《Don't Make Me Fall For You [SUGA Fanfiction]》5. Little Voice
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Loud yelling were heard, probably scolding someone inside the VIP room no.307.
"You have an important meeting tomorrow with and here you are hospitalized! By What?!..You just tried to suicide. Not just that, your grandmother almost have a heart attack after she got the news you!" that annoying voice gave y/n repeat headache.
Y/n may have a high temper, bossy and arrogant problem, but the only one who would dare to come back at her was her bestfriend, Suran.
"I wasn't, I was... just trying to refresh my mind," Y/n corrected Suran, but it was a definite lie.
"Say what?! By choking yourself underwater! That's called suicide y/n if you don't know!" Suran's voice only became louder, causing y/n to get more headache. She lower her head feeling guilty, ashamed and regrets of her action.
"I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't have done that. I wasn't in my right mind. I- I just couldn't handle the pain."
"Y/n, before doing anything stupid, think about your grandma and grandpa. You are so precious to them, at least don't hurt them." She sat beside y/n and hugged her as her voice softened at the weak sight. She knows that y/n was hurt terrible again.
"I'm sorry." Y/n's voice can be barely heard as she buried her face on her pal chest and the slow tears makes its way on her cheeks.
"And what about me? Were you just going to leave me like that?" Suran said breaking the hugged, weeping her tears, her voice calming down and emotions taking over the two pals.
"Promise me Y/n, you'll never do such thing again. No matter how much pain you go through, never do such a thing again. I'm your bestie, your partner in crime, we never do stupid things alone, right?" She playfully hit y/n arms and pulled again for hug, which never fails to make y/n smile even though the pain eats her insides, suran is a dose in taking out her sadness and ease her pain away.
"I promise."
Y/n smiled, hugging her back.
Suran never fail to make her smile even in her worse condition. Tears of happiness fall. How could she even thought of ending her life, leaving the precious people behind her? Her grandmother, grandfather and Suran.
"So, are you going to tell Baekhyun?" she asked, releasing the hug.
"No, if I tell him I'm hospitalize right now, i have to answers all his question till the root of how I ended here. I can't tell him that he was the reason why I ended up here because of his relationship with Jisoo." Y/n explained.
"But sooner or later you have to tell him how you feel." Suran tried to convinced the stubborn lady which is never going to happen as it is just a futile move.
"It's too late."
Y/n shake her head side-to-side in a No.
"Y/n it's never too late, at least give a try." Suran held y/n's hand, still convincing her.
"Let's not talk about that, alright. I'm tired of trying." She looks away trying to avoid any more of her question.
"Okay,"
Suran sigh, giving in.
"What about the other guy?" Suran asked and y/n raise in confused.
"What guy?"
"The one who save your ass," Suran said eagerly.
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"Oh! him. I don't know. I didn't even saw him."
"So, are gonna find him?"
"No. Why would I?"
Y/n replied, as simple as that.
Suran eyes grew wider in surprise, "Why not?! He kinda save your little ass, you should at least thank him." Suran said, hitting y/n for her stupid answer.
"Yah! Don't hit me I'm still a patient here." She shout as suran roll her eyes at her.
"Are you sure you're gonna able make it to tomorrow meeting with or should I cancel it?" Suran asked as she took out her phone and scrolled it down to the her assistant no. so she can called and cancel the meeting.
"No Suran. You can't do that, you know it's an important meeting."
"Doesn't seem so important to me. You are only doing it because Baekhyun asked you to." She directly spat her words at y/n who just trolled her eyes at her.
"Leave me alone, I'm tried." She said, covering herself under the sheet.
"Okay, rest well. Talking to you is pointless anyway. Don't forget to take your medicine alright?" Suran remind her medication as she hung her hand bag on her shoulder and walk out, hearing y/n humming at her in response.
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Y/n Closed her eyes and tried to sleep but couldn't, Suran's words linger back and forth inside her head about the guy. The one who saved her.
She didn't saw him but she clearly remember how he pull her into his embrace, he was skinny but his embrace on her was warm. She even remember his fragrance, his manly cologne was soft yet attracting.
She shook off her head, "What the hell am I even thinking about a mere stranger?" She sigh and after some moment of silence and motionlessly lying on the bed, she start craving for coffee which was definitely a hot cappuccino that could ease her mind.
She grabbed her phone which was on the light table, it was 11:45pm shown on the screen. It was late and chilly outside but never too late for a girl craving for her hot cappuccino, right?
"It wouldn't cause a problem if I step out a bit, right?" She question herself as she got off the bed and step outside of the room only meet Mr.choi guarding the door outside.
"Ma'am, do you need anything?" He bowed and asked when he saw her sneaking out.
"Yeah, actually a coffee. I want a coffee but don't worry I'll go get it by myself."
"But Ma'am, you are not suppose to go out and it's late, I can get it for you."
"No, I'll get it by myself. I need a fresh air anyway." She walked pass him without his response, but after taking some few steps, she stop and turned back to him.
"The guy," she start, "who save me yesterday. Find him. I want all his details by tomorrow."
"Yes, Ma'am."
He bowed again as he took her order.
She step outside and the cold air hit her face, sending shivers down her spine. She hugged herself searching for warm. With a weak smile past over her face she walk past the side road and reach a café which was open 24/7. As soon as she pushed the door open she was welcome with the rich aroma of different kinds of coffee filled her nose. She close her eyes and sniffed it.
