The ride became longer than it should be, the more I speed up my Car my heartbeat becomes faster. Every second I pray that Y/N will be saved, hoping and wishing that she will be there on the particular spot again.

The car abruptly stop at my destination and I rush out from the car not even caring to close the door behind me.

I run faster than I ever knew I can, my heartbeat raising to the fullest hitting my chest with pain. My instinct tells me that Y/N is there, sitting alone on the same bench near the water again.

And there she was, all alone again.

I found myself breathing in relief as the tears form in my eyes. All my worries vanished as soon my eyes land on her. She was staring at the same water again with emptiness.

"Y/n! Do you even know that how much you made me worried?!" I almost shouted at her as I walked towards her with slow steps.

She simply turns at me with no emotion in her eyes but rather with the red round puffy eyes. But something in her was different.

She turns back at the glimmering water under the orange and red sky, as the water eats away the sun. Indicating it was getting dark.

"Why are you here?" Even her voice was filled with emptiness.

"I was worried about you Y/N!" My answer gains her attention again but not a single word came out from her.

"Why didn't you went straight to your home. Your grandmother called me like 20 times and I don't even have the answer to your whereabouts. Why do you always try to do stupid things, huh?!" I found myself shouting at her but she doesn't seem to be concerned.

She sighs softly, her eyes still not leaving the attractive sunset in the water.

"You know, this place reminds me of a you that I shouldn't be thinking of right now, it's weird." Her voice was raspy yet soft and low.

Me? Why me?

Something in her was sounding different.

"Do you remember the time we first met here?"

"Yeah, why not. You will not try to do the same thing again, will ya?"

She chuckles and replied, "I was so stupid back then."

"So you are saying you are not here to do the same thing?"

She finally shoots a glare at me making me feel like she was back to normal again.

"We learned from our mistake Yoongi."

So I guess you are not gonna burst out crying over Baekhyun again' that was what I was going to say but I stop myself and found out that my body has his it's own mind. I hugged her from where she was sitted. I don't care if she turns to slap me in the face. I just wanted it to be like this for a moment.

Of course, I didn't receive the hug back nor the sound of her beating heart against mine.

Something took over me with cold and loneliness, I guess this is how you feel when you are not return with the same feeling. And y/n have gone through this all alone.

"Don't you think you are getting too comfortable around me these days?" She asked, and I reluctantly pulled away from her.

"I was just worried about you," I admitted.

"Well, you don't have to. I forgot that I have a backup plan." She announced as she stood up.

Backup plan?

Y/N always have a backup plan, I hate how smart she can be sometimes.

This woman doesn't really know how to give up, does she?

I sighed at the thought and stood up in front of her and held out my phone to her as she look at the phone and back at me with confusion.

"Call your grandmother she was worried about you."

"I don't think I'll be able to answer any of her questions right now." she refused, pushing away my hand.

"But still..."

"Yoongi please," She plead and then the silence followed between us.

I looked back at the glimmering water where Y/N was giving a priceless look, it was indeed looking very beautiful under the dim ray of the orange and red color sky.

"It's getting dark." I break the silence.

"Can I stay at your house again?"

I look at her surprised and confused at the same time as she still refuses to take off her attention from the water.

Of course, I don't mind Y/N staying at my place. Jisoo has already moved out to Baekhyun house so I was Okay with anything she asks for.

At the time we reach my house it was already dark. Y/N went to the bathroom to freshen up and I decided to cook dinner for us, of course, I wasn't a chief in the kitchen but I know how to cook well.

Rice, kimchi, seaweed soup with chicken was the best combination, ending up with the sausage and veggies fry and a seasonal pickle. It was just perfect.

Y/N join me when I finished setting up the table. My gaze directly went on her make-up less bear face, She looks very beautiful and her cheeks look a lot redder without her make-up. my eye slowly went down to her neck and then to her open shoulder. Her wet hair was tied up in a high bun giving more view of her neckline, did I intentionally give her the oversize white T-shirt again? I can't even trust myself.

"Stop looking at me like that Yoongi. You are creeping me out."

I almost choked myself when I heard those words from her as I got embarrassed.

Clearing my throat and I act cool as I sit down and so does Y/N.

"You cooked all of this?" Her expression seems to be shocked yet impressed.

"Wow, you really are a good Cook."

She compliment me as she tasted the soup I made.

"I know,"

She chuckles at my confidence and that was the first smile I saw after she break down. I wish I would always be the one to bring that smile to her.

After that, the silent dinner continues until I felt her eyes on me.

"What?" I asked looking back at her.

"I thought you will argue with me."

"What? Why would I argue with you?" I was confused.

"You always do when I have a plan against them. So, why aren't you stopping me now or want to know what my plan is? Aren't you gonna stop me this time?" She asked and I found myself wordless.

"You are acting weird Yoongi."

Was I? Do I have to stop her? I don't know. She doesn't even have the same feeling like I do. Is it worth trying to tell her how I feel?

"Do I have to tell my plan to stop you." this was not in my mind, I just said it without any meaning nor with a plan. And I was being rude to her.

Of course, I will stop her cause I can't let her ruin jisoo life, and most importantly the consequence will only hurt Y/N. Her friendship with Baekhyun might end forever.

Doesn't she want a new life with a new beginning of happiness in her life? Can't she just move on without him?

"Too bad Yoongi, you are not gonna get involved in my plan this time. People love and give, and when they decide to leave they take their love with them."

What does she mean by that?

"I see jisoo had already moved out."

She knows? Why is she always 1 step ahead?

"You knew?"

"No, I figured it out myself. You will never let me in into your house unless she out, right?" She leans back on the chair as she cross her arms together.

"So where did she went?"

Y/N don't know that jisoo is now living at Baekhyun's house? Should I tell her? Will it hurt her again? Will that make me a jerk? Why am I asking myself too many questions? I'm getting more frustrated.

"She moved out in Baekhyun house"

I expect to get a hint of hurt in her but she slightly smiles back.

"I guess you were getting lonely living alone that's why you let me in."

More than frustration I was getting angry. Why can't she understand that I care for her? I parted my lips to say the words that were eating me inside but her words cut in again.

"Don't worry jisoo will be back soon."

She said as she stood up from her chair and leave the dining room.

A moment ago I was enjoying my time with her but she just knows how to ruin it.

After she left, I had consumed myself with the alcohol. Alone, staring at her chair where she was sitting early, I found myself pouring more and more wine with frustration, and anger but most was filled with pain and sadness.

I finish my last sip of wine and start walking upstairs to my room with official dizziness. I was drunk.

Finally, I reach my destination but my leg keeps walking and I know where it was leading me to. The guest room where y/n was at.

The nearer I go, I can hear the familiar sound again, her cries. She was crying again.

I stood still in front of the guestroom door hearing her cries. I find out that she wasn't strong inside as she looks outside, her heart is very fragile inside and all she was getting was stabbing in the heart.

If only I can hold that heart of her and let her tears soak in me, maybe I can ease her pain.

Without consciousness, I twist the door knod as it open with a sound. I step inside the darkroom, it was only filled with her cries. It was dark but I could clearly see her back curled up into a ball on the bed as she cries.

What I was doing next wasn't in my conscious mind, I was drunk.

I went and laid down beside her on the bed as my hand makes its way to her tummy, giving a back hug, pulling her more closer into my arms and to my embrace.

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