I was walking down the mess hall while whistling some random sounds like usual. I didn't know where I should go so maybe it's better for me if I'll disturb Levi's ass.

Murmuring soldiers where everywhere, they just can't move on about the incident that happened earlier.

Honestly I already bursted out the wonderful feeling that I've been keeping for so long since the expedition.

As we came back inside the walls, my mouth just can't shut up and my body is trembling because of the bearable feeling of joyfulness I felt.

But now I have to chilax out myself so I can go for another round of craziness.

I stepped right in front of Levi's sexy ass door as I didn't bother my self to knock on it instead I kick it out to open. I rushed to go inside with a wide grin across my face.

Levi was there standing in front of his cleared window.

Ugh... I shouldn't kick out his door so I can creep him behind, but...

Why does he didn't gave a shit when I entered freely in his office?

Pshh... Whatevz.

"Oh hey Ravioli how's it going? Are you letting your pretty clean dick to relax and feel the breeze?!" I beamed up as I waved my hands up in the air.

Still there's no response -___-

"Hey!!! You looked more creepier than usual, talk to me buddy!!!" I tried to encourage him, but as usual he still doesn't responding.

"What's wrong with you Shortie? Actually you should demand me and kick my ass out of your dear lovely office" I insisted as a great shitty ideas came to my head.

I bring out my wide handkerchief out of my pocket trousers as I tied it around my neck just like his cravat. I crossed my arms and determinedly coughed.

"Ahem!!! Go the fuck away Shitty Glasses or else I'm going to kill all your Titan babies... Everyone knows I'm fabulous as hell and no one can break my sexiness record ever. My dick is so clean that I can shove it into someone's wonderful mouth whenever I want, but I can't let my precious virginity to be gone and get by some shitty piece of brat" I pretend to be just like him for how he talk and how the way he move, but still...

Dammit it Shortie why aren't you supposed to do what you really wanted to do whenever I bugged you?!!

I decided to come closer to him and observed his pretty face while.... Sleeping?

What the heck? I didn't know he's sleeping while standing like a shit.

This is a new thing!!!

"Hey!!! Yooohooo?!! Ravioli Dolie Rolie?!!" I waved my hands in front of his face, but he still didn't give a shit.

"BOO!!!"

He shot his eyes open, but loses his balance and fell down the floor.

Wow that's a wonderful thing to watch if only I could replay it.

"Ugh... Arghh! The Fuck You Shit?!!" He cursed and I started laughed my ass off.

"What's wrong with you dude? You've been sleeping like hell yeah!!!" I exclaimed and clicked his tongue annoyingly.

"Honestly I don't know what's going on with me okay? I think I'm turning a crazy shit like you" He stood up and brushed the invisible dirt on himself then he walked away leaving me dumbfounded in his office.

He's not himself again.

As I was walking towards his door a very mysterious sound came up making me jumped up to my place.

"What is that?" I muttered and slowly look back on his desk.

There wasn't any other thing that can creates a sound like that instead there's a single old book on Levi's desk.

I make my way closer to his desk as the sound became more audible to hear.

What the heck is that?

"Shitty Glasses Go The Fuck Away To My Office... Now!!!"

"No I Didn't Saw Anything!!!"

He sighed and open up the door more widely.

"Just go away would you?" He asked more politely since he wasn't in a mood today.

"Fine I will..."

Phew that was close, but what the heck is that thing?

After Hanji left away I locked up my door once again and proceed to heard towards the mess hall.

"It's curfew time you shits, now go back to your filthy rooms" I declared as they silently obliged my order.

The mess hall went dark as I entered in my own room.

There's a lot of thoughts that came up to my mind. Honestly I was really confused by now and I felt like my whole being is going to explode.

A few hours past by, but still I can't find a right way to sleep.

Should I let Petra to come over here? But I guess she's already asleep.

I sat up straightly and peeked down at my window.

A countless stars are scattered throughout the dark sky as the moon shined brightly.

I heard a rustling sounds through the grasses. I quickly got up from my bed and peeked more frequently outside.

(Y/n)? What is she doing outside in the middle of the night? She looked like she was finding something.

I silently jumped out of my window and went behind her back.

I felt like there's someone who's following me. I kept looking back, but there's nothing except my surroundings. I went back to the cliff as I looked up to the beautiful dark sky. I sighed when suddenly...

"Umphf!!!"

Someone firmly cupped my mouth with a hand. I tried to get off of it, but it was really strong to handle the next thing I new someone's face pressed with mines.

"Tch... What the heck are you doing here in the middle of the night huh, brat?"

I knew that voice.

Levi?!

"Mn.. Mnphf..." I muffled as he finally let go of me.

"Tch... What the fuck?"

"I said it was nothing, Captain" I replied quickly.

My heart beats faster than usual as I thought he was going to caught me off.

Luckily he didn't.

I didn't dared myself to look up at him, but when he noticed some of my feathers I quickly make a move before he could ever pick some.

She didn't bother her self to look at me instead I observed the surrounding around us seeing a few white and dark feathers were scattered everywhere.

I was going to pick up some of it when suddenly...

A pair of soft lips were pressed with mines.

My heart beats fast as I felt my cheeks became warmer.

I closed my eyes and tangled my right hand through her soft scented hair as I wrapped my left arm around her waist.

I deepen the kiss and make it more tenderly. I don't know why, but this feeling is new to me. I didn't even felt this way to Petra.

The feeling of when you where craving for someone to touch. The great feeling when you misses someone..... You loved.

Does I really loved her?

But I felt like I was missing her for so long.

She forcefully pulled out of our kiss as she let go of my embrace.

"This... This is not right, I'm sorry I shouldn't let my self to do that" She insisted.

"What do you mean?" I asked still panting from the previous session.

"You're my superior, someone already owned you and you didn't love me so..." She said as tears rolled down her cheeks, she didn't finished off her sentence when she quickly run out inside the castle headquarters.

I didn't think more frequently this time instead I followed her behind.

I wanted to called out her name, but people inside might get in the issue so I think it's better if I'll just going to follow her.

She opens the door as she get inside to her room, but before she could ever closed it, I dodge it with my arms and entered inside.

She stared into me with wide eyes as I closed and locked up the door inside.

"Ca... Captain?" She muttered as I came closer to her.

I wanted to stop, but I can't even control myself.

I tightly embraced her with my arms as I started to kissed her more hungrier again. I pulled out of the kiss and starts to suck and nibbled her soft flesh of her neck.

"Ah.... Ahhh Ca... Captain! Please stop!" She hardly complained while moaning.

"I wanted too, but I can't..." And with that I pushed ourselves over her bed.

I straddled myself to her beautiful being while unbuttoning my shirt, then I pressed my self down to her as kissed her sweet tender lips.

This the first time I ever done this in my entire living.

"Ca... Captain!"

"Levi... Call me Levi!"

"Levi... This isn't right please I'm begging you to stop" She said and I stopped on my tracks and look straightly through her eyes.

Tears were uncontrollably falling down from her eyes as her swollen lips are slightly parted.

"Please... Don't make this more harder, it isn't right"

I just then finally controlled myself. I got up and buttoned up my shirt as I averted my gaze to the side.

"I'm sorry..." I apologized and reluctantly leave her in her room.

This is the first time that I felt a great deep pain in my heart.