(M)

Jk dragged him in the washroom and locked the door with a loud voice. Tae is now trembling in fear, he slowly looked down biting his lips to stop the crying sounds he could feel jk started to walking towards him his heart is beating even more faster.

Jk grabbed tae's chin harshly making him whimper in pain he looked up at jk with swollen eyes he can see other's dead angry face this is the first time tae is seeing him like this. It's not that jk whome he loved his eyes there is no mercy...

Jk roamed his eyes head to toe and again looked at the eyes, tae whimper by this dead glar. Jk's hand still on his chin. He moved his face closer to tae there nose touching with each other "so tell me was he good? Was he good more than me? If you want that so bad you could have ask me didn't I satisfied you that you want new one...tell me?" Jk gritted his teeth tae tightly closed his eyes but tears rolling down from his close eyes he still didn't get what jk was talking about but he have no courage to ask him. The person whom he always want near to him but right now he want to go away from that same person.

Tae was going to say something but jk's next word shoked him like hell out "you know why I take you here cause I want to show you who is the best.... such a slut you are " and he understood everything single thing, what seojoon was tried to do and what jk was talking about he opened his shoking eyes "ko...mmm"

Before tae could say something jk harshly smashed his lips making tae's eyes wide in shoked . Jk started to kissing him aggressively he was so much angry that he he started to harshly sucking and biting his lips making them bleed. Tae whimpered between the kiss try not to open his mouth making jk more angry he backed away from the kiss grabbed his fistful hair "what!!? huu!? didn't you like my kiss? He kissed good right but I'll make sure you forgot his kiss after mine" saying that he again attack on the lips he forcefully entered the toung started to exploring every inch of it. Tae put his both hands on his chest trying to push him away but tae was too weak for that.

Jk has been kissing him for straight five minutes with full of harshness, after sometime tae stop to pushed him

Because he knows there is no use. He couldn't do anything to stop him just tears rolling down from his eyes while he tightly fisting jk's clothed chest. Tae now felt like he would faint for lack of oxygen the fist around other's chest loosing slowly, jk understood the situation. He pulled tae by his waist and broke the kiss looked at other's dizzy eyes "you can't even take this much but it's not end here there is left many things" tae couldn't say anything his throat was burning due to the crying.

Jk moved his gaze from the swollen eyes cause he knows very well if he stare at them for long time he'll again fall into his trap. He touched his neck "so he kissed you there, must have some hickeys" he lowered his hand to the chest touched the swells but suddenly he remember something and he widened his eyes " he must have touched you everywhere right ? He kissed there he..h..he...." Jk took off tae's hoodie. Tae whimpered by the coldness "k..kook wh.... what are y... you saying " tae hiccuping hardly his words can't be hear clearly.

Jk roaming his eyes all over tae's body like a beast trying to find any sign of other's sins but he didn't find anything "so cleaver you are right, didn't let him to mark you but I'll mark every inch of your body so whenever you see them you will remember me you will remember how you betreal me how much slut you are" saying that he attack tae's neck strated to biting there he continued to do this until he make a hickeys it looks like blood might come out of it at any time, and he made many more like this on tae's neck until he satisfied. Tae didn't let out even a single sound from his mouth scared to make other more angry.

Jk moved down to his chest give a harsh squeeze on tae's left swells. Tae whimper in pain, jk didn't give any time and sucked there hardly he continued with biting, sucking and abusing on the swells. Tae kept sobbing his one hand pressing on the mouth trying to control his sobs.

Jk again kissed on tae's lips forcefully entered his lips hardly sucking his toung. Then turned him around and pushed on the sink now tae back facing him his heart beating faster he can already scence about what's going to happen he struggled to turned around but jk didn't let he harshly press tae's body to the sink. Before he could process anything jk harshly pulled down his sweatpants along with boxer, tae widened his eyes now he struggled more to turned around but it makes jk more angry "what!?? It's not new for you who always whoring around" he grabbed tae's back head and pressed onto mirror.

