A/N:

There will be smut in this chapter, be warned. Anywayyy I hope you guys like it, sorry it took so long! Also, I've got a song which fits this chapter, its Lover of Mine by 5SOS, I don't know why but I thought of it, give it a listen if you guys want. And yes this a part 1, part 2 will be up hopefully in a few days, it was too long and emotional for just one chapter.

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Avery and I stared at each other, our breathing, especially mine becoming rougher and heavier by the second. It's been days since I was this close to her and now we're pressed against each other and feeling every inch of her curves against me was turning me on so much right now.

"Did you want me to come?" I asked softly, my eyes falling to her pink lips as I held back my urge to kiss them, letting my hands move up to the base of her neck.

Instead of answering me, she drags her hand up my thighs and to the curve of my ass, making my legs tremble a little before she gripped them in her hand, hard, resulting in me pressing my legs together, squirming.

"No underwear, baby girl?" She raised her eyebrows, a smirk forming on her face but also the shock and fire in her silver eyes which appreciated that I didn't. I simply shook my head, shyly, of course, flaming red in her arms.

"And why not?" She presses on further, making me bite my lip for a moment before sputtering out the words I have been wanting to say.

"Because I want you to t-touch me here," I whisper, standing a little on my tippy toes, as her hands dig further into my flesh, hurting it, but with the right amount of pain, which made me want more. Avery looks taken aback by what I said, but judging from the looks of it, she wants to.

"Is that so darling?" she breathes out, letting her tongue reach out and trace against my lips making me freeze. I nodded absentmindedly, already intoxicated by her. She smirks a little before loosening her hold on my ass, moving her hands up to my waist.

"Let's get you a drink first." She says, surprising me, I nodded calming down, letting my hands drop from her neck. She stands behind me, wrapping an arm around my waist and guiding me forward till we reach the table where a few of her friends sat. I almost forgot they were here.

I greeted them, Nikolai, Jake, Seth, Riker and Derek and his girlfriend, Candace. They all came out for her birthday, Nikolai flew from wherever he was, pretty nice to be a rich ass vampire huh.

"Damn, aren't you guys the hottest things here?" Nikolai whistled as we sat down, well, I sat on Avery's laps, blushing slightly at his words.

"Oh hush, Nik. It's my birthday and she dressed up for me." Avery says, sitting up higher, putting her hand on my thigh, stalking her claim as she realized a few eyes on us, making me blush even more at her words, well it's true, I did dress up for her.

"Yes, very pretty Doll." he winks before continuing, "Come on, let's get you a drink. What do you want Sam?" Nikolai asks me and I looked at whatever Avery was drinking.

"Nothing with alcohol, don't feel like it," I say and Avery tsked.

"Come on babe, drink something. Or you can share with me?" she asks and I nod, looking up at her grinning. She gives me a peck on my lips as a response, making me go all shy. What the hell is wrong with me today?!

"Okay great, now, presents!" Nikolai clapped excitedly, as I see smiles on her friends' faces. They all had some sort of gift with them, in a small bag or a box. Avery was so lucky to have them. Jake who was beside her passed her his gift. She moved her arm from around me and reached for it.

"I told you don't get me anything, J.." she sighs out, rolling her eyes but the smile on her face was evident, appreciation too.

"I can't not give my best friend a present on her 21st birthday, that just makes me a shitty best friend." He retorts back and leans into his seat, giving her a smirk. She chuckles and reaches into the bag and took out a small velvet case. Woah!

"Jake....." She warns trailing off, giving him a look. It looks fucking expensive that's for sure.

"Shut up and open it, woman!" He growls playfully. She does and we both gasp. A diamond ear cuff. My mouth dropped open as I glanced at it.

"Jake....oh god, you're fucking crazy!" She yells out, staring at them in awe and surprise. I chuckle a little and decide to slip off her lap so that she could give him a hug and she did.

"You like it?" He asks, looking at her with wonder and a little uncertainty.

"Of course, it's beautiful, goddess, thank you J!" They were shaped like a wolf at the top on the curve of it, filled with diamonds, Jesus. She passed them around for everyone to see and they were all praising it. That hit something in my head, knowing I'd never be able to get her something like that. I could never afford it. My mind was comparing everything I bought to this and it was like... I didn't even stand a chance.

It was stupid but it really bothered me.

