Y/N's POV

Is he crying? I asked myself.

Yoongi broke the hug, letting in the coldness of air between us. He held both of my arms and look at me with his almond-shaped eyes. I don't have to questions myself anymore because those eyes were saying something to me. Tears were already bickering at the corner of his eyes and the smile he gave me was worth melting for it. I don't want to believe it but those eyes and the smile he was giving me was full of love and assurance of his presence. Could it be?

"Let's go back,"

These were the words he start with? There is a reason why I left everything behind and come here.

"I'm sorry. I'm not going anywhere." I calmly tried to answer with the nerve-racking inside of my body. I turned back showing my back at him and walking away but leaving the door open, hoping maybe this is the right choice. Yoongi calls my name, following behind. He grabs my left arm and pinned me to turn at him.

"Why not?"

He asked, sounded impatient.

I look at him, feeling like I was going to cry again. It was pain that was eating me inside but, slightly little mixed with anger. He knows why I left everything. It was because of Baekhyun. I wanted to forget about him and Yoongi knows it then why did he have to make me say it again.

"Because everything has changed, yoongi!" I shouted, "Because the thing I have done was wrong and it's over. I don't want to go back! I don't want to see any of you!" I lied, shouting my last words. In fact, I was dying wanting to see him.

He stays silent.

"I wanted it to remain this way. I don't want to go back." This was my final decision. I don't want to get involved in any other life's ever again. They were worth nothing for my life even though I have worked so so hard to be with them.

I removed yoongi hand that was holding me, and slowly step back.

"Go back yoongi," it hurt when I already said to myself that I have missed him so bad yet I have pushed him away. I turned and run up upstairs, only to get stop by him.

"Baekhyun said he was sorry! Everyone is waiting..."

I stop halfway and start shouting at him with anger he couldn't understand why I don't want to go back.

"Can't you understand I don't want to go back! I hate every single one of you! Get out of my sight. You all disgust me!" With that I run-up to my room, hiding my tears from him, leaving him alone.

Shutting myself and curled up in a ball on the bed, I cried long enough at my misery until I realized if Yoongi was still downstairs or have left.

It has already been past 2 hours since I start staring at the ceiling, motionlessly thinking if I should check on him or not.

I felt weird, weird not in a bad way but It has gone dead silent after I argued with yoongi. Even if I was the one who did the wrong thing, isn't yoongi is the first one to show his back on me as he looked at me like I was offended to his eyes? So, why is he here? Why would he reached out to me again and asked to come back? With all the questions and realizing what he did strike my heart with pain. I was wrong, he would never love someone like me who has only used him for my desire.

I decided to a have quick check on him as I slowly run down but he was nowhere, no sight of him. Realizing this was only for good, I stood still for a minute until the tears starts to form again. I couldn't bear myself with the loneliness. Everyone keeps walking away from my life.

I was going back to my room when I heard something unusual but familiar. A sound of someone sleeping peacefully. Making my way to the sound, I found yoongi sleeping on the couch. My heart flutter with joy when I saw he didn't leave.

Watching him sleeping peacefully, I walk towards him and couldn't resist touching those front hair. It was soft as it glides through my fingers. My inner conscious was yelling at me to get closer to him and I did. The warmness of his body radiates within mine. Would everything be different between us if we have met early?

Touching his forehead hairs, I was about to go back but immediately, his hand grabbed my wrist that was touching him. I fall back on my butt with the sudden interaction as it startled me.

"I can feel you breathing on my skin," He said in a low soft tune as he slowly opened his eyelids and look at me in the eyes.

I try to resist from him but he won't let me. I try to stand up but he pulled me down next to him, successfully caging me in between his arms and he even put his one leg over mine so that I couldn't run from it.

"Yoongi let me go!" I try to wriggle free but he grabs me even tighter.

He breathe out, and now it was me who can feel his hot breath against my skin, giving me the weird wanting sensation. My heart starts beating insanely and I fear that he may hear it.

"I said let me go!" I struggled, Still trying with the useless attempts. He was too strong for me.

"But you make me."

He whispered on my neck and I couldn't stop myself with the weird thing he was giving me. I stop trying and let him continue to breathe through my neck which only makes me shiver down to my spine.

