Firstly, i want to say one thing.

Potato nim doesn't know shit about medical stuff. So if it doesn't make sense pls don't kill me. This is fiction afterall. I am just using my knowledge from movies lmao.

And secondly.

My igcse is done. I am free for the rest of the year because i will only join A level next year. Soo...

No more once a week update. I am gonna update a lot and finish this book soon. Cause i got other books coming up hehe.

Sorry for the late update. Here ya go bunbuns.

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"I am sorry but..... even though we could save him, he is gonna have some complicated disabilities."

Yoongi, namjoon, jimin and taehyung let out a relieved sign as they heard the first few words. They didn't care about anything. Jungkook being alive was the most important thing for them right now.

"Thank you so much." Yoongi whispered out in his broken voice and bowed to the doctor which he have not done in years.

"No problem. Its my responsibility as a doctor. But he is still not in a healthy condition. I will let ken explain it to you all." The chief nodded knowingly at the said male and walked away politely.

"C-can we see him?" Taehyung asked.

"I am sorry. Its against the hospital rule for now. You can all only see him after he comes back to his conciousness. But until that, i need to explain some things to you." Ken answered and led them to his private room.

Yoongi, namjoon amd taehyung took a seat infront of ken while jin and jimin stood behind them.

"Okay, i would like to explain it in simple words, the amphetamine MDMA has damaged his heart, resulting it to beat at a lower rate then the normal rate of a human's heartbeat."

All of them just frowned at the words while namjoon and jin nodded understandingly. Ken noticed their looks and sighed.

"In simple words guys, his heart beats slower then ours. Understand? But not too slow though." Ken felt awkward, to explain the medical thing in common words but he did it anyway. The others finally nodded and motioned for him to continue.

"So he's gonna have to use inhalers at times where he coughs and sneezes or have difficulties in breathing. He cannot do sports anymore and other intense activities which consumes energy."

"He can't run, lift weights and others. I think you all get what i mean. I heard he does not have a habit of smoking or drinking which is good but he also must not be near people who smoke." All of them turned their eyes to yoongi, as he is the one who has an habit of smoking in their group. The blond haired male nodded, ignoring all their looks.

"Will his condition improve?" Namjoom asked timidly.

"Umm hopefully. We do not have a certain answer but there are chances that it could if he stays really healthy." Ken answered and gave a ressuring smile to the males.

"Lastly, i would like you all to wash up and change your clothes to be hygienic. Don't worry, he won't wake up right now so please go and take some rest." Ken said and the three males who fought, looked down at their blood stained or ripped suits.

"Thats all for now." Ken bowed and walked out of the cabin to attend his next appointment, leaving the five males alone.

"Me and jimin will go and bring the extra clothes for you all. You can change in the hostipal shower rooms." Namjoon said, breaking the silence and the others nodded.

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"You both should eat." Jin said sternly as he folded his arms, staring at the lilac and blond haired males.

Its been 5 hours since they were waiting. In the middle they all showered and changed their clothes into a clean one. Namjoon brought some decent food but taehyung and yoongi didn't even touch it yet.

"Later jin.." yoongi muttered and rested on the chair while closing his swollen eyes. Taehyung kept staring at the floor, eagerly waiting for the time to meet the younger male.

Jin rolled his eyes and was about to scold them again but was interrupted.

"The patient is awake! and who's yoongi here?" A nurse exclaimed as she approached the males and they all immediately stood up.

"I am." Yoongi said as he stepped forward.

"Please follow me." She said and speed-walked away. Yoongi and the other quickly jogged behind her eagerly as she led them into the ICU.

"G-go away! Go away please! I want to see y-yoongi hyung!!!"

Jungkook's cries were the first thing which greeted him as they all entered, panting. He was thrashing and writhing on the bed, wailing loudly while the nurses tried to hold him down.

"Calm down jungkook! Everything's alright. Shhh." Ken tried to talk to the younger but he only backed away in fear from all the unfamiliar faces. He wanted his hyungs. Waking up to unknown faces, triggered him in all levels, giving him panic attacks. And the only last memory he had was kris pointing the gun at yoongi.

"Yoongi hyungggg! I want to see my yoongi hyung!! Please don't hurt me!" The latter cried, hot chunks of tears flowing down his cheek as tried to push away all of them.

The blond haired male flinched at his name rolling out of his brother's mouth. They all were staring at him with wide eyes and he immediately ran towards the younger, pushing ken out of the way and the other nurses.

"I-i am here! Right here kookie! You're safe! Calm down!" The older rambled and brought the smaller into his arms, hugging him securely.

The younger finally stopped crying at his brother's familiar voice, a wave of relief washing over him in an instant.

"Y-yoongi hyung..." jungkook whimpered and hugged back desperately like a baby, making yoongi to smile at the person in his arms.

The other smiled fondly too and ken let out a relieved sign at the image. Yoongi stayed still, patting the younger until he completely would calm down and turn back to normal.

"Are you okay now jungkook?" The younger turned and peeked at the male in a white coat curiously while hiding himself into yoongi even more.

