the celling the whole room is dark nothing can be seen properly but the tears in his eyes are clearly visible which are shining even in this darkness.

Jk closed his eyes when he heard the sound of door opening. Last drop of tears rolled down from those eyes he don't want to know anyone, He has committed the sin so he has to bear the consequences alone.

His mother carefully entered the room slowly walked towards the bed and turned on the the table lamp then moved her gaze to the lying boy she let out a long sigh. She slowly sat down near him lovingly brushing his hair from the forehead kissed on his close eyes "everything will be fine" she whispered gently caressing his hairs.

Jk couldn't hold anymore he let out a sobs this is what he was longing for it's okay to cry infront of her. "H..how..?" He choked on tears. His mother hurriedly whipped his tears "don't worry baby we will find him soon" jk looked at her with blurry eyes he hugged her waist and hide his face on her lap "mom I'm afraid" his voice muffle. His mother gently cress his messy hair trying to comfort him "he will be okey". She couldn't find any other words to comfort him .

"I'm afraid mom for him for the baby" hr paused a little his mother just listened and said nothing "you know mom I'm going to be a father, I can't wait to see him or her I'll love him very much through all this sufferings I'm happy... I know I had done an unforgettable mistake I hope they will forgive me " with that he started to sobbing hard his mother also crying seeing her son's misery, she still doesn't understand about which baby his son talking about who are they. She wanted to ask about those shoking things but not now only decided to comfort him "he will I know him" she rubbed his back to calm him down.

"You don't understand mom even if you listen, you could also never forgive me" he looked at his mother with tearful eyes somewhere he also wants to tell his mother wants to lighten his mind even a little bit.

His mother couldn't control the urge to ask "then tell me I also want to know what unforgettable things my son had done" his mother strictly ask tears in her eyes jk couldn't stare at her eyes for longer he lowered his eyes and put her head on her lap and started to tell everything decided not to hide anything from her, he said every single thing while crying hardly.

He finished with great difficulty waiting for his mother to say something. His mother looked at him with shoking eyes, she couldn't believe in his ears how could her son do that she want to scold his son, but she has no heart to showing anger on her already broken son.

When he realised his mother was not saying anything he again started to cry historically "I'm sorry mom" rapidly saying sorry.

His mother snapped out of her thoughts hearing the loud sobs, she sadly sigh and kissed on his hair " you did wrong son, but I'm happy that you realised your mistake. We have to find him the time will be very difficult for him being a mother is not easy, find him soon... He is very strong You are very lucky to have him kook"

"You are right mom I'm very lucky..." He almost whispered

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