It's been a long years since my mother died and her weird statement that she kept repeating all day were the last sentence she ever dare to say after she left me with full of confusion.

"Levi my dear please always keep this inside your mind... Don't let the others get the best of you just trust your self... She chose you and you're the reason so you have to let her be... Because The Forbidden Love is the only Key....."

I don't have any idea what she was talking about, but she told me that I'm going to understand everything soon so I do it anyway for her sake.

Every week I will always visit the place where I found the strange lady to offer her some fruits which I left on the middle of the field.

I was still curious and confuse about my mother's words because all of it was becoming true.

She was right about my life that would become a miserable one.

Every important person in my life would die in vein and I would always blame my self for it.

I grow up and live at this nasty underground place, my Mom died because of a terrible disease, my Uncle treated me like a shit and I don't even know who's my Father and the worst for me is Isabel and Farlan died because of my wrong choice until Erwin convince me to fight for humanity.

I guess the world really hates me, but this is my destiny and I have nothing to do with it.

I think one of the rare best thing that happened to my life is to become a Captain so I can order those bastard teenagers to clean their shits.

Last week we've got a new recruits after the incident that we discovered about this kid named Eren Jaeger and his Titan shifting skill.

Surprisingly only a few of his comrades joined us, but the greatest top cadets decided to choice this terrible division of the Survey Corps where the death is waiting for them rather than staying their flat asses in the Military Police who doesn't know anything, but to keep their selves alive inside this stupid walls.

I guess they really have a guts like us to kill those bastard giants, but the thing is we always failed and the number of our deaths were unacceptable.

But we will still do our best and offer our heart to save the humanity.....

I walked down the mess hall as everyone stare at me along with their frightened expressions as I ignored and continue my way towards the Commander's office when suddenly Hanji beamed in front me.

Ugh... Not now!

"Oh Hi Shorty!!! What's Up?!!" She enthusiastically asked like usual as Mike came up to my side.

"Nothing's up Shitty Glasses just go the fuck away from my sight" I rudely insisted as I used my hand to block Mike's face away from sniffing me.

They both annoyed and left me until I reached Erwin's door, I knocked and didn't wait for his response as I open up the door revealing his figures sitting on his desk while talking to a certain cadet.

As soon as he saw me, he ended up his conversation and averted his attention to me.

"Levi... What brings you here?" He asked as I make my way to his desk.

"I just wanted to know if we're going to have a break this coming season?" I nonchalantly asked while crossing my arms above my chest and maintain my stoic composure.

"Now that you asked about that... Cadet (L/n) please tell your comrades that we're going to have a spring break" He smiled and averted his gaze towards the person he mentioned.

I turned my gaze at the side and stare at her figure as she look up at me straight on the eyes and saluted anxiously while a tint of blush are visible on her cheeks.

"Uh... Ye...yes Co...Commander! Oh uh... I mean..... Roger!!!" She will always stuttered like usual after seeing me.

"You may dismissed now cadet" She bowed down in front of us and headed towards the door leaving me and this freaking eyebrows inside the office.

"Hmmp... We got (Y/n) last year and still she will stuttered wherever she sees you... I guess she had a thing on you" Erwin smirked and stood up from his seat while shoving his hands inside his pocket as I gave him an odd look.

"I never expect that a sensitive girl like her would be able to fall for a certain guy like you... How romantic" He added.

"Tch... Shut up Eyebrows, If you're jealous then go get Shitty Glasses and ask her for a date" I sarcastically informed him while I decided to take a seat on the nearest couch.

"Don't bring it up, were talking about you and her and don't change the gaddamn subject"

"Whatever..." I rolled my eyes because I'm clearly not interested about the discussion he was forming.

"She is a good and bright soldier with full of motivation that only a few soldiers could have the same..... She really is a great influence for the others and most importantly your lucky that a girl like her has great feeling for you, but sadly you're already taken" He bluntly informed while looking out on the window as I've got serious about his sudden words.

He's right I'm already in a relationship and no one knows about it except this asshole.

"I'm sure she'll be going on a verge of crying after confessing and knowing about your secret..... Poor (Y/n)" He said quietly, but it was enough for me to hear it.

"I don't give a fuck though even if she did..." I stood up and make my way towards the door, but before I could make it Erwin spoked up again.

"You didn't care even if she cares a lot about you ever since she joined the Scouting Legion? I think she's the only one who understands you and mostly the one who can take your orders without complaining..."

Did he really pushes himself to make me like his favorite one?

"I don't care about your kid and it is her duty to follow my orders... Could we please stop this bullshit Erwin?! I have to go..." I sighed irritatedly and make my way outside his office towards mine and as I walked down the halls someone bumped into me.

I flinched a bit by the sudden impact as I looked down on the girl who dared to do it, I shot her one of my best death glare as she looked up at me and nervously get her self off of the ground and saluted me.

"S...sorry Captain!!! I didn't mean to-" She apologize as I ignore her statement and walked away.

"Tch... Watch we're you going stupid brat!"

I encountered a lot of brats in the mess hall, but as usual I completely ignored them as I continued heading to reached the door to my office and quickly make my way inside.

I sat on my desk and wondered about the pile of papers right in front of me.

I have to finish this up so I can get a rest.

Damn that Stupid Eyebrows.

I grabbed a quill and dab it on the black ink in the bottle as I reached the first paper at the top and started to scribbled down on it.

"Hey Ravioli!!! Can I Come Inside?!!"

Ugh What Again?

"Go The Fuck Away Goggles!!!" I shouted back and work on my paperworks again then after at least half an hour I decided to clean my self and retired to my bed.

As I lay down my back I placed my left arm under my head and imagined a few things before drifting off to sleep when someone knocked on my bedrooms door that attaches to my office.

It's her...

"Levi? You didn't take a dinner"

The door slowly opened revealing her figure as she make her way towards my bed and sit beside me.

I stared directly to her eyes as she used her slender fingers to brushed up my hair.

"No need..... Just stay here and is already enough for me rather than taking a dinner" I softly insisted as I used my free hand to cupped her cheek.

"Geez... Levi your being smooth again"

"You're lucky it's for you... And only you" I bring her head down closer to mine as I pecked her lips.

"Love you Petra..."

She smiled and pecked my lips again.

"Love you too Levi....."