"He's a friend kookie ah. Do not be scared okay." Jungkook nodded at his brother's words and finally came out a bit but still gripped onto yoongi's shirt tightly.

"So you have to tell me how you feel right now okay? So that I can help you." Ken said with a sweet smile and jungkook nodded when yoongi told him that its gonna be okay.

"I-its hard to breathe." The latter said finally as he noticed that the sound of his own breath was louder then normal and his chest was heaving more higher.

"A-and this hurts." He whimpered, looking at the IV connected to his arm which looked pale and red.

"It will make you so strong boo! So you become healthy and start to play with us again." Jin said and walked towards the younger while smiling.

"Jin hyung!" Jungkook smiled in surprise and happiness, seeing another one of his hyung. He then turned to his all of them standing there and smiling at him.

"Hyungss!" He exclaimed and tried to get up but jin immediately grabbed him gently and pushed him back.

"No no sweety. You can't get up from here okay." Jin exclaimed and jungkook nodded at him cluelessly like a good boy and sat down.

"Who's living with him?" Ken asked while writing something in jungkook's medical report.

"Me.." yoongi trailed looking up nervously.

"I need to explain some things about his medicines so follow me." Ken smiled and walked away and jin followed him. Yoongi sighed and got out of the younger's grip.

"I'll be back soon. Stay with the others." He softly kissed the younger's forehead and walked out, leaving namjoon, taehyung and jimin.

"W-we'll go get your clothes jungkook ah!" Jimin exclaimed awkwardly and grabbed namjoon who looked confused at him. Jimin motioned him look at taehyung who was looking down nervously, obviously needing some privacy with the younger.

"A-ah yes. We'll be right back!" Namjoon said with his dimple smile and both of them walked out, leaving taehyung alone.

There was a eerie silence, which was then broken by jungkook.

"Taetae hyung..."

The said male looked up finally, his breath hitching at the soft sight. Jungkook's soft smile was there again. And he felt miserable because he didn't deserve that smile. He should have taken the bullet, not jungkook. He should be there with all the painful IVs attached to him, not jungkook.

"Hyung.." the younger's soft voice, rang around the room again and taehyung looked up again to see jungkook holding his free hand out, wanting the older to come to him.

The lilac haired male silently moved forward and sat on the bed infront if jungkook who had a tired smile. But the latter soon frowned seeing the quiet older.

"Whats wrong hyung?" Jungkook asked as he placed his cold palm on taehyung's cheek.

"Why did you do it?" Taehyung's cold voice carried jungkook's smile away. The older grabbed the younger's hand from his cheek but still held it.

"What makes you think that what you did was right!!" The brown haired male flinched at the dark tone and didn't move back.

"I couldn't just watch and stand there hyung." The younger said bluntly as he looked down, avoiding the lilac haired male's glare.

"You can't just take it on you jungkook! Thats idiotic!" Taehyung was now fuming in anger, demanding an answer from the younger.

"I-it hurts hyung. Not being able to do anything. He could have shoot yoongi hyung or you and i couldn't push him away because he wouldn't move-

"You have to save yourself. It still would gonna hurt if you got shot! Aren't you in pain right now?!" Taehyung growled but jungkook froze before looking.

He smiled weakly while tears flooded his cheeks.

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"Sir, our men your sent has reported that the boy is alive. He's in hospital right now."

Kris finally lifted his head from his palm and nodded. His nauseous feeling slowly faded away. He could breathe properly again.

The butler eyed him curiously.

"You seem to be concerned and fond of that boy sir..."

Kris turned to the man after hearing his words.

"Are you perhaps, interested in him?"

"Yes."

The butler was amused at his boss's answer for a while.

"But he is with taehyung isn't he sir?"

"Not for long." The tall male stood up, his eyes red and dark, his fist clenched in anger and pain

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Whoops, kris turned evil because of kook lol.

Do you guys think jungkook is the most emotionally matured person here? Thoughts?

Also would you guys like to follow me on twitter?😊 i kinda post updates about my books there too.

Its @ potatoesandjams. 😂 or you can go to my profile bio now. Its there.😊😂💟

And who the frick gave them the right to be this loveydovey!!!

U FUCKING WU!!!!

I am telling this again. If someone doesn't stare at me like this! I am staying single forever. Thank you.

Imagine if vkook had a child.....

AONDKSBZIAKDNSJ

Lmao why does tae looks like a possesive daddy here 😂😂😂 i ain't complaining tho.

MY PARENTS👇👇 NAMJIN IS GOALS Y'ALL

Yoonmin sat together. I need to see their interactions😭😭😭

BLESSS THIS CHUBBY CHEEKS OMGGG YESSSS I LOVE YOU JIMIN SHIIIIIIIII

FUCK MY LIFEEE AODBSIDNSKSNS *dies for the 92737th time* thank you so much namjoon.

Can we just talk about how fucking good jhope looks in here. Omg he can shove his foot down my throa- here i go being weird again.

MIN YOONGIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

I AM DONE

OMFG MY FAV OUTFIT THIS THESE TWO Y'ALL

Namjoon is a God!! Fight me on this