《Don't Make Me Fall For You [SUGA Fanfiction]》35. Shattered Heart
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"Seriously, You don't remember?" I was stun in disbelief, looking at the clueless girl of our make-out session last night.
"Yes, I do not remember anything and why are you making such a fuss about it. What could be more worse than puking on you than humiliating myself."
"More than that," I mumbled beneath my breath with disappointment. But what if she remembers, will it be counted out of our contract?
"What?" She asked, narrowing her eyes at me with my uncatchable words.
"Nothing." I was stunned but maybe it was a good thing that she doesn't remember anything. I don't want to change the thing between us or want to make any awkward moment.
I was enjoying my time with her anyway, every morning I got to see her and spend my time with her, things are just happening unexpectedly I never thought the least person I ever wanted to see will become my morning happy pill to make me smile and here I am spending my time with Y/N in a cafe.
All it took was the tears to see her scare to her beautiful.
Just a confidential contract was enough to start a Love which was never possible.
Feeling my stares on her, y/n quickly glare at me, "Why do you always keep staring at me like that?" She asked with a little bit of an annoyed tone in her sweet voice.
With an amusing grinned, I lean forward with my hand under my chin and elbows on the table, I said,
"I like to annoyed you." Things were happening just unexpectedly with her. Of course, I was starting to enjoy my time annoying her and I notice that whenever she blush or get annoyed, Y/N will scrunch up her nose a little that makes her so adorable. I'll do anything to annoyed her just to see that adorable act of her.
Y/N got annoyed as she scrunched up her nose making my mood satisfied but she was now pissed off, she put her coffee cup on the table and stood up.
"That's enough, I'm leaving." She said while looking for her purse inside her bag to pay the bill.
Okay, wrong moved yoongi. Now how are you gonna make her stay? Or perhaps say sorry? Think yoongi, think!
"Oh, I almost forgot about this. What's this anyway?" She hail, catching my attention with her as I curiously eye the white thing as she takes it out from her bag and opens it.
She went silent looking at the thing.
"What's inside?" I asked like an idiot, not knowing that it was the wedding invitation card Jisoo had given to her yesterday. She stood still not moving for a moment as she clutched the paper but....
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Suddenly she burst out crying like a lost kid. I looked at her, surprise and confused. She was crying so loud that all the customers inside the café started whispering and glancing over at us.
Hearing the whispers, I look around, only to realize that everyone was giving me a weird look. My eyes shifted back to Y/n and then shift back to the people sitting around us.
I realise they have mistaken me for something I didn't do.
I step towards to her as I ask,
"Yah, What happened? Stop crying. You're making these people think that I did something wrong to you." Like an idiot, I said that, making her cry even louder.
My eyes wider, not knowing what to do to calm her down. Then only I realise how idiotic I was. my eyes landed on the White paper she was holding. The wedding invitation.
I feel miserable but y/n was in the worse condition right now. I turn her body so that she was facing me.
"Stop wasting your tears on him, He isn't worth it," I said, wiping her tears with both of my thumps and caresses her back, wanting her to calm down but those words only made her burst into more tears. She slowly steps forwards and hugged me tightly while crying on my chest.
My heartbeat at the sudden interaction but I couldn't find myself doing any better in this situation. This was what I was afraid of, not able to help her even with beside her.
Soon after Mr. Choi arrived with the car to take her. Inside the silent Car, only Y/N cries and sniffing can be heard as Mr.Choi constantly glances back at us from the rear-view mirror of the car with the dagger eyes. I was helpless and neither care to explain the situation to him.
I was still affected by the intimidated atmosphere with Mr. Kim, y/n grandfather. And my last visit with Mr. Choi wasn't good either, his warning still lingers inside my mind. I only fear that I will not put with fault accused that isn't because of me.
"I don't understand? I have everything that he needs. Money, fame, beauty? I have everything!
What does she have that I don't?" She screamed, whining about why she wasn't worthy. Why it has to be Jisoo out of all people?
"Love isn't about all those things y/n," I tried to sound cool, ignoring the other man and tried to comfort the person beside me. Only wanting her to forget about Baekhyun.
