《Don't Make Me Fall For You [SUGA Fanfiction]》38. Too Late To Regret
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Yoongi's POV
I had my best back suit on as I walked through the long hallway with my exciting heart knocking at my rib cage. I breathe in and out as I stood in front of my office door before the double door open and I walked inside. I smiled when I saw y/n sitting on the opposite side of my chair.
I wonder why she wants to see me? She wouldn't just come here to return the car key. What could it be?
She was looking gorgeous like as always. Flawless and breathtaking. Everything about her makes my heart flutter with joy. But something about her was off. Her face and eyes were missing the spark. She was in her deep thought as she stared into nothing. She didn't even notice my presence when I entered the room.
"President Kim, sorry to keep you waiting. I didn't think you'd arrived unnoticed." I said, taking her attention with me as I walk over and sat down with my best smile beaming at her but she gave me the opposite.
My heart suddenly starts to beat insane again, but this time, this feeling doesn't feel right. It was an odd feeling, like something bad was going to happen and it was warning me.
Before y/n could say anything to me, she smashed her lips together showing she was nervous. She breathes out and starts, "I'm terminating our contract."
What?
"What do you mean, President Kim?" No, let's get informal with each other and clear the things out. Besides, there is no one beside us inside the office.
"Y/n," I used her name instead of the formal name. "The photoshoot project is tomorrow. And all sets and crew have already left to overseas and now you are telling me, you want to terminate our contract. Is there something wrong? You can talk about this with me." I sound worried but I tried to understand the situation calmly as my hand move over to y/n's hand on the table, caging it with mine but she yanks her hand away and heaved a sigh.
"I'm not talking about our business contract, I'm talking about the other one. You are free, Yoongi. I'm not going to involve you or make you do the crazy thing anymore. Our path ends here."
She blurted out with no emotion on her face neither did her eyes say anything. She was serious.
I scoffed away as it seems like a joke, "You got to be serious on this thing, y/n. After when we have come so far-" she cut me off.
"I have come so far, not you, Yoongi. Don't get delusion of yourself." She stood up looking at me bemused and ready to leave.
"Can I ask why?" I stood up with her, trying to find out the reason and to stop her from leaving my side.
"What do you mean why? I'm fed up with you, and I'm done using you. Can't you see that? The purpose of the contract was that's it. Do I need to explain myself furthermore?"
Why is she angry at me?
"Is this about last night, that you are suddenly giving me back my freedom? Y/n, I already said I'm sorry-"
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She cut me off again.
"This isn't about last night!" She suddenly starts to shout at me and I can't find the reason why?
"You-you'd loathe me, Yoongi. If I told you the reason why? I don't want you anymore." She gave her last word as her eyes pierced me with different emotions. Hate, anger, and pain. Why would she be in pain because of me?
Her high heel clicking against the floor between the silence she left me alone without even giving a glance back as I stared at her gone figure.
So,..that's it. My ties with her end today? Those little fake date doesn't mean anything to her even a little bit? What am I supposed to do now?
NO! This isn't yet over. I'm going to start all over again. I can't let go of her when I know what bad thing is coming her way. Mistakes have already been made but I want her even with all the flaws she has. Without those flaws, I would have never found the real y/n inside.
It was the thing that she lacks. And it calls me to heal her, that's why I can't give up on you, y/n.
'But what's the point if she doesn't want you?'
Another voice answered me back inside my head as I start to have a second thoughts. Maybe...and Maybe it isn't worth it.
My contaminated thoughts were interrupted as my phone start ringing. Looking at the caller ID it was Jisoo.
"Hello," Building all my myself back I tried to answer her in my usual voice.
"Yoongiii," She immediately shrieked out as she cries over the phone. "I -I don't think I can take it anymore."
Ever her breathing was audible as she tries to control her cries and speak.
"Calm down. What happened? Why are you crying?" I quickly got alert after hearing her crying voice. Jisoo is someone who doesn't even cry at her worse situation but smiles and takes all pain in. So, what is it that made her break out?
Her crying voice was so loud and worse that I started to panic not knowing what to do.
'I have a backup plan.'
Then it hit.
I know, who is behind this? Y/N.
Now, what did she do?
"I- I came back home. I couldn't take in why Baekhyun was so angry about,"
"Don't worry. I'm on my way."
she continues to cry as I quickly leave my office and drove back home.
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You did the right thing, y/n. You don't have to feel guilty about it. Isn't this what you wanted? Then why aren't you happy about it?
'You'll lose your friendship with him forever'
Suran words linger back as it was eating me inside. I can't effort to lose my friendship with Baekhyun but it's too late.
"Mark, you know where to meet, right. I'd see you later." I said cutting the phone and waited...and waited.
Finally, I saw the person running out from the building and drive away with his car as I stalked him behind cause I know where he was going.
Jisoo.
