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How could he do that? I have a boyfriend, I love him, and Ashton just did that to me...

"I better get going, bye Aidan!"

"Bye Mommy!" He screamed from his bedroom. And with that, I left.

He kisses me. Ashton kissed me.

I couldn't say that I didn't enjoy it, but I would be a horrible person to say that. I'm dating the love of my life, Twan, or at least I still love him...I think.

As soon as I got home I plumped onto the firm brown couch. I was exhausted and totally not caring what I had to get done tonight.

But the one thing that I tried to forget about kept sneaking back to the front of my mind. I think straight and I started to zone out.

"Hey babe." A pair of lips softly smashed onto my right cheek. "How was dropping Aidan off?" I panicked, did he find out? My mind was running all over the place. Did I think about the kiss out loud?

"Um, it went fine. Same as usual. Why you ask?" I didn't what else to say. What if he found out?

"Are you okay? You never act like this. Is everything alright? Did something happen while you were at Ashton's?" Every question sunk over me like the Titanic. The heavy word floated about me.

"I'm fine. Just in my own little world you know. And nothing happened at Ashton's. I simply dropped Aidan off, talked with Ashton for a bit and was on my marry way home." I smiled, trying not to make anything more obvious.

"Okay, if you say so. So, what do you wanna do tonight?" He crawled over me. "I can't do anything. I got dishes, laundry, and cleaning the bathroom before I got to bed. And you have Aidan's room, our bedroom, and living room to clean too. Maybe tomorrow night." With that I got up from underneath him and started walking to the kitchen.

"Ugh, but I don't wanna." I hear a complaining voice coming closer to the kitchen as I start rinsing dishes. "But you gotta. If you start now and finish early, then maybe we can do something tonight." I suggested. His eyes went wide and he ran to the bedrooms.

"Babe, I'm done!" Twan sung as he walked to me. "That's great, but I'm not." I say as I'm scrubbing the bathroom sink. "Take a break." He said. "I'm almost done, this is the last thing I gotta do, and...done. There I'm done."

He picked me up by the waist and carried me to the bedroom. Set my gently on the bed and ripped his shirt off. He kissed me so ruffly that it felt like my lips were on fire.

"Hold on." I paused.

"What? What is it?" He stopped. About five second later I ran to the bathroom and threw up my stomach. Twan comes rushing in and holds my hair up.

"You feeling okay?" He rubs my back. "Yeah, I'm feeling much better. Can we just cuddle until we fall asleep?" I flushed the toilet. "Of course."

Ugh, I feel like shit. My eyes opened and could feel Twan's arms around me. Just then, I had the urge to throw up again, so I quickly ran to the bathroom and vomited once again.

"Charlie, are you getting sick? Want to take some medicine? I nodded, but then just thought of something that couldn't be possible, at least I don't think.

"Wait, Twan, when was the last time we had sex?" I asked and looked up at him with fear in my eyes.

"Um, couple weeks ago." He said. "Do you remember if you wore a condom or I was on the pill or anything was protect?" His eyes widened. "Do you think?" He shook. "I don't know. I guess we're gonna have to go and fine out."

In just a couple of hour later we were at the clinic. This is were I went to make sure I was actually pregnant with Aidan. I don't really trust the stick cause it could be wrong.

"Whatever the outcome is, I'll be here for you." I smiled and held his hand.

"Hi, how can I help you?" This young lady asked as we were at the front counter.

"Hi, Charlie Grace. Here for a pregnancy test."

"Oh yes, here you are. If you just fill this paper work and wait in the waiting room, we will be right with you."

"Thanks."

We both sat down and we both looked at the one paged form.

"Have you been pregnant before, yes. Is your partner going to help out? If so, please have him sign here. Here you go Twan. They want you to sign only if you're going to help out." He taked the clip board from my hands and signs. "Thank you. You know, some of these questions are unnecessary." We both let out a chuckle.

"Well what can we do right?" He said.

I finished filling out the form and returned it back to the lady.

"Alright, thank you! And Doctor Sandra will be right with you."

"Thanks."

"Charlie Grace." My name was called. We both walked over to the nurse. "Follow me." We followed her down a hall and into a room. "Doctor Sandra will here shortly." With that she left, closing the door.

"Hey, everything is going to be okay." Twan grabbed my hand and squeezed it.

"But what if I am? Can we really handle a new born and a almost five year old? Can we really handle that?" I panicked.

"Of course we can. And just think, Aidan will have a new baby brother or sister. Wouldn't you think he would be happy?"

"Well of course Aidan will be happy to have a new brother or sister. But I'm asking, about us? I work, and I gotta drop Aidan off certain days, then pick him up. Gotta take care of a new born. Everything's gonna be a mess." I almost started crying.

"Listen to me. Here, let's move away from what if you are. What if you're not? I mean, it's a possibility, right?" I nodded. "Yeah, it is. But I know that you'll be crushed. I know you love kids, you love Aidan as if he was yours."

"Don't worry about me. Maybe it's not my time to the a father yet and maybe it's won't be your time to be a mother to a new born again."

"Hello Charlie, good to see you back. It's been what? Four years already since I last saw you in person?" Doctor Sandra smiled and hugged him.

"Oh yeah. It's been awhile."

"How Aidan?" She asked as she checked her chart.

"He's good. Healthy as ever. He's just as happy as can be for a four year old boy." I smiled just thinking of him.

"Well that's good. And so I hear you are here today for a check up?" She looked at me. "Yep, oh, and this is my boyfriend Twan." I introduced them.

"Nice to meet you. Are you the father to be?" He smiled. "I hope so."

"Fantastic. Well, let's get started then. Lay here Charlie and lift up your shirt." I did what I was told and she put some really cold cream on my belly and looked around. "Hm, I don't see anything. Let's see if there's a heartbeat." Twan squeezed my hand and I squeezed it back. "Hm, not heartbeat either. Well from the looks of it, you are not pregnant. But if you want, we can get a sample from you and check just in case?" I looked at Twan and he noddded.

"Yes, we would like to do that."

"Alright, here's your cup and your results will be mailed to you within one or two weeks."

"Thank you."

-Autumn Brown