I was slowly starting to get impatient when suddenly the door handle twisted, and the man at who's sight I literally have the urge to let him kiss me and do anything he wants to me for the whole eternity entered the backroom.

How can one desire someone else so bad?

A pleasant warmness spread in my chest once we locked eyes, but apparently he also got very impatient up on the stage while waiting until he can kiss me again, so we only stayed like that for two seconds before he smashed his lips onto mine.

All the heavy tension that has bottled up in me as I watched him being his hot self on the stage, doing another gig with the band, found its way out in the way I kissed him. We've been trying to do it secretly every time he's doing a show, but I seem to almost lose control right there, in front of all the people, while he just strums that son of a bitch guitar, pretending he doesn't know what he's doing to me when he winks in my direction.

He didn't stay too much behind with expressing his lust, messily and passionately kissing me back, only for also his hands to go down and grab my waist, hip and squeeze my thigh wildly, like he hasn't seen me in thousand years instead of 10 minutes, making me moan into his mouth. That's when I realized.

He's gonna be the fucking end of me.

My heart beat incredibly fast as we barely made it to the sorta make-up table, and before I knew I was sitting on it, tossing some things off and placing my legs around Johnny's hips to bring him as close as possible, now making him moan in my mouth.

"I missed you," he breathed out between kisses, and my heart did a flip. I wonder what I did to deserve him.

"I missed you, too. Horribly." I replied, cupping his face with my hands while his cupped my ass. I knew something was about to go down, because neither of us has been so goddamn eager before, but honestly I couldn't care less. I mean, I do care, I just wasn't so nervous. I trust Johnny like no one else in this cruel world.

When we stopped to get some air, I noticed how his eyes darkened. I only saw this look when we were making out, but tonight it was more intense than ever. I tightened my grip around his waist at the thought of what might happen, and he just smirked a little, leaning down to kiss me again.

His tongue didn't even have to ask for permission anymore as my lips parted automatically, letting him in. I know it's sounds lowkey disgusting to have someone else's tongue in your mouth, but it feels so amazing I had to grab his bicep to compose myself. There, another thing that could make me do anything. His arms. And the way his muscles flexed as he played the guitar.

Again, how can I desire someone so much? And why I haven't done that before in my life?

I didn't know if it was only me who felt that the room was getting a little bit too hot, until Johnny tugged at my t-shirt. I let him take it off without any hesitation. He groaned in satisfaction as his hand cupped my breast through my bra, making me have goosebumps all over my body.

I accidentally brushed some of my bare inner thigh, since I was wearing shorts, against the rough material of his jeans and the zipper, and I thought I'll explode. I can't explain, but it somehow turned me on so much I wanted nothing more than rip those fucking clothes off of him.

We both suddenly broke the kiss when the sound of ringing and vibrating filled the room. I could perfectly feel it under my right calf; it was Johnny's phone in his pocket.

He groaned, hiding his face in the crook of my neck. Of course, Johnny wouldn't be Johnny if he hadn't placed at least three butterfly kisses there, making me shiver.

"Who's that?" I asked as the phone kept ringing.

"Alice, I think. I told them to call me when we have to play again." he replied, resting his head on my shoulder.

I leaned forward and pulled out his phone, not thinking much (not like I even could do that while having Johnny so close I felt heat radiating from him) and hanging up without even answering. I silenced the phone by the way.

He raised his head, looking at me confused. I wasted no time in cupping his face and bringing him closer so I could kiss him gently. This one felt different and softer, and I found myself feeling something weird. It reached deep into the pit of my stomach and exploded all over my brain, being another level of pleasure. Maybe not pleasure, but definitely something that made this man feel even more like home, if that's possible.

I slowly pulled away. A weird silence fell after, and Johnny looked at me in a way where I undoubtedly knew he felt the same. Felt, yes, but what? Something that meant far, far more than attraction to one another.

He opened his mouth to say something but I kissed him again and it quickly got more passionate, like before. My hands went under his shirt and caressed the soft skin on his torso. I noticed his muscles tensed and he hummed into the kiss, making me smile.

"Don't flatter yourself, your hands are just cold." he said playfully and I grinned even more.

My right hand found his belt and, like on its own, slowly wandered down. He left my lips and kissed my cheek, finally letting out a shaky breath near my ear when my hand rested against the lower part of his zipper. Oh my god-

I wanted so bad, and actually was about to do it, to press down and make Johnny go even crazier, when suddenly the door opened. Yes, the door. Right in front of me.

"Johnny, how ma-" Alice swung the door open, and both of our eyes shot wide open before he covered his with his hand, hurriedly leaving the room. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I promise I didn't see anything."

Johnny abruptly raised his head and looked behind him, pure surprise painted on his face.

Only now I realized I'm actually in my bra, and I quickly grabbed my t-shirt to cover myself up. Alice already had left the room when me and Johnny looked at each other. The only words spoken at that time was him muttering:

"Fuck."

I looked around with nervousness playing in my lower belly, gazing at all the people present. Alice, Jerry, Jack, Elsie. We still waited for Joe though, he said he quickly needs to go to the bathroom. From all our friends probably only Alice knew what we want to say. I've made few awkward eye-contacts with him, and it was driving my stress crazy. I had a whole army of what-if thoughts.

We made sure the place we were sitting at wasn't filled with people. We only heard muffled sounds of music playing and no one seemed to be around. It was already after the band has finished playing for the evening.

Me and Johnny decided it's time the closest to us need to get to know about us dating, but we definitely still want to wait with making it completely public in the press.

Johnny and I sat on one side of the table while the other ones sat mostly opposite of us. I looked at them and wondered how they'll react; will they be angry? disappointed? happy?

Joe finally came back and I squeezed Johnny's hand under the table.

"What is it that you guys wanna tell us?" Elsie asked, sipping on her drink. I breathed in deeply.

"Well," I briefly glanced at Alice, who was already looking at me. "We wanted to announce something."

Jack's eyes went wide. Oh no, that's a bad sign.

"Johnny and I.. We're dating. For over a month now." I said and squeezed Johnny's hand again. Strongly. I hoped he doesn't mind though, because I couldn't look at him right now. I had to observe the reactions.

Dead silence. Dead fucking silence. My heart dropped for a moment.

"For real?" Alice asked with an unreadable expression. I gulped and nodded.

"Shit," Joe cursed under his breath, pulling out his wallet. He took out a 20-dollar bill and handed it to Alice. He smirked smugly.

I frowned. Johnny, however, laughed.

"God, I thought you were pregnant." Jack breathed out some sort of sigh of relief.

"Wait, wait. You guys made a bet over if we're dating?" I asked with furrowed brows and they simply nodded like it was nothing. I was stressing so bad and for what?

"We aren't really that surprised." Jerry said and others, including Elsie, agreed.

"I knew it the day I called you and you were making some noises of pretty decent pleasure." She stated and I sent her a death stare. Please so I wouldn't blush.

"We weren't-"

"Okay, okay, we don't want to hear that." Joe replied.

"I just love you guys." Johnny suddenly spoke up, chuckling lightly. I turned my head to him and noticed a smile playing on his lips. I also felt myself loosing up the grip I had on his hand.

"So, we're all cool?" I asked slowly to make sure.

"Are you kidding? I knew from the day you two met that you'll end up together. You're made for each other." Alice answered. "We all secretly rooted for your relationship."

"Of course we're cool." My head snapped to Jack that had the most chilling expression out there.

I looked over at Johnny. For the first time in a while, I felt completely calm. And for the first time, Johnny kissed me in front of our friends.

😘

🌺