Y/N's POV

The morning sunlight blaze through the glass of the window as I stared at the person glued to me. Who raged of alcohol.

"You are so annoying." Glaring at his almost-dead body, I tried to free myself from his grip, but he snuggled his head more onto my chest.

"Aisshhh," My voice became louder at his annoying behavior.

My chest is not your pillow!

"I would punch you in the face if you don't wake up Min Yoongi," I warned as loud and clear I could to wake him up but he mumbled the perplexing words that were out of the universe to my understanding.

I scoffed, "So you want the hard way, huh?"

I went closer to him and stop right at his ear. My lips parted and bit his ear hard a little just to give the satisfying sting to wake him up.

"Aaaaaah!" He immediately screamed as he pulled away his arm from my waist and covered his bitten red ear. He jumped out of the bed and look terrified at me.

"Good morning, sleepyhead. So, is this how you wanted to be wakened up?" leaning back on bed board, I crossed my arm looking at him for an answer but he looks bemused at my action and puzzled.

"You better watch out your drinking habit when you are alone with a woman." The smell of alcohol greeted itself on my nose as I covered my nose in disgust.

"Did-did you just bi-bi-bit my ear?" He shattered, as he points his ear and at me. Smashing my lips together I gently nod at him in yes.

"What are you doing here in my room?!" He immediately starts screaming at me. I crack my jaw annoyed and offended at his false accused.

This bastard.

Alcohol is not the best medicine to let out your frustration when it comes in term of memory loss, right? But I did found out the other name of alcohol is Truth Serum.

"Excuse me? What do you mean I'm in your room, Missttter." I scoffed in disbelief and got up from the bed and walked to his side. Still folding my arm as I tried to look intimate with my short height against him.

With the question, He moves to head in a robotic motion, looking around the room, and damn, he was sure it wasn't his room with the horrific face he was giving.

"What am I doing here? What did you do to me?!" He shouted again, confused.

Aishhh, this guy. I want to bury him alive.

"Do you have a shovel in your house?"

"What? What are you going to do with a shovel?" He looks confused as he steps back, looking at me with suspicion.

"I'll take that as you don't remember anything what you did last night."

"What? What did I do? What are you trying to say?"

"Get out. I need to shower," I rolled my eyes at him as I chased him out and slammed the door at his questionable face. He continuously bangs the door calling my name, trying to clear his doubt.

"Yah, y/n. I need an answer! What did I do?!"

I quickly rushed inside the bathroom and splash the cold water on my face three-four times as I pant heavily. His voice was still audible from the outside hailing with the same question over and over again. I leaned on the sink, looking at my reflection in the mirror but I look confused. I just hope that the cold water will help me get rid of the hot sensation on my cheeks and my heart, which was radiating hotter than my cheek.

"This isn't right," I mumbled to myself, still looking those ord of mine which look confused at my own heart, but why?

"I shouldn't have done that. What are you doing to me Min Yoongi?"

I run out from the bathroom when the banging door went silent. I search for my phone around on the bed, Under the bed, on the lamp table, but it was nowhere. I was devastated at my own state.

"Ooh God, now where did I put my phone," I asked myself trying to remember as I run my fingers through my hair.

Flipping the sheet over, it was under it and I sighed in relief as I scroll down to the person name I was looking for.

Tapping on the name I message her,

I need to talk to you ASAP. Do you have free time? Are you home? I'm coming.

I walk downstairs when I was done showering and I tried to relax myself before I face any being. I don't want him to find out anything what happened last night. With my slow and steady step, I look around and found him in the kitchen making an omelet for breakfast. He turns around with the frying pan in his hand as our eyes meet together.

He didn't alter a single word but he smashed his lips together looking embarrassed at me. He couldn't even maintain the straight eye contact we were having as my heart beats with fears that he knows.

Please don't tell me he remembers everything from last night?

"I'm sorry," He apologizes, putting the frying pan back to its place and turns back at me.

He remembers?!

"I'm sorry if I have done something wrong to you. I was drunk." He looks apologetic as he look down at his feet.

Wait, does that mean he doesn't remember.

"Don't worry, nothing happen?" I lied and he quickly look up at me like there was something. I tried to act cool as if nothing has happened because If he finds out the worse could happen. I'm already weak enough.

"Give me your car key. I have to go. I'll return it back later." Conceal it, y/n. Try to be calm. He doesn't have to know, it's gonna end anyway.

"Have your breakfast before-"

"It's an urgent business, President Min. You don't have to worry about my breakfast. I'm not gonna die if skip one meal."

I didn't just sound rude, right?

Yes, maybe I was a bit rude and I regretted it right away but I've got no choice. And I'm not sorry. This is the way how it should be from the start.

He look at me stung. His eyes filled with silence and his action only trying to be nice to me.

"The key," I broke the silence. Impatient overfilling me as I want to get out of here as soon as possible.

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"What?!!!" she spat out the water she drinking.

"I told you not to freak out," I said, taking the water bottle from her and drink it after her.

