ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴇʏ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴀɴ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴏғ ғᴀɪᴛʜ. sᴇᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ᴜᴘ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀғᴜʟ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ; sᴜʀʀᴇɴᴅᴇʀ. sᴇᴇ? ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪs ᴀɴ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴏғ sᴜʀʀᴇɴᴅᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ. ᴛᴏᴛᴀʟ ᴀʙᴀɴᴅᴏɴᴍᴇɴᴛ.

I kept my feelings to myself as much as I could. And I'm proud of myself.

Minho couldn't believe himself. what had he just done?

did he really give himself up for him? did he really just tell Jisung he liked him, and then let his guards up, once again? did he really just abandoned his heart for him?

well, he wasn't so sure about his abandoning his heart, but what he did know is that he had to put his walls up.

he had to guard himself and act like any of that didn't happen. as if he didn't like Jisung.