Tae started crying loudly, everything is hurting his (jk) words, his actions but what he more afraid of the secret his secret. If he does something in anger somthing that he can never tell anyone he got more scared "k..ko..kook we.. d.. don't h..ha . have co..ndo..doms, I..I don't w...want it...pls s..stop" tae blabbering while crying hard. Jk stare at the trembling figur with shoking eyes "you..! Still wants condoms a slut like do care for this things oh sorry I almost forgot that you are very cleaver, you afraid of doing it without that right? Then I'll do it without any protection " saying that he unzipped his own parents ignoring all the request of others he entered himself without any warning making tae scream loudly...

"Ahhh...agghhhh pls p..pull it o..out it's h...hurting..... hurting s..so m.. much..."

Jk grabbed his chin from behind and whispered in tae's ear in deep voice "that's what I want to hurt you, it's nothing in front of my wounds which you made in my heart "

Jk started to thrusting in inhuman speed. Tae tightly grabbed the sink cause of how fastly his body jerking. Tae is biting his own hand trying to control his loud scream. He let out a muffle sound when he came untouched.

Tae started to begging him to stop when he realised jk increased the speed even more and about to come. He don't want jk to come inside him, but jk didn't not stop he came into tae with a little whimper.

Tae feeling like his mind is not working anymore feeling so scared but again his breath hitched when he felt the movement in his sore hole.

"I'm not done yet..."

This is now fifth time tae came untouched and jk three times and every time filled tae up. Every time tae beg him to stop, to slow down but jk did it roughly. Tae can't feel his lower part, he started to lossing his scence cause of overstimulation.This kind of things always mix of pleasure and pain for him but today it's not like that he could feel only pain. His legs felt like jelly his body slowly started to fall down but jk hold him by his waist still into him jk is panting heavily cause of third orgasam he was about to move but stopped by tae's loud sobbing sound "p...pls... I can't a...any...more it's h... hurting pls...pls..." Tae started to crying hard and continuously begging to stop grabbing jk's one hand. By now, his anger has subsided a little, he felt something seeing other crying like this but he again buried the feelings in his heart... The guilt he didn't let it come out.

He pulled out cleaned both of them while tae was just sniffing still on same place, tae was doing whatever jk says if he said to turned around he does if he said to up his hands he does like this he obeyed his every words but didn't said anything. After cleaning jk gave him his shirt "wear your clothes!" Tae didn't complain anything he did as jk said. He wore his dress completely jk was just just observing him but tae didn't looked at jk for once.

"Now follow me and stop your acting"

Tae didn't feel hurt anymore he used to it now he harshly whipped his tears and ready to walk but whimper in pain but hurriedly stop his mouth don't want to hear any hurtful words.

Jk open the door then goes to the whimpering tae he showed his back and said to get up. Tae didn't say anything he just obeyed. He slowly wrapped his arms on jk's neck not that tight want to nuzzle on his nape but situation is not like before so he slightly put his chin on his shoulder feeling exicuzed.

But didn't not realise when he fell asleep.

When he wake by jk's voice he realised he is in jk's car and the car standing infront of his house. "Do I have to give you extra invitation" jk said rudely.

Tae sigh " no thanks" said in a raspy voice with that he got out from the car without any glance at jk he walked towards his house.

Jk staring at the leaving figure, he didn't like it, how he didn't glance at him for once, how he didn't protesting anything, not even sniffing this bothered jk very much. He stared hoping that tae would truned back but he didn't . Jk let out a long sigh rubbing his face, he is not into his right mind, after staring at blank space for sometime he drove away from there.