Seth and Riker bought her a golden plaque thing which said, "Barista, Businesswoman, Beta, Babe" which made us all laugh out loud, because that's so true, all starting with a B. She said that she was gonna hang it up in our room.

Derek and his girlfriend got a coffee machine, with her name engraved on the side of it. Jesus Christ. Are all of them rich as hell? I was becoming nervous, worried because Avery didn't mention the gift I left her at home and God it's so lame compared to this, what if she doesn't like them?

"My turn!!" Nikolai exclaimed and passed Avery a silver bag, giving her a slight smirk and a wink. I see her peek inside the bag and she gasped, shutting it immediately and clutching it to her side, away from me.

"Nikolai you bastard! Why the hell..." He burst out laughing, as Jake and Seth pulled on the bag wanting to see it.

"No, no. Take it back, I don't want this." Avery says, her cheeks flushed? What?

"What is it?" I asked softly from beside her. She shakes her head, thrusting the bag back to Nikolai.

"Take it." She says. He raises his hands up, not reaching for the bag.

"Keep it Av, you know you want it. Come on, it's fun!" he says playfully.

"Show me!" Jake pulled it from Avery, making her yell out in surprise and reach over to take it but it was too late. He already saw it. He looks up at Avery, a little flushed too, and then to Nikolai.

"You're crazy bro." That was all he said before he passed Avery the bag.

"Let's ask if Sam wants them yeah, Sam would you want to use- oof" Nikolai cut himself off with a punch in his arm from Jake.

"Babe..." I turn to Avery, clutching her arm, so curious now. What was it?

"I'll show you when we get home." She mutters, wrapping her arm around my waist. She puts the bag from Nikolai beside her on the other side and I see the smirk on his face.

"Tell me how it goes and which is your favourite, you'll be thanking me." He said, grinning making Avery roll her eyes.

"You're a dick you know that." Avery hisses back, playfully.

"No, but you've got a few now." He cackles out making her tense. A few? What?? I'm so lost.

"Shut up, Jesus Christ. Anyway, thank you guys for them, everything was so thoughtful, except Nikolai's but thank you." Avery says to all of them and they got up to give her a hug. I sat there watching with a smile on my face. I'm happy that she got to see them, it was really thoughtful for them to come out to see her.

"Okay, can we dance now? It's been ages since we've gone clubbing." Seth said, taking a gulp of his drink on the table. They're all humans well besides Nikolai and Jake, so we could see them get tipsy since these drinks have a heavier effect on humans.

"Sure, come on," Jake said, surprising me, damn, alpha partying? They all stood up except Avery and me.

"Actually guys, I would like to head home with Sam, we just got time together," Avery says, her hand reaching for mine and my heart warmed.

"Come on, you guys live together Av! I'm not here forever." Nikolai said pouting which was true, well not technically since he is a vampire but yeah at this moment. Avery needs to spend them with them.

"Babe it's alright, go dance with them, we can head home later," I told her softly. Her head turns to me and I see the conflict in her eyes. I know she wants to go home. I could feel it but then again her friends are here. I nudged her a little giving her a smile.

"I'm not going anywhere," I say again and she gives in.

"Alright, fine fine. You guys go ahead, I'll be there." She said to them and they hooted before walking into the crowd.

"You wanna sit here? Dance with us?" Avery asks, her other hand reaching for my leg, playing with the net on my legs, this single touch is already getting me hot. I'm so deprived of her, aren't I?

"No, it's okay I don't really wanna dance, you dance with them, enjoy, let loose for a bit, it's your birthday babe," I say with a smile on my face. She nods leaning down to kiss me, wetting my lips, slowly and shyly I let my tongue out, touching her bottom lip and she tensed, groaning before I knew it she wrapped her arm around my waist and lifted me onto her laps, facing her, my thighs apart. Fuck. My dress was lifted up, barely covering my ass as I felt the air hit my bare pussy. Oh yeah, no underwear.

"Can't believe you don't have panties on, you know how much self-control I've got on baby girl?" She whispered into my mouth, her voice thick and husky her eyes silver again. The switch was flipped again and we were getting lost in the moment. I was so wet and getting wetter. By the end of the night, my thighs would be all wet too, if this carries on before we go home.