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"This is what I was craving for."
She went to the counter and placed her order. while waiting for it, She was startle by a sudden tap on her shoulder which made her flinch. Turning around to see who it was, she was left stunk, to her surprised it was no other than Baekhyun girlfriend, Kim Jisoo.
Her breathing became heavy not knowing what to do, but for Jisoo, everything was normal, She was happily smiling at Y/n like they were close friends.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to startled you Y/n-ssi," She giggled sweetly.
"What are you doing here and why are you wearing the hospital gown? Did something happen to you?" Jisoo sound worried but Y/n didn't care to answer her as she was still stun by her sudden appearance.
"Y/n-ssi, are you alright?" Jisoo worriedly ask and shook y/n's shoulder, bringing her back to reality.
"Y-yeah I'm fine," She stammer.
"What are you doing here? is everything okay?" She ask again as she eye y/n from head to toe.
"Yeah I'm fine. Just having a mental break down." Because of you, The tiny voice inside y/n's head talks as she couldn't.
"By the way, I can ask you the same? What are you doing here? Wait! Don't tell me Baekhyun is here with you?" Y/n raise in question.
"No, I'm here with a friend." Jisoo replied and Y/n breathe in relief.
"Jisoo, Do not tell Beakhyun you saw me here." Y/n said, more like an order.
"Okay? But Why? He will be worry."
"That's exactly the reason why I don't want him to be worried." Y/n said, looking away.
"You are pretty close to him aren't you. Don't worry I won't." Jisoo assured her with a smile.
'Much closer than you', y/n imaginary voice talks again inside her head as she gave jisoo a sweet fake smile.
"Here's your order, Ma'am." the counter girl interrupted, appearing with the hot cappuccino y/n had ordered earlier.
"Thank you."
She said as she took it but then, Jisoo quicky entwine her arms with y/n, slightly making her spill her coffee and y/n immediately shot at glare at her.
What's her problem?
"Why don't you join me and my friend and we can chat a little bit? Maybe that will help you too." Jisoo smile ignoring the glare she was receiving. She added a hum in her last words which made her look innocent.
Y/n didn't want to, she literally didn't want to. She hates her. Why should she spend her precious time with the only person who was the reason why she's in the hospital.
Before she could refuse Jisoo, someone interupted in by calling out jisoo name which caught their attention as they turned over to see where the voice was coming from.
"Yah jisoo what's taking you so long? Did you get our coffee or not?" He asked, walking over as the two ladies eyed him, but suddenly he freezes in his position when he notice the next person beside jisoo.
"Oh yoongi! I was about to but then, I met..." jisoo continues to talk to him but yoongi was dazed when he saw y/n. Before he realise, he was already staring at her.
'What is with this man and with his stares? Why is he looking at me weirdly?' Y/n thought, giving the same look to yoongi.
'It's her. The lady whom I save yesterday. But what is she doing here with Jisoo?' Yoongi thought as he continue to stare at her, 'She is wearing a hospital gown. Looks like she's having her bad days'
Yoongi suddenly got interrupted between his thought as a couple of hand wave right in front of his face gaining his attention.
"Hellooo, down to earth Yoongi? Are you listening?" Jisoo said, still waving her hands. Yoongi knock off her hand with his already present blend face, "What?"
Jisoo chuckle at Yoongi reaction as he look lost of what jisoo was saying.
"Don't tell me you are drooling over
y/n-ssi?" Jisoo tease him as she elbowed him in his guts playfully.
"I wasn't,"
Yoongi replied, getting pissed as he rolled his eye at her dumb question.
Jisoo held her laugh, "So should I introduce you to her? Kim Y/n, this is Yoongi, Min Yoongi. Yoongi she is..."
"Wait," y/n cut in as she twisted her eyebrow like she was recalling something. Yoongi thought that she actually remember him but...
"Min Yoongi? ?" Y/n asked, looking at the man in front of her. That was the name she remembered because they are going to held a meeting tomorrow with their ceo in contract of signing up partnership with them.
"Yes, the one and only I didn't know that you know him."
"Not exactly I would say I know him but I have heard of him. Nice to meet you, President Min." Y/n said, extending her hand for a shake but Yoongi didn't response. He was stun in disbelief as he stare her, he thought she recognised him; the person who saved her but No, She seem to act like she have short term memory lost.
'Is she acting this way because I yelled at her yesterday? Why? She should be thanking me' Yoongi thought, giving her the weird looking vibe of stares, which was starting to annoyed y/n.
'Seriously what is wrong with this man? Y/n thought, his stares was starting to creep her out.
Jisoo hit Yoongi's arm with her elbow again, bringing back the lost kitten to the reality. Yoongi turned at Jisoo, who was directing him to y/n's hand that was still waiting for his response.
"Nice to meet you too," they both exchanged the handshake with the weird exchanging stares at each other.
"I have to go."
Y/n tried to excuse herself before yoongi's stares start to Kick off her temper. She can directly spit back ugly words at him but she doesn't want to show her rude-self before the meeting tomorrow because it was an request from Baekhyun.
"Okay bye, see you again y/n-ssi." Jisoo said and y/n hum in response as she walked past them, still feeling the annoying stares.
As y/n was at the exit door she turned back one last time only to meet Yoongi eyes looking back at her, she quickly turned away and walked outside with the unknowing feeling.
"What is with him? Was he trying to have a staring contest with me or what?" Y/n mumbled to herself waking back inside the hospital.
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