"Freak out?! What I'm supposed to do then? You got to be serious on this thing, y/n! I know you are doing something crazy with President Min but fake dating? You are telling all this time you used him to get Baekhyun?! Seriously y/n, there is some limit that you shouldn't even think of touching it." She said all in one breath as I rolled my eyes at her.

"Don't give me that look y/n. Do you even know the consequences of what will happen if Baekhyun finds out? Your friendship with him will end there forever!"

My eardrum hurts. Why does she have to shout at me over the little drama? It's not like the world is going to end except mine. But that's not the important thing I want to talk about right now. I have to tell her everything step by step for her to understand and for me to know the answer that I keep asking myself.

"Mentioning of Baekhyun. Do you know about their marriage?" I asked, sitting down on the chair next to her and kept the water bottle on the table.

"Yes, I got the invitation this morning. How do you feeling? Seeing you in a full set of pieces, I guess you didn't do anything stupid."

"What do you think how I feel? My one-sided love is already tortured and of course, I sored my eyeball over the night." I spilled the truth as the door of the room swing open with a guy in black hair holding the tray in his hand entered the room.

"Two hot coffee for two hot ladies." Jackson chimes, walking towards us with the tray and put down the cups on the table.

Finally, my nose got save from coffee after the smell of alcohol.

"Thank you, Jackson. You didn't tell me you are living with Suran already? Am I being a pushover?" I pout trying to be cute.

"He's not," Suran denied when Jackson was going to say yes, "now, get lost. Two ladies are talking about a serious matter right now."

"But I wanna hear too. I love to hear how y/n create dramas. It's been too long I hear one." He was going to sit next to suran, ready to hear my story with full excitement until suran shoot him a death glare, saying,

"Didn't I told you to get lost."

She can be harsh to her own boyfriend sometimes.

"Next time Jackson. I'll promise, I'll share every little juice with you." I gave a smile and he left the room with disappointment as he dragged his feet making the annoying sound.

"So, the wedding. What are you gonna do about it? It's a high time you should give up and move on."

"Do what? It's already been done. Now I just have to wait and see how it shatter down. Did you forget that I always have a backup plan?" I tried to give an evil smirk but deep inside I was hurt. It wasn't as satisfying at all as it sounds. Now after what I have done, I'm regretting but why.

"Y/n! What are you planning again? Just stop it already." She sprang out from her chair, slamming the table and her chair interacting with the floor with the sound.

Frustrated, anger. I can see it all in her eyes. And I wasn't happy either.

"You are only thinking about yourself y/n. What about Baekhyun, huh? Do you know how he will feel when he finds out? You are going to end everything between you two instead of getting together!"

I know, my friendship matter more than everything but...its too late, it's already been done. I can't step back from my mistakes.

Tell her. Tell her, y/n.

"There is something more I need to tell you."

You have to tell her.

She keeps silent waiting for me to continue as I hide my face, putting my head beneath my leg and hugging them. I heaved a sigh before I spilled everything to tell her.

"It's about Yoongi." I breathe out.

"President Min? What about him?" She asked, taking care of the fallen chair back to its place and sit down again.

"I've been spending night with him."

"You what? Are you crazy?!"

"Don't get any wrong idea. He has been taking care of me ever since I break down or whenever I'm drunk. I was with him even last night when I find out about Baekhyun."

"And? What are you trying to say if you haven't done anything wrong."

"We haven't done anything wrong but,...I think, I made a mistake." I squished my hugging leg tighter when I recalled about last night.

"What do you mean y/n. Get to the point. You are making me feel anxious."

"Aaaahhhh, I don't know." I cried as I grab my hair in frustration. I remember everything what I did when I was drunk at the club after what happened last night. This was all because of me.

"H-he kissed me." I couldn't hold it any longer. Yes, he kissed me last night and I couldn't even push him away either because as he did it, I remember I had kissed him before and it was when I was drunk in the club. Why did I even kiss him? Why?!

"He what?" She slammed the table again in shock

"Even before last night, I had kissed him too," I said again, embarrassed at my own action.

"Oh my god, both of you are just crazy. Why don't you just stick with each other with the alcohol, huh, instead of ruining someone else life? Why would he even kissed you if you didn't make a move? It was you!"

"I didn't make any move on him! He suddenly came to my room, back hugged me, comforted me, wiped my tears away, and confesses his love to me. So what I'm supposed to do, huh?! I was only drunk when I kissed him, it doesn't mean anything!"

Suran was silent and didn't say any word to me as I shouted at her.

"He has fallen in love with you, y/n." She breathe out in the silence, reaveling what my heart fears.

Maybe I already knew it.

I already knew, he has fallen for me.

But....what about me? What do I feel about him?

"I thought that I'll take place of Baekhun from your heart but no. We met too late, y/n. Why do I always have to watch you cry for another man even though I have you in my arms?"

Yoongi words linger back inside my mind again as I try hard not to but it won't stop. His words were making me confused and question at myself. What is love? The love I know always hurts. Is that love?

"So, what are you gonna do about it?"

Suran asked.

"Do what? I'm going to terminate our contract."

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