I hope you all remember the Candle-lit Dinner: Double Date of my 1st Chapter. The Flashback is finally over!

I'll be giving a short re-view of the chapters again on the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd chapters on Yoongi's Pov. We never know what was happening in his mind at the beginning of the chapters, right? Now let's go peak into it and clear the history. If you guys are confused you can just go and get a glimpse of the 1st chapters. The chapters are same yet different, as this will be in yoongi Pov.

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Only 15 minutes were left and here I am, still standing in front of the mirror running out of time. Not a single moment in my life, I have to spend so much time getting ready just for a fake date. Well, it's my second fake date now but I was excited.

I was making myself ready to impress someone, a sudden urge came into me just to let Y/N catch even a single glimpse of me, to make her heart flutter again, to make her mine.

From the mirror, I look at the bed behind me where a mountain of clothes was laying on top of each other, the mess I created while getting ready. But a satisfied smile appeared as I focus myself in the mirror, I think my look is stunning.

This might be a fake Date but my love for her is not.

I was wearing a black Oxford Button-down shirt and my sleeve was rolled up and the top two bottoms of my shirt were unbuttoned making a visible sight of my perfect neckline with a golden dragon logo designed on the left pocket of my shirt.

"Is it too much?" I asked myself as I scrunched up my nose still unsure of my outfits and debating whether I should wear the purple shirt or the black, that I'm wearing right now.

"Hmmm something is slightly missing," muttering to myself I remember the time where

Y/N ruffled my hair making it messy on our first date. Our First fake date where Y/N force me to wear matching clothes with her.

I smile like an idiot looking at myself in the mirror with the memories, showing off my gummy smile. I raffle my hair like the way Y/N did to me last time and pushed back my front hair making a visible sight of my unseen forehead.

"Perfect,"

The perfect moment was ruin as soon my eyes land on the wall clock. I was going to be late.

"Shit," I cursed, running out of the room.

Lucky, I reached the 5-star restaurant in time and Y/N was looking stunningly gorgeous, making me looked at her from the corner of my eyes. Her beautiful brown hair was curled up in a messy high bun with a black and red diamond hair clip that matches her earrings. Her hot Red mini tide dress that she was wearing showed off her body perfectly, adding to that was the flawless makeup that makes her look stunning tonight. I never knew I'll notice this much little details in her.

It became intense when I try to avoid, and not to stare at her like a creepy being but it turned out impossible. I kept staring at her and ended up annoying her to the fullest. I even ended up with some words I shouldn't have said but who cares, now I finally got the see her blushy red cheeks which she was obviously hiding it and my heart flutter really hard. I felt the tingling sensation raising in my tummy and the unique sparks making the fireworks.

'I can't make her fall for me'

Those were stupid words from her, it's her feelings she control, not mine. But now, I am going to make her feel my love and I've finally built up the courage to ask her 'if I can fall for her' but obviously the answer stays the same but I wasn't going to back off easily anymore, not with her.

"What if, I succeed in making you fall for me?"

Her glossy lips were apart, ready to deny but before any words can be audible, we got interrupted by the arrival of the other date.

My eyes directly land on Baekhyun bark purple dress shirt. Phew lucky me, I didn't wear the purple shirt colour same as him which I was debating to wear early. I breathe in relief and look at Y/N who was already pissed to see the two love birds in front of her being late.

The two joined us and the talks begin with the foods, and lovemaking memory as the sun goes dust till down but most of the time Y/N was distracted.

Her eyes weaved with sadness yet the spite fire of hate, towards the man she lost and Jisoo.

She kicked me under the table when I refused to do anything stupid. It's cute how she acts frustrated and I was enjoying my time, cherishing every second with her. But it makes me wonder again what will happen when the time will finally come when jisoo will hand over the invitation to her.

She'll be broken.

But she's already shattered within.

She won't try to suicide again, will she?

I am really happy for Jisoo but y/n, will she be able to handle the pain?

Will I be able to ease her pain?

The time finally came for what I was afraid of. Jisoo hand over the wedding invitation card to Y/N, and I swear I wasn't looking forward to what will happen. I observed every little movement of her as she eyes the White invitation curiously.