"God your arousal mate." She growls, taking a deep breath, gripping my hips, her fingers digging into them making me hiss. Touch me. Touch me. Touch me. Oh god, I wanted to press my thighs together but I couldn't, my core was aching just by the looks she was giving me. But I wanted to be bold.

"You like it?" I asked shyly, leaning forward to grip her neck, and shifting myself so I was just on her one thigh, my wet pussy on it. I hear her gasp, feeling my juices on her. My head thundered on the inside, I never thought I'd be doing this especially not in a room of people. Oh God, I wanted to grind on her thigh.

"You know I love it, baby.." her eyes were so bright now, so much of lust in them, her control a fine line now, her fingers curling against my hips.

"You wanted me to touch you didn't you." She says and I froze, turning red. She's gonna do it. A smirk formed on her face. She made me sit in the centre again, my pussy in the open.

"Answer me, love." She growled out reaching forward to cup my pussy in her hand. Oh God, oh God, fuckkkk, I trembled. I was already shaking.

This was crazy. People could see us, hear us. And Avery didn't give a damn. She knew she was making a claim of me by doing this. Even if people were watching, no one could do this to me except her. I missed how possessive she has become.

"Y- yes, please," I whisper so softly, watching her eyes. She gave me no warning as she pushed two fingers into me and starts fucking me with them.

I yelped, clenching around her fingers. Oh fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I could cum. I could cum just by this.

"You walked in here looking so fuckable today baby, the audacity you had to tease me after days of not seeing me huh?" she hooked her fingers in me and stopped moving. No, no.

"Babe.. please please...." I whine out now, grinding down on her fingers but her hand gripped me down, not letting me move.

"Look at me." She growled before her hand reached up to grip my throat, almost choking me. My eyes widened at this, oh God, I remember how much I liked this. Shit. Shit.

"Sorry.." I breathe out.

"You come here, looking like this, with no panties after 3 days, and you think I'm just going to let it go?" She asked, pulling her fingers out of my pussy before giving it a hard slap.

Fuck!

I cried out, gripping her shoulder, squeezing my eyes shut, oh god, I know she's mad but this is just turning me on further. She knows that I like it when she goes all dominant on me. She knows that I like to be at her mercy.

"Look at me Sam!" her hand gripped my throat now, choking me. I snapped my eyes to hers, begging, tears in them now. I want to cum. I was so hazy, I just wanted her to touch me, to make me cum.

"I'm sorry, please fuck me Avery, p-please...I didn't mean to tease you..." I admit, blushing like crazy, I was so embarrassed, but I was ready to do whatever she wanted. She pushed her fingers back into me and I shuddered. I feel her kiss my forehead, letting her lips stay there as she started to work her fingers on me again. Her hand lightly gripped my throat and somehow I was slightly bent, so it was easier for her as she held me down.

"I want you to wet my hand baby," Avery whispered, her voice so full of lust as her fingers went faster.

"Ngh, ngh, fuck...." I buckled in her hold, my toes curling, I wanted to scream out but I couldn't not here.

"Wet it with your cum because I want to taste you. I wanna taste my mate's sweet cum." Oh god, her words, the way she sounds right now is insane, so sultry, and sexy, a little breathless.

"Cumming.." I gasped out before her hand tightened around my throat, cutting off my air completely, my vision turning black after a few seconds, my body convulsing. I was gone. Did I scream? Moan? Cry? I couldn't feel anything, I didn't know what happened after that huge wave of euphoria. My body tingled, my head, light, and spacey.

"Darling, shh, I'm here, hey, come back to me." I feel kisses being placed on my cheeks and head, bringing me back as I focused on Avery's voice. Oh God, I was still shaking. I dropped my head into her neck, feeling my legs come back. Her hand rubbed soothing circles on my back, while the other stayed on my thigh.

"Babe.." I whisper out, so extremely drained. What happened?

"You alright baby girl? I'm here, look at me." I shook my head. I still was a little spacey.

"It's okay, take your time. You did so well for me baby, so good." I hear her praise and my cheeks flush, a smile lifting to my face. I did well? I concentrated on Avery's heartbeat and it calmed me down after a bit, I pulled back to look up at her.

"Hey, beautiful." She says, caressing my cheek. I gave her a small smile.

"Hi," I reply, my fingers still gripping her dress in my fist.

"You alright love?" she asks again and I nodded.

