"Y/N!!"

My eyes flung open with horror at the angry voice as my name echoed in the dark street. I quickly pushed Mark away and turned at the voice.

My heart beats with agony when I saw him on the other side across the road. He dashed to us as he slammed back his car door. His white teeth grinding together as his bloody veins visible with complete raged on his neck and face. He had his fist ready before he could even approach us, and that hard fist directly strick mark face with a sound of crack been produced with the interaction leaving me in horror at the man.

"What the hell do you think you are doing?!" He shouted with rage as he grabbed Mark by its collars. Mark's lower lips were bleeding down but he was uninterested in the fight Baekhyun was picking, or he neither, try to defend himself.

My lips parted as a struggle cry come out from my throat. I was already quivering with nervousness and fear but tried to get in between them hoping to separate the two but it was useless, as I was a frivolous person in front of the irate beast.

"Stop it Baekhyun!" I tried and tried even with the futile afford to stop him. The Baekhyun in front of me right now was different. I don't know who he is. His raging gaze at Mark was full of disgust, loathing, animosity, and contempt. Someone whom I have never seen flare like this, but one thing was sure, it was for his sweetheart; love.

"You bastard!!" He declared for another punch at Mark, and this time mark falls on his ass hitting the cold and rust road. It left me in horror as I have never seen baekhyun use violence against others. The sweet candy boy was taken over by a ravenous violent varmint.

"What the hell do you think you are doing, huh?!" Baekhyun bends down and clenches Mark collars again, bestowing a death glare at him.

"Wasn't seducing one woman enough that now you are after Y/n? First my fiancée and now y/n! Look, you don't know what you are getting yourself into," He instructed still holding his collar. I attempt to go in and stop him from doing any further ugly trials, but right now, I was just weak like a jelly.

He scoffed at his silence and started with a deep dark voice again, "Is it the money that you are after, huh?" He released his grip from Mark's collar, attempting for another ugly throw.

I quickly fall on my knees and stopped his bloody fist in the air, trying to protect the innocent. "Baekhyun please stop," before I know it, I was crying real bad.

"Stop please,"

I don't know why Mark was still silent? He can spill out the truth and save himself. So, why he didn't? He sat on the ground still with no attempt to get up, and with the back of his palm, he removed the blood that was escaping from his lower lip.

Baekhyun continued to make hard movements making me struggled to hold him still.

"Get out of my way, y/n!" He shouted, still looking at the person on the ground.

"Baekhyun please stop," I cried. I was sorry for mark, for putting him in this wicked state. It was me who did it, why should he face the consequence?

He switched his glance at me, "Y/N, you don't understand what this guy is plotting at," he spits it out like he understands what was going on but, no. It was me.

"I'm sorry!" I said it out loud enough for my voice and cries to echoed in the street, making him go quiet as he looked at me with perplexity. I have to confess the truth. I'm scared, scared that I'll lose baekhyun forever but I have to.

My heart beats insane hitting my chest as my mind won't stop thinking. I held my breath, and with a sweaty palm, I confessed.

"I'm sorry. i-it was me." I closed my eyes not wanting to look at the dirty gaze given to me. "I know, I shouldn't have done it. And I'm sorry."

"What do you mean?" Without even looking, I know his anger was deepening and his eyes getting darker with his voice of threat.

"It was me. I told mark to," My voice was weak and raspy as I admit the guilt, and I finally open my eyes back to look for my own remorse but I regret it right away. He had his eyes on me like I was a mere being, and no one to him.

"What do you mean you told Mark to?" He grabbed my shoulder, jerking off harshly as his nails dig into my skin and it hurt so awful. He was getting to figure it out what I mean. Only someone like me can do it. I close my eyes in notion as the tears won't stop falling.

"Say it y/n!"

I wince in pain as the irritation was increasing but, I was nowhere to free myself from his anger. I was only sorry to him.

"Don't you have any manners how to talk to a lady?" Mark jerk away Baekhyun hand from me and pushed him away. He held me as I cry and pulled me up back to my feet. "Can't you see you are hurting her!"

Baekhun just snicker at us and stood in front of us," You stay out of this. And I'm not done with you," He throws a daggered glare at mark and tries to come back at me but Mark makes his way between us and hides me behind his back like a protecting shield.

"I-I'm sorry. I was wrong." I still try to apologize, feeling guilty as I look down avoiding him cause I no longer have any guts.

"What are you trying to make up, huh, y/n? How can you be so low? You know what! you're pathetic!!!"