This could be a table turn for her before she could do any crazy event on this date she has a plan for.

Baekhyun uneasy eyes wander around at y/n and back at me, clearing showing he was concerned too but his behavior from earlier and now was opposite. It's was different. What he could be hiding?

Suran.

My other business partner and y/n close friend. She is the only way I can find out what is happening? She must know something?

"What's this?" Y/n asked, trying to open the envelope as her hand glide at the edge of the paper.

Don't, y/n.

"Just open it later." Baekhyun voice hailed out in silence. Keeping the envelop un-open.

Should I be grateful to him for keeping away the truth from her or the pain that was going to hit her?

Y/N suspiciously look at Beakhyun but obeyed him in the end and kept the Envelope inside her bag.

"Thank you y/n-ssi, this double date was a very nice idea of yours." jisoo chimes, "I really enjoyed it. So are you planning anything else?"

A smirk form in Y/N face clearly showing a mischievous thing was going on in her mind.

"Well, Yoongi and I were planning to go to a nightclub after this, do you want to tag along?" I choked my wine when she announced her unplanned plan.

Why is she an expert in a surprise attack? I don't think I'm no longer a stranger to her surprise now.

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She poured all her heart out in crying after the rejection as the other couple apart their way. I heaved a deep sigh and yank the beer bottle from her who was now a mess after drinking those 3 bottle of beer, crying her lung out, ruining her beautiful flawless makeup in the loud music club.

Of course, Baekhyun and jisoo refused to join us, because I know the reason Why? And where? What so ever the reason was they were happy for their own good.

Barkhyun, that jerk. He calls y/n her childhood friend but yet always hurts her.

I'm not the one for her? Bullshit. I cruse the word at him for what baekhyun have said to me.

Even with this rejection to join us y/n is crying over him for no reason. What will happen if she finds out about their marriage?

After drinking 4 bottles of beer in sorrow I had to take care of her to our hotel room as she was barely able to walk on her high heels, making it more difficult for me to hold her steady. She sobs and shared her sorrowful words with me as she continues to mumbles her perplexing words.

Throwing her drain body on the bed, I laid down beside her, and after some minutes of resting, I got up again and kneel down on my keens as I start to remove her heels.

"Why is everything in this room moving? Annoying." She complained as she tried to move and sit still on the bed. I couldn't help but smile to myself. She acts so superior yet with a heart of a child; fragile and broken.

"Yoongi?"

Hearing my name out from her soft and sweet, low-key voice, I look up to her response. But my eyes instantly grew bigger only to find out that our faces were only a few inches apart when she leans in. Her eyes were sparkling because of her tears and her beautiful long lashes were even darker as they stick together because of her tears.

We were so close that one single move would be enough to capture her baby pink lips which could disgust me because of the strong scent of alcohol she had already consumed. But I wouldn't mind other way.

Looking into her eyes, I was lost in it. Y/n slowly close her eyes and to my surprise, Y/n lean in and did what I feared. She begins to kiss me.

I was shocked, my eyes widen more trying to process her act as her lips move around mine but I didn't return the kiss because it wasn't right.

I was shocked to feel her lips on mine but yet, excited. This was not right but my heart was melting away and weirdly, the alcohol mix on her lips was even perfect.

The owner of the lips was a crying mess just a while ago. All her make-up got ruined by her tears, her mascara and eyeliner were streaming down together with her tears rolling down her cheeks.

GOD KNOWS WHAT SHE ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE NOW!

I couldn't hold back anymore.

It only took a while for me to return her kiss. Slowly my hand move to her cheek as I closed my eyes.

I know that I shouldn't have kissed her back. I know this kiss isn't meant for me. She kissed me because she was drunk and because of the pain inside her.

But it was too late.

Our lips were now moving and connecting together with each other like matching puzzle pieces, fitting together perfectly in every move.

The tingling sensation arose in my tummy again and the euphoric feeling was on as I felt the excitement for the first time. It feels so right, So right to be with her.

I caresses her cheek, deepening the hot kiss even more, exploring every part of her and she moans in between which only pleasures me more.

It felt like her lips belong to me all along.

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