Jisoo, why every people around you loves you? Baekhyun and...even Yoongi.
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Should I really be doing this?
Do I really need to do this?
Reaching his destination. Yoongi quickly rushed out of the car and run inside his house.
It has already begun.
With a deep breath and swallowing my nervous in, I pushed my car door open and step out. Knowing what will be my next move.
It's now or never.
The door was slightly open making more freedom for entrance as I silently walked inside the house and look around but there was no sight of a human being.
I heard. It came from the upper floor.
It was a sound of something that got broken when it got interact with the floor. A glass or maybe some sort of other thing that has interacted with other objects.
With the sound, I found myself walking upstairs with the slow and steady steps and my heart beat faster as I got nearer. With every step I take, different noises can be heard. The sound of the cries which belong to a girl, and a voice of an angry man yelling at the top of his lungs.
I stop when I recognize the voice, it was Baekhyun.
Slowly my hand glides on the wooden polished door as I lean in and eavesdrop on their conversation.
"Baek..hyun," My voice was so low enough for myself to hear as even my breathing became distinct to my ear and my beating heart sync with my nervous perception.
"Why would I even listen if you won't even hear me out!" Jisoo cried out.
"Okay, so say it! I'd listen to you. Let's see what kind of excuse you have to lie to me?!"
The other voice was of Baekyun. I was startled and surprised at Baekhyun behavior, he has never outburst like this before.
"Both of you, cut it out! Stop fighting." Yoongi frustration was noticeable from his voice as he tries to stop the two, but seem to be inconceivable for him.
I slowly pushed the door open for myself and everything became clear insight. Jisoo was crying so bad that I feel guilty about my work, but isn't this what I wanted?
Tears were endlessly running down on her red cheek as she continuously tried to wiped but it won't stop. Pain is what I see in her eyes. The exact pain that I have gone through.
Baekhyun runs his fingers through his hair with frustration and anger flaming within his behavior and eyes.
I never knew our eyes can tell us so much than our actions. A reflector of the truth.
On the other hand, yoongi was more helpless at the scene but he stood between them trying to protect Jisoo like a shield.
They were still unnoticed by my presence as I stand in the middle of the door frame.
Three luggage was scattered on the floor and one out of three was opened as the clothes and the stuff inside was spared around the room. The white vase was broken and the water in it was all over. Even the almost dead flower was brutally stepped on. I guess that was the broken thing I heard earlier.
I guess Mark has done his job perfectly.
"Baekhyun!! How many times do I have to tell you, it's just a misunderstanding!" Jisoo yelled as she walked backward and step on those broken pieces of the vase in her barefoot which made it bleed and she hissed with pain.
"Misunderstanding?!" Baekhyun scoffed at her words. "So why did you run away?!"
"Because you were not listening!" She yelled again.
It was only Yoongi who notice Jisoo bleeding feet. He was concern but was helpless with the situation.
"If you just tell me the truth I will listen!" Baekhyun yelled, furious at what so happen between the two lovers.
"I am telling the truth!"
"Jisoo, you cheated on me!"
"Mark is just my high schoolmate and I met him again only a few days ago!" she breathed out still trying to steady her abnormal breathing.
"Friends don't exchange kisses!" Baekhyun shouts as he kicks one of those luggage that was near his feet.
"Calm down both of you and solve the matter." Yoongi finally came in between the two.
Shouldn't I be happy? This is what I wanted right? Separate Baekhyun and jisoo, But this doesn't feel right. Why?
What came next was never excepted. Yoongi saw me. He saw me watching the whole illustrates. Then the mirror of eyes reflected at me.
He looked at me like I was offended to his eyes.
He knows that this is one of my dirty games.
Hatred was reflected at me.
See, I told you, you'd loathe me, Yoongi.
I know this was going to happen but it hurt so much. Those spiteful eyes hurt beyond my imagination that I forgot what was my purpose for coming here.
Before the other two could notice me, I decided in. I decided to take a step, but....backward.
I take a step backward, turned around, and run away. I run away because I was afraid. Never in my life, I have felt this much of a coward.
I found myself clueless about why I was running away? That was my chance to make my plan evenly perfect. With just some deceitful words they would fall right into my trap and I would succeed. But something within me holds me back because I was no longer that little witch filled with great ambition. That lady has long gone before I even realized this was new me.
All I long was love. Was it that priceless that even a person like me couldn't have it?
Suran was right! I shouldn't have made a stupid plan just for my ambition to find true love which was eventually not so pure or was even a love.
It was only me who was blind all along.
Baekhyun. He is never gonna forgive me if he finds out that it was my doing. Just to fulfilled that little ambition, I am going to lose my precious childhood pal.
After I run out, I drove away so fast and far away from my sin as the darkness devours the day away.
Regrets and stigma were only filled in me now but surprisingly, no tears ran down. Maybe because no tears were left to waste for my remorse.
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