Thea

It's been a long week.

Since Thanksgiving break is coming up, all the Professors are rushing to get their final "big assignments" turned in so that they can prepare their students for their final exams after our short break. My brain is a scattered mess and all I can think about are the errors in my code for my project that's due this coming Monday, just 3 days from now.

I'm kind of panicking because I still can't figure out what the hell went wrong in my code. If you're a coder I think you'll also understand having that one teeny tiny error where you accidentally misspelled something or added something extra that was unnecessary. But I freakin can't find it anywhere. Ugh.

For an hour before Will called me, I was listening to 'Stress Relief Music" on Youtube just to calm my overused brain down. I'm internally screaming in frustration right now and am imagining myself throwing ceramic plates at the wall to relieve my stress.

Now that we're all walking into the party I'm going to allow myself to get drunk and have fun before I deal with all of that later. I was kinda too lazy to leave my room and wanted to deal with my frustration on my own but Will's right. I haven't gone out with all of them in awhile. Sucks though because I could be watching Boys Over Flowers with Stells right now. I let out another longing sigh.

Since it's mid November in the Northeast it's pretty fucking cold out so following Will's advice, I made sure to slip on a hoodie that I'm not afraid to lose. I somewhat know some of the guy's here through Will, Dev and Quinn so I'm pretty sure I can ask if I can leave it in their room but just to be safe it's a hoodie I wouldn't cry over if I lost it.

The party is bustling with tons of people mingling in the hallways and kitchen. Lights are dim with some colorful strobe lights to keep up the party vibe they have going on. Guys and girls are already drunkly stumbling throughout the house.

Through all this chaos, all I can feel is everyone's body heat hitting me. It's quite gross if you think about it. Most of us are strangers and we're all just inhaling the same air. Ew.

Sienna and I wip off our hoodies and immediately feel some relief from our skimpy tops. Even though I wasn't blessed in the boob department the way Kari and Sienna are, my itty bitty girls can go easily without a bra and who like's wearing bras? I guess sacrificing nice size tits to my little B cups is worth it.

Sienna is wearing a sexy red crossed top that accentuates her boobs which are currently sitting very pretty with a nice amount of side boob while I'm wearing a silky and strappy backless top. Good thing it's hot in here or my nipples would definitely be poking through right now.

"Ooo cute top!" Sienna yells over the music

"Thanks bitch, your tits look great!" I yell back with a healthy grab of her right tit.

What can you say, our friendship within our dorm is pretty close.

Devon watches the interaction happen and almost chokes on his beer that one of his teammates must have given him while I see Will in a conversation with another tall dude. Welp, I can definitely tell they're basketball players now with how tall all of these guys are. I feel my face flush a little from my embarrassment over not knowing what sport they played this entire time.

Whatever, it's not like I watch sports in my free time anyways.

"Hey man, do you actually mind if the girls leave their hoodies in your room until we leave?" Will asks

"Sure, dude. You know where my room is" he says, then glances at his phone "Shit, Easton said there's a fight out back. I need to help him handle that. You ladies have fun!" The guy says waving at the four of us and scrambling to the back of the house.

"Sisi, I'll bring your hoodie to the room. Can you grab some jungle juice for me please?" I say while moving my arm out to grab it

"Yep! Text me if you can't find us!" She says while grabbing Devon's hand

"I got it, T. You could've gone with them." Will says, taking both sweatshirts in his hands

"It's cool, I'm kinda nosey and wanna see more of the house. Are you gonna end up living here when you're a Junior and Senior?"

He drapes an arm over my shoulder and guides me up the stairs.

"Not sure yet, this is kind of a party house so I don't want to deal with how disgusting this place gets. Dev, Quinn and I are talking about getting our own place when the time comes."

His hand is politely placed away from my girly bits but I can feel his thumb brushing over my collarbone every once in a while as we walk through the large upstairs hallway. From the way he continues to elaborate more about how gross the bathroom gets here after a party I can tell it's subconscious and I don't know how I feel about it.

I don't think I'm crushing on Will per se, but once in a while I find him being so politely affectionate with me and it just reminds me of how I've never had a guy be as nice to me as Will is. He's a great listener and always lifts my spirits whenever I'm feeling stressed out about school. He's just so carefree and can be pretty blunt but it's perfect for how overly honest I can be.

Plus, I don't think I've been truly jealous whenever he talks about a hookup. Not that he goes into detail about that because, ew I don't want to know everything but he'll once in a while mention about spending the night at a girls place. Sometimes I feel insecure about my lack of sexual experience, I don't think he knows I've never been intimate with anyone. He probably assumes that I'm just a private person.

In this day in age of college or young adults in general, hook up culture is just so normalized and I'm so picky when it comes to finding the guy that I want to lose my virginity to. I don't have to be completely in love with him, but I do value having some kind of relationship with them and knowing he's at least a decent guy. I know that Will is not looking for that kind of extra attention to give to a girl. He looks for girls who aren't looking for anything more because of his focus on school and basketball.

It doesn't help that I clearly told him that I'm not looking for anything because of my grades. Either way, he's become a great friend to me and I'm not looking to make things weird.

"Wow, whats this guy's name? His room is weirdly clean for a college guy."

There isn't one piece of clothing in sight, either on the floor, bed or even his desk chair where I tend to throw my own random pieces of clothing. Even his bed is neatly made.

"This is Jensen's room, the guy I was talking to earlier. He's kind of a neat freak and I would love to live with him but he's graduating this year."

"Oof, that sucks. He's a dream roommate."

"Yep, lets find Sienna and Devon."