* * *

It's been two weeks, tae didn't join the school every day jk comes school and secretly looks for tae. He don't have courage to call him after what he had done he still hasn't forgiven him but that day in bathroom he did too much he could feel like somthing is wrong with tae but don't know what to do. After waiting for one week he hesitantly aks jimin if he knows something but jimin said he messaged him about four two weeks ago tae replied that he was little busy with his parents work and that was the last he talked with him. Also jimin was very surprised that jk is asking him about tae but he didn't questioned. As jk ask he again called tae infront of him but tae's phone is switched off.

Now jk is getting more worride but didn't express it.

Jk wait for another week, but still he didn't show up jk decided to go to tae's workplace. At 7:30 pm jk drove to the flower shop he hide his car behind another car he waited there 8:30 but there was no trace of tae he could not think anymore he ran towards the shop searching for jin hyung, he saw jin standing in the counter "hyung when was tae last came here?"

Jin didn't expect him here, he aks confusely "hey how are you?"

"I'm fine, just tell me when he was last here?" Jk eagerly ask.

"It's been three weeks he didn't joined about three weeks ago he messaged me that he was busy with some work he will join after some days, a week ago I called him but his phone was switched off, is everything ok?" Jin worridly ask.

"I think he is really busy, ok thank you hyung bye " he said and walked from there.

It's now already 11 pm, jk entered his room tiredly lay down on the bed. He drove his car to tae's house from Jin's shop, he waited in front tae's house for 2 hours hoping if could seen tae for once but nothing happened the house is looking so dull, he thought many times about ringing the bell but every time he stopped himself thinking about his tae, he doesn't want to trouble him more. He already decided that he'll wait till tomorrow if tae don't show up he'll surly go to tae's house or send jimin. He is worried so fucking much...

* * *

On the other hand

After that day when jk drop him to his house he silently entered into the house, his parents were not home he ran to his room and cried his heart out, don't know why but he can't say that I hate you jungkook... I hate you for what you had done with me ... You broke me totally....

"I don't hate you kooki I never can... I'm just hurt.... You hurt me so much, I wanted to explain you but you didn't give me the chance....I'm feeling hurt my heart is hurting.... I'm afraid if something happens...."

Tae sitting on the corner of his dark room pulling his legs to his chest mumbling himself with trembling body. He is not crying anymore, there is no more tears in his eyes. There is just a unknown fear all over his mind.

At night his parents called him that they will not return home for the next two days something came up. Tae is glad that he is alone now.

Next day he was not in the condition to join the school, he couldn't sleep the whole night even a bit. He is not feeling well mentally and physically both he has no energy to move his mussels. He spent his all day by sitting, laying and looking at the blank space.

He messaged jimin and jin informing them he'll be busy for somedays. As his parents said they came home next day evening he hurriedly started to cocking for them. At the dinner table he was serving and his parents was eating his parents were talking with each other he was just standing next to them. Suddenly his father looked at him tae nervously lowered his eyes Even without looking, he realises that his father is staring at him his nervousness increasing with the time.

"Taehyung come closer!" His father called anger clear in his eyes. His mother confusely looked at her husband. Tae slowly moved to his father.

"What are these?" His father ask in a angry tone while pointing at his neck. His mother moved her gaze to his to the pointing finger and her eyes widened. He got up from her sit and slapped him on cheek. Tae didn't show any reaction he took time for process everything then he realised his neck there is full of hickeys he forgot to cover them, what he'll do now his parents will surely do something bad today.

"You are whoring around!!" His mother shout at him grabbing his hair

He whimpered little tears rolling down from his close eyes, he don't know what to say he can't lai anymore everything is infront of them. Then suddenly tae's phone rang on the dining table his father looked at the phone screen "chimi!" His father mocked and threw the phone the floor. Tae tightly shut his eyes this was his first and maybe last phone. His mother again pulled his hair making him whimper but his father stopped her "you are not going anywhere from now on just stay inside the house, if you dare to step out from the door I'll throw you out from this house, understood!!"