"Stop talking to her like that!" This time Mark grabs him by his shirt but he didn't use any violence against him.

Baekhun ridiculed, "Look, who's trying to act like a hero? Now, do I have to learn that from you?" He sneered, yanking his hand away from his shirt violently.

You're pathetic!

These words repeatedly linger inside my head as I gasped in a complete rage. All this time and years, I've got nothing from him except pain and torture. He doesn't have any clue what I have gone through because of him. Am I pathetic for all the hard work I have done? I act like unspecified and accepted all his requests and struggle just for him. I work myself to the ground just to get acclaim from him. I did everything to be happy with him and this is what I get?!

Now it questions me, should I be sorry to him or myself?

"It was because of you Beakhyun!"

I let it out loud the bitterness and walk forward from Mark's protective back and wiped the tears that had escaped from me.

He is just a loser, and I was too dumb to see through.

"Only because of you baekhyun, You're the one who turned your back on me!"

"What's that supposed to mean?! Am I the one who is wrong here now? What's this crap!!" Baekhyun growled at me but now, it doesn't affect me any longer.

I have to let it out all the sensibility, truth, and pain that I have clenched inside myself for too long.

"I have suffered way more than you have now. All these years I have had a boomerang of pain stuck in my heart and it was only because of you Beakhyun, so now when I think about it, I have no reason to be sorry!" I spoke as the anger devoured my mind and body.

"Even, it's is your fault?"

"Yes. Is that so wrong? All this would have stopped if only you have told me sooner. If only you have stop yourself from coming to me and I wouldn't get my hopes up. If only you were brave enough to say that I was not the one and rejected me, but no, you keep coming back to me because you need me for your own advantage!"

How many lame fights do I have to put up? How long did it take my dumb brain to figure this out?

I was just blind by the word love.

Sound so paradise but a parasite.

"It is wrong, y/n!"

"I couldn't care less! You apologize to me!"

While Baekhyun and I were bursting out the truth and agony that was buried deep inside our scarred heart, Mark was noiseless, listening to what our heart had been condemned and watched us getting pain & gain.

"Why would I apologize to you?!"

"Why would you choose jisoo over me? My fame, ability, and the amount of time I have known you, they're all way higher than her. So, Why wouldn't you pick me?" I raised the question with the tears beginning to bicker at the corner of my eyes again.

My heart was nowhere to slow down as it beat faster and faster, ready to rip out my chest.

I love him, or should I say, I have had Loved him. I wish it doesn't continue anymore.

"What I like is up to me! I don't care about our history y/n. Now that the truth is revealed, for a long time y/n... I've felt incredibly wrath at you! You only do what excites you. " He insulted me, giving me hard look at the end.

"Even with all that hard work? Even though I work myself into the ground so that I can get to you. I want to go back to how it was, I thought I have come so far."

"Screw that talent and hard work, you only work for your egotism. No one likes you! you are all alone. And you deserved to be alone! You are filthy, selfish, and ferocious person!!" Baekhyun spurt out in complete resentment as his veins emerge and I dug my nails into my palms with overwhelming anger taking over priority, but the pain inside me was worse.

I was so blind.

I have come a long way just for this loser?

No. I was the stupid one here.

Just because of him, I was too blind in my fantasy. Fantasy which only put me away from my reality and my emotion only being played.

I felt so much rage that my emotions were all over the place as I find myself having difficulty in breathing, my chest moving up and down rapidly. The intensity of what I was feeling burnt me inside and if I could let it out, it would cause a massive fire.

What I did next was out in pain consuming me.

I didn't even saw, or know how it happened but I felt it.

My hand burnt hot with a sting as I slapped him in the face. Really hard that even the sound echoed very clear over the neighbor. His face was turned over the side as shock reflects in him with his hand slowly went up to touch the place where I slapped him, and even the red mark was clearly print over his pale white face.

I was not sorry for what I just did and I will never be. I felt it like he deserved that slapped.

I'm sure his cheek must have stunk.

With that, I back away, making my way to my car to get the hell out of this shit.

But the next thing I saw was another person, watching over us across the road.

Yoongi.

He was here all along, yet he didn't do anything.

He had that same face. Notes, and pieces which can never be played. Same old uninterested eyes. He didn't even care to understand me before, so how can he now?

Baekhyun must be right and yoongi must have seen and felt too that I'm pathetic.

With the second of gazing at each other, I hop inside the car and drove away, never wanting to see their face again.

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