He looks at me in the eye as I belong to him. I got lost in those beautiful brown Orbs as he start to move closer to my face and brushes his nose on mine, leaving only an inch between our lips, sharing the same air.

"Let go of me."

This time I didn't try to resist from him but said the words.

"Let me stay like this for a moment. I'm tired. I have to flight 9 hours to get to you."

"I didn't ask you to,"

Without saying anything he closed back his eyes, trying to sleep back. In this awkward yet heart-throbbing situation, I didn't know what to do. I stay unmoved for a second only to return back trying to get out from his arms. The silence was killing me. I love being caged between in his arms but, something wasn't just right.

I start wiggling again, trying to free myself. The couch wasn't that big enough to hold both of us unless I decided to stick to him like glue.

"If you move too much you will fall off." He said still closing his eyes but I couldn't care less of what he just said and continue to do as I please.

He got irritated and suddenly with a rough turned yoongi hover above me. His action surprises me and I started panicking at the nervous emotions.

"I said don't move." His voice sounded like a warning to my ears.

"No!"

I turned the other way, trying to break free from the side but failed.

He heaves a sighed as he whispered my name but I acted like I didn't hear him.

"I'm sorry."

Only those words stop me from trying again as I turned to look at him. Why was he sorry for? I asked myself.

"I'm sorry." He repeated.

"If you are sorry then let me go," I demand, giving him an intimate stare as much as possible, hoping that it will free me, but no, the intimating stares change into something else. I felt like both of us were exchanging unspoken words. Those little moments again whenever I get lost in those eyes.

He never fails me to feel the presence of those magical butterflies in my tummy.

"Y/n, I know, you told me not to fall for you but......I'm sorry."

He starts and I felt that I already know what he was going to say.

"I'm sorry but I can't help but fall in love with you."

I was lost in those unbelievable words until I felt a tear has drop down on my cheeks. He was crying. It was like a heart attack. I could breathe properly as my chest ached with pain.

'my ear is ringing, my ear is ringing, He did not say that he loves me.'

I start debating with myself that it was just in my head as I closed my eyes tightly, saying the words repeatedly inside my head until I start saying.

"I can hear you."

Opening my eyes, he was already smiling at me for my stupidity. The Crimson didn't fail to rush over to show yoongi.

He love me? I asked myself. Why would he love me? Is it okay to love him back? What if this doesn't work?

My heart starts beating to the extent that I couldn't take it anymore. My chest hurt with pain with a mixture of happiness. I couldn't stop my tears to run down as I hide my face with my palm.

I start crying out like a baby like always I'm with him. Frankly, I was surprised. I've imagined someone to confess their feelings to me but compared to those imaginations this was much more terrifying yet beautiful. My heart was warming that I almost lost myself.

"Y/N?"

Yoongi grow worried as he saw me crying helplessly.

This time, I didn't hesitate to put my arms around him and pulled him down closer to me. I wet his neck with my tears as I snuggle around it.

"I-i love you too, very much that It hurts."

My words were cracking but it was pure from my heart, it actually does hurt a lot.

"I love you," I repeated again.

Yoongi chuckled and pull away a little. He looks at me with the precious love I could never know but feels it. He gently wiped away the tears with his thumb and lean closer to me.

"I promise. I'll try everything to make this work." He said, his gesture makes my heart flutter more and more.

"So, we are official, right?" He said and I immediately replied in nodding my head with my lips curved in happiness.

This is what I have always long for, love.

He rubbed his nose against mine, his lips lightly brush on me, barely touching it. His action makes me want him as he looks down at my lips and back at me, asking for permission.

I pulled him, giving the green light as he lean in, giving a short, gentle kiss, and came again for more. This time our lips move more than just a passionate kiss, it was filled with love. The butterflies tinkering in my stomach as we make out.

He smiles between the kiss and pulls back to breathe. The hotness was already radiating between us. He look at me and brush off the stray hair on my face and came again for more.

This time Yoongi decided to go a little rough. I can't help but to smile in between the kiss. Both of our lips move together with the perfect sync. He bites my lower lip to go in another way, and I give in, letting in tongues to have their dance in their own world.

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Finally! Both of them confessed their love for each other!!! How was the chap?

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