"But I do love him, I love him more than I love myself but why did he leave me? Why? Why?!" She broke down.
"Calm down Y/n," I hugged her shoulder, trying to comfort her as much as I could but the pain was eating me more. Maybe I was angry. Angry how she spilled love for him. It's already over. Can't she just move on?
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"How can I calm down? He's getting married and I'm not the girl who's marrying him. It hurts me Yoongi, it hurts so bad it's...it's really painful Yoongi but how will you know?" She cried, hiding her face beneath her legs. Each second except for recovering from crying, she broke down into more tears.
The car stopped at my house and I reluctantly pulled away my arms away from Y/n, taking last glance at her. Seeing her pain, I didn't want to leave her but hold on to her tightly and never leave her side, but she already have someone whom she holds dearly and that's not me.
I held the car door and open it. And for the last time, I turn around and look at Y/n.
"See you tomorrow y/n," stepping out of the car, I walk inside the house just like that because I knew if stay any longer I don't know what I might do next. But most importantly, I wasn't sure if I'd be able to see her the next day.
My drain body laid on the bed as soon as I got inside the house. I closed my eyes and the memory flashback in, the moments of our make-out and my feelings towards her. But then again, what will I do besides to kicked out those thoughts out of my head knowing that y/n would eventually come up with a stupid plan to stop the wedding at any cost.
But my heart was not at ease, not after seeing the sadness in her eyes, it wasn't just the pain of losing Baekhyun but more.
It was just like the day when I saw y/n at the park for the first time, crying all alone like a baby.
Her tears, the sadness, and the pain, it was all crystal clear in my memory. where all this begins.
It was a beautiful day, where the craziness between our lives started to take action.
Then it is when I recalled all the moments I had with her, if I haven't found her that day near the lake I would have never met y/n. Her cries were the ones that call me. If Baekhyun would have never broken her heart then I would have never gone under the water to save her. With the thoughts lingering inside my head, my eyes slowly shut down heavily and I found myself losing sense and sleeping in.
6:15 pm
I groan when my phone started ringing, interrupting my sweet slumber. My hand reaches for the phone on the table but before I could answer it, the call ended.
Looking at the caller ID, my eye wide open. It was Mrs. Kim, Y/N grandmother and she left 19 missed calls.
I must be dead asleep.
Now, what am I going to explain to her? It must have been about y/n that she called.
But why would she call me?
Y/n didn't do any stupid thing again, right? I only fear for worse.
While I was lost between my thoughts, the same caller calls again and I answer it quickly.
"Hello,"
"Is Y/N with you?"
What?
Worried was heard over her fragile voice as she continues to ask for an explanation I didn't know about.
"Did something happened between you two? Mr.Choi said she was crying badly? What happened between you two? Tell me it's nothing serious."
Guilty was eating me up already as I was in no position to answer those questions. It was not something between us but it was between y/n and her broken heart.
If she hasn't reached home then where she will be? But she left with Mr. Choi. Where did she disappear from the halfway?
My breathing became more heavy as I realise what is happening here. Y/n will not do the same mistake again, right?
Y/n where have you gone?
I'm so stupid. I shouldn't have left her side when I already know something bad was going to happen.
Y/n I beg you, please don't do anything stupid again.
"Yoongi?" Her grandmother's voice ring in my ear from the other line when I wasn't answering any of her questions.
I can't tell the truth. I can't let her grandmother be more worried than she is now. I have to do something but what?
"We have a little argument," I lied, all I wanted was to put her at ease even a little bit.
"Did you guys sort things up?"
"We are trying to. Y/n is little stubborn, you know. Don't worry, she is with me." I tried to sound natural as much as I could.
"Okay," she breathed in relief, "Y/N is not answering my calls either. Call me back when things are fine between you too."
"Yes I will," I hang up the call and run towards the door as I grab my car keys. There was only one place I could only think of right now, but will she be there?
I have to find her at all costs.
Worries grow more and crazy thoughts filled my head, making me speed up my car to its limits.
"Y/N, please don't do stupid anything again."
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