We maneuver our way back downstairs through all the bodies in search of Sisi and Dev. A bunch of guys and flirty girls greet Will and I can tell he eats up the attention. Definitely doesn't have a problem being in the spotlight. I hate being the center of attention but I do enjoy meeting new people and talking to them.

Will's hands are placed on my shoulders to help guide me through the crowd while his height helps him look for Devon and Sienna. Some girls are giving me dirty looks because of Will's attention on me but I roll my eyes. I'm definitely no competition here.

We finally spot them in the kitchen. Sienna sipping out of a red solo cup in her right hand while holding onto what must be mine. She's sitting on the countertop, swinging her legs back and forth and laughing with some guys. Sienna is gorgeous and theres no question as to why guys constantly flock around her. I wish I had her kind of confidence. I also wonder how Devon feels about this since he's nowhere in sight.

Usually I would be mad that she was left alone but I recognize one of the guys she hangouts with alot. I think his name is James?

I squeeze into their little circle, Will is at my back but he can easily see over my head.

"Hey Si, how's the juice?"

"TT! It's sooo strong!" Uh oh, she's already kind of tipsy.

"Bitch, we've been gone for 15 minutes. Gimme tho." I say with grabby hands

She places the other full solo cup in my hand and I take a sip. Jeez, I can barely taste the punch. It tastes like straight vodka at this point. Seeing my face curl at the taste, Will takes the cup out of my hand and drinks out of it.

"Sheesh, that's a hangover waiting to happen"

"Bottoms up Babe, you need a stress reliever so you're getting shit faced tonight!" Sienna exclaims

"I'll keep an eye on you guys. I promised I would. Let loose and have some fun tonight, Chan. You deserve it" Will says softly shaking my shoulders and passing the cup back to me

"Welll if you say sooo"

An hour later Sienna and I are standing on top of a coffee table and dancing up against each other, surrounded by strangers. I don't know how we got here but I'm not complaining, this is soo fun.

Guys are eyeing us but we've been giving them fuck off looks to shoo them away from us. My brain feels mushy and it's a little hard to focus from all the liquor I've been drinking but I'm having so much fun. I haven't danced this much since our first weekend before classes started this semester.

"I have to pee!" Sienna yells

"Can you hold, I love this song!" I slur back over Work by Rihanna that's blasting out the speakers

"I always make time for Riri" Sienna laughs back

We drunkly move our hips to the beat, smiling and laughing with each other. We must be putting on a free show but neither of us are aware of anyone around us; in our own bubble and having the time of our lives.

As soon as the song ends Sienna hooks her arm in mine and leads us to the bathroom. I'm totally drunk and I can't stop laughing at everything. I'm a pretty happy drunk but I'm usually not like this.

"There was a guy about to speak to you but you looked like a woman on a mission so he left you alone" I laugh, tears coming out of my eyes

"Stop! Don't make me laugh or I'm gonna pee my pants!"

Something about holding in our laughter makes us laugh even harder.

While Sienna does her business, I tie my hair up into a bun airing off my body from all the dancing and sweat.

"Girl, you look so hot. You should get some dick tonight" Sienna says with a wiggle of her eyebrows while washing her hands

"Uh definitely not tonight. You know how I feel about waiting."

"Whatever your comfortable with Thea"

As we walk out of the bathroom two cute guys approach us. The blonde comes straight to me while the brunette goes to Sienna. They must've had their eyes on us for sometime.

"Hey, I saw you earlier and love your tattoos. I was wondering if I could get your number" Blondie says leaning against the wall next to us. He's really cute, nice brown eyes and great smile. He's totally laying all the charm on me too. I gotta say, 90% of the guys that approach me always start the conversation by complimenting my tattoos and I feel pretty flattered considering I spent hundreds of dollars on them.

I smirk feeling confident from the vodka running through my system. I'm never this bold sober. Too insecure about how I look or what I say when a guy speaks to me. Except around Will.

I do my best to focus on the guy around me while hearing a Doja Cat song somewhere in the background.

"Only if you tell me your name" I say stepping into his personal space and leaning against the wall while also tipping my head to the side, clearly showing my interest in him.

His eyebrows go up, surprised of my bold actions. He's not that much taller than my shorter frame and I feel like doing something out of character tonight.

"My name's Andrew, what's yours?" He answers back very flirty

My hands go up to his chest and he gives me a huge smile, happy that I gave him some kind of permission to touch me. His hands go around my waist pressing me gently against him.

"Hmm, maybe I'll tell you if I get something out of it" I say, my eyes fluttering

Sometimes when I'm drunk my hazy and scrambled vision will make me black out at weird moments and come back. This is one of those moments. I don't know who reached for who first but I come out of my blackout to Andrew's tongue down my throat. WTF. This is not like me, but ehh who cares it's a party.

We separate from each other and I quickly grab Sienna's arm and drag her back to the kitchen. Shit, I can't believe I actually did that. I'm usually way too in my own head to do that.

"Hey, you didn't give me your number!" I hear Andrew yell but I choose to ignore it

"You little ho, you should've gotten his number! He's super cute" Sienna says giggling and punching me in the arm but I don't feel anything thanks to my drunken brain

"Who's cute?" Devon asks, walking up to us with Will

I look around and see a lot of the basketball guys hanging around in here. They must've been chatting in here while Si and I were dancing.

Will catches my body as I trip on literally nothing and straightens me up. I lean on his body for some sort of support, suddenly feeling too tired to stand on my own.

"TT here was just making out with some random dude!" Sienna responds with a shriek

"Shh, you're being so loud" I scold back at her

I look up at Will's face to see a grin.

"Nice Chan, didn't think you were into sloppy makeouts with randoms" he says with a mischievous face

Well, that confirms how he feels about me.