I came back again to check out my squad, but for what I saw makes my rage to rise up against me which I tried to keep it under controlled.

My squad, friends and comrades was been washed out to death by that Fucking Female Titan.

There's nothing I could do to bring their life back.

But..... Where's the other brats?

Oh No Petra!!!

For the heavens sake I hope that she's still alive.

I didn't saw her dead body anywhere neither (Y/n) and Eren. Did they successfully escaped or did they still been chased by that stupid beast.

I saw a black smoke, signalling that it was over and we needed to retreat so I decided to go back where Erwin is, until I found that stupid Ice Queen brat who's fighting the Female Titan.

I approached her before she could ever do some stupidness.

I find out that Eren's body was been devoured and an idea came up to my head so I decided to tell her to follow my lead to retrieve Eren's body.

I let all the rage come out to me as I skillfully sliced it's bitchy disgusting flesh with my long sharp blades. Actually I want to fucking kill it, but I can't for some reason.

Mikasa intruded as I stopped her again, but the worst is... I broke my ankle.

Gaddamit!!!... Fucking Holy Shit!!!

I completely ignored my injured as well as the filthiness that I've been through this time when I quickly slashed out it's jaw revealing the Titan Boy covered with saliva.

I picked him up and go back where the others are waiting.

"I'll take care him..." Mikasa sadly exclaimed.

"By the way Petra was the one who told me about Eren so I decided to come for him... I did it even if you kick my ass out" She added.

So Petra is still alive? Thank heavens.

For the fucks sake this is the first time that I fucking thank the heavens.

After we put him inside the wagon, I decided to find Petra. She was sitting down on some tree branch while desperately crying. I approached her and tapped her shoulder.

She looked up at me with teary eyes.

"Ca... Captain?" She stuttered and nervously got up to face me and what she did next makes me surprise as well as the others.

She hugged me tightly and cried to my shoulder as I stayed quiet and reluctantly hugged her back.

"I... I'm very sorry... I can't save the others even my self... I'm really sorry..." She stammered as everyone gave us some weird looks.

Shit.

Whatever she's my lover and I can't deny it this time because she truthfully needs me.

"No... It's not you fault don't blame your self, the important is you were alive" I gently patted her back earning a lot of more weird attention from our comrades.

But I don't care if I give I shit this time.

"I wont make it if (Y/n) didn't save me..." She said while wiping off her tears.

What?! Did she do that?

"What the actual fuck do you mean?!" To my surprised I shouted her rather than questioning her because I was completely shocked for what she says.

"She saved me... I was going to die that time, but then she saves me" She explained when all of a sudden...

"(Y/N)?!! (Y/N) WHERE ARE THE HECK ARE YOU AGAIN?!!"

Oh no it's Hanji.

"(Y/N) DON'T EVER DARE TO PLAY A HIDE AND SEEK WITH ME THIS TIME!!!" Hanji worriedly shouted while searching up for her friend's presence

But I think she's more than like a little sister for her.

And I'm afraid for what will be her reaction.

Wait... What does the exact heck that happened to that cadet? Does she still alive?

I hope so...

"Oh hey Levi did you see (Y/n) anywhere?! She's in your squad anyway" Hanji make her way towards me and it's weird for me to felt a bit anxious.

"No... I don-"

"Major Hanji!!!" Petra cut off my sentence as tears build up through her eyes again.

"Oh hey Petra what's wrong where are the others?"

I worriedly asked the two of them as I felt a lot of concern due to what I saw on Petra's face.

"Is there's something wrong?! Please answer me" I quietly asked as I felt that there really is something wrong.

Oh no I hope not...

"My comrades... Died"

"WHAT?!! SERIOUSLY?!! WHAT ABOUT (Y/N) DOES SHE... DOES SHE?!!" I shouted out from the bottom of my lungs as tears uncontrollably fall down my cheeks.