"You were out for a bit, love, a few minutes. It almost worried me there. Was I too rough on you?" Avery asked and I shook my head.

"No you weren't, I don't know what happened too. I just blacked out when I uh, when I c-came." I whisper the end making her chuckle.

"Maybe it was because I choked you too hard. I shouldn't have done that." Avery says again, of course taking the blame as usual. I'm completely okay. I was just in the zone I guess.

"No, it's not that. I'm okay babe, it happened last time too remember." I said and she nodded, rubbing my waist now.

"But that was because I marked you."

"It's like subspace babe, it's okay, it's probably that, I've read about it. It happens." I say convincing her, leaning in to give her a kiss. I don't want her to worry.

"Alright okay, but if it gets longer than this, we're not doing that anymore, my wolf was so on edge, I thought you fainted." I giggled and nuzzled her neck.

"I'm okay b," I reply. She nods softly.

"Go dance, I'll be here, my legs are still jelly," I say softly and she laughed at that.

"Okay, okay, sit here and don't move. If you need to go pee or something, call me alright. A lot of sickos here." I nod. I gave her a peck on the lips before she lifted me off her laps and placed me on the couch. She cleaned me off and that made me warm, she's so sweet. She gave me a wink, passing me her jacket before standing up.

"Keep those legs closed," Avery says, more of a warning making me flush again.

"I will." I took her jacket and covered them which resulted in her smiling. She nods and walks off into the crowd and meets her friends. I watched them for a bit, feeling myself calm down and then took my phone out, to scroll on Instagram and Twitter to buy time. The music was getting louder, I guess because it was getting later. The club was crowding, even more, I recognized a few people, from the pack as I glanced around.

It must have been about half an hour before I heard someone whistle from beside me, making me tense, gripping Avery's jacket. I didn't respond to whoever was that I continue to be immersed in my phone. But it continued and then a few laughs joined in. I was panicking. Fuck.

"Aren't you a pretty little fuck doll?"

"Why you all alone darling?"

"We could take care of you if you want." Another one said, I still didn't turn, my knuckles turning white now. Please leave, please don't destroy tonight.

"Let us peek at what's under the dress, give us a little taste." I almost puked. No, please go. Go. Avery...help. I couldn't move. I hear someone sit beside me, smelling the alcohol and smoke on his breath, god, it's revolting.

"Babygirl, come on." That made me snap. No one calls me that except Avery. I turned to them, being brave.

"Leave me alone!" I got out roughly. They only smirked at what I said as another guy sat down.

"I don't think we're doing anything to you, sweetie."

"Not yet at least."

"I want to be left alone. Leave." I said again, holding my stand.

"Why don't we put that mouth to good use instead huh?" One of them said, a smirk on his face as he reached for his belt. My blood ran cold, no, no!

"Stop. Please. I'll scream for help." By now there were three people, stopping me from leaving. I couldn't run out. I was going to cry. Avery! I couldn't see her.

"We'll make you scream in a different way precious, come on, give us a peek, show us those tits and pussy." Tears flooded my eyes as I wrapped my arms around myself. Avery, please!

"No, no, don't touch me!" I screamed out as one of them reached to touch my leg. I had to leave. I look up and I saw Nikolai. Nikolai who was charging towards this table, oh thank god!

"The fuck are you all doing?!" He growled out, flashing his fangs, his eyes switching to orange. He was furious. He lifted the guy from beside me and threw him to his other friends and I ran. Tears were down on my face. I ran, finding Avery.

I see her walking towards me, she knows something is wrong. I reached for her, collapsing in her arms, gripping her shoulder. I wanna go home. I was shaking so badly. Fuck, get yourself together Sam.

"Baby, Sam, babygirl, hey look at me, what happened?" she asks in my ear, hugging me tight as I heaved into her chest.

"Out, please.." I cried out not knowing if she could hear me but she did. She gripped my thighs, lifting me up in her arms, and almost running out of the place. She walked us a little further, crouching down near a wall, letting me lean against it, holding me still, ever so caring.

"What happened love?" she whispers out, rubbing my hands, calming me down. How do I tell her? I couldn't even say it.

"Fuckers!" We both snapped to my right, hearing Jake cuss out, followed by Nikolai and the rest of them, carrying Avery's presents and her jacket as well as my bag.