Tae don't know what to say should he begged them atleast to allow him attend the exam, he nervously looked at his father with teary eyes "fa.... father the f..final exam is n..next month pls just le..." But he couldn't complete his sentence a hard slap land on his face.

"I don't want to hear anything just do what I say!!!" His father gritted his teeth then left from there with his mother following behind.

Tae knelt down there collect the broken pieces of his phone from the floor. He stare at those broken pieces and started to crying his heart out. The phone was the last thing he had that carries all his old memories. His friends, their silly moments, the nature, special places, his love, his kookie, bunny kookie, cute kookie, hot kookie, sexy kookie, sleepy kookie, angry kookie, whiny kookie, scary kookie.... Everything he loved to capture this types of photos and whenever he was sad this photos helped him to light his mood. But now that all gone tae feeling very lonely he have nothing.... His parents, his kookie no one love him they just hate him... he was thinking this while crying his heart out.

As his fast said, he can't go out of the house always stays at home mostly in his room. Do whatever his parents say don't want to make them angry. He wants to contect with his friends, but it's not possible cause now days his parents don't go for any business trip his mother always stays in home and order him around.

It's already passed one and half week like this tae feeling depressed there was no one talk to him. He missed his friends his love but he is helpless.

Now it's evening time, tae in the kitchen making dinner his mother standing next to him making some drinks for her. But suddenly tae felt little dizzy he grab the counter and closed his eyes he hurriedly slashed water on his face before his mother could notice anything, something hit his mind his heart skip a beat, he is just standing there feeling scared very scared. His mother suspeciouly glance at him before leaving from there.

After that day tae tried to find a single chance to get out from the house atleast for fifteen minutes but his mother is always home.

After waiting for one week he finally get the chance this morning his parents both left for the office they will return at night. Tae hurriedly finished all the work in the house and went out for the medical shop.

He returned home with a packet in his hand he slowly walked to his room tightly locked the door. Nervously took out the things from the packet he stare at the things for sometime tears rolling down from his eyes, he close the teary eyes fisting the things "I..i can't do it I'm scared" he sat down on his bed while sobbing hard.

He couldn't sleep whole night just thinking about all the aspects that could have happen to him maybe in next few days.

"The stick is with me I should check it" he got up from the bed looked at the table clock It's now 5:47 after long debating with his mind he decided to check it, he entered the bathroom...

After good ten minutes he came out from the bathroom tightly fisting the pregnancy stick in his hand, his body is sweating very much heart beat getting fast don't want to open his fist he has no courage to see the result but he had to do it. He nervously looked at the stick there is two red line and he wasn't surprised at all he just closed his eyes tears coming from those close eyes feeling numb. He couldn't even feel the moment properly when he heard a loud bang on his door, he got surprised cause it too early in the morning.

"Taehyung wake up!!" His mom calling. Tae widened his eyes feeling horrible he hurriedly trying to hide the stick his mind was not working cause his mother continuously banging the door so he hide the stick inside a book which was on the edge of table. And then open the door nervously looked at his mother " what happened mother"

"Actually yesterday I forgot to tell you that to make the breakfast early morning cause we are leaving within one our so don't waste time and come fast " his mother said and left from there and tae follow her forgot about the book which he thought he will hide it safely later.

After sometime he finished with cocking and serve their breakfast. After they finish their breakfast he started to doing the dishes.

"Taehyung where you put the box that you received two days ago" his mother asked from behind. Tae turn his face take time for remember something "oh mother I put it in my room under the table wait I'll bring it for you" he was going to leave but his mother stop him "no need I'll go you do your work" saying that his mother left from there tae nodded and again went back to his work. But suddenly something came into his mind he leave the dishes in half way and ran towards his room. But when he almost in front of his door he heard a loud sound somthing drop on the floor and he froze on his place, wrap his hands around the stomach trying not to cry and slowly walked to door of his room and seeing the front scene he closed his eyes letting the tears come from those close eyes.

..........................

Thank you 💜