"I... I don't know... I was nearly to my death when suddenly she saved me. She told me to accompany Eren and so I did then she decided to buy me some time to distract the Female Titan..." She paused for second and continue her sentence.

"Then Eren didn't control himself anymore and fought back the Titan who chased us. I called for some help which Mikasa accepted then I didn't know what happened anymore"

I sighed deeply and starts to question her seriously.

"So do you mean the Female Titan still chased the two of you?!"

She slowly nodded.

"Then it means (Y/n) failed to distract it and....." I can't say the last word anymore. I run away towards my horse as my tears kept flowing out of my eyes.

Oh No Please Let Her Live...

Please...

"Hanji?!! Come back here!!! Levi?!!" I ignore Erwin's sudden outburst as I felt a presence behind me.

Levi was following me behind along with Petra.

After a few moments of journey towards the central forest. I saw a familiar figure.

I headed to it and saw a lifeless bloody body figure of my dear friend.

"(Y/n)?! (Y/N)?!! OH GOD!!!" I shouted out from the bottom of my lungs again.

I can't believe for what I saw right now.

I galloped my horse more faster as I kept yelling out her name.

"(Y/N)?!! HANG IN THERE WE'RE COMING FOR YOU!!!"

I get out of my horse and swiftly run towards her direction. She was laying down at the ground like a ragged doll with pool of blood around her.

I picked up her head gently with my arms as I force her to wake up.

"(Y/n) please give me a sign!!! Please just a bit of sign!!! Tell me!!! Tell me your still alive!!! Please!!!" I wiped off the blood on her face as I picked up her body and run towards my horse.

"Hanji we can't take her lifeless body with us anymore" I felt more irritated when I heard it so I shouted back again.

I didn't know what else I needed to do instead of retrieving my best friend's body and shouted like a pig without intestines.

"SHUT THE HELL UP!!! SHE'S STILL ALIVE!!!"

I hope so...

I placed her body inside the wagon along with the unconscious Eren.

Her heart was still beating so I have a hope that she's going to make it.

But her heart beat is slow enough to make me feel wretched.

It's an either life or death...

"(Y/N)?!! HANG IN THERE WE'RE COMING FOR YOU!!!"

Ha...Hanji?!

"Hanji we can't take her lifeless body with us anymore"

Le... Levi?!

"SHUT THE HELL UP!!! SHE'S STILL ALIVE!!!"

Hanji... Don't cry it doesn't suits you.

I'm really sorry.

"Eren?!" I called out his name, but still he doesn't stopped by crying. I looked into the side which I saw (Y/n) laying down as well, but it looks like she was the one who had the most major injuries.

"(Y/n)?!" I tried to called out her name, but there's no response.

Commander Erwin came into our way and gently picked up (Y/n)'s body and carried her towards the infirmary. Hanji followed them while cry and panicking.

Everyone concernly stared at them specially to (Y/n) who looked like a dead already.

I wish she could recover soon.

I sat down on my desk chair while having some deep thoughts again. I sighed and picked up the book out of my drawer until my eyes caught a glimpse of box on the side.

I pick it up as well and slowly removed the cover revealing the white feather that I've got and keep in.

It glows again and the book does the same. Then I chanted out the words.

"The Forbidden Love"

Strong wind welcomed my being as I remembered that I didn't finished off the scenery before.

The four elements starts to go wild as it envelopes the entire figure of the statue when suddenly it vanished as a loud moan was audible.

A women with white dress and wings appeared in front of the statue. She falls down when a man who made her with a dark hood catches her while the statue remain on it's place.

She look up at him and enveloped him with a hug then Zeus came towards them and take his turn to hug her.

"Oh finally my dear daughter..."

"Hey Hey what's with the elements bro?" Artemis interrupted.

"I used the elements to build up her soul and my words make her alive, but my royal blood was rushing through her veins"

"So is she the same Goddess as me? The heck Zeus..."

"No... She is more powerful than us"