My arm was finally out of the cast and I was beyond happy about it . I was still in lots of pain but I felt like I was back to normal. I stood in front of the mirror and felt insecure .

A tear slipped from my eye as I looked at the stretch marks and flap of skin that was over my scar. Gabriel came from behind me and put his hands on my stomach .

" Your stomach reminds me of the ocean . It look like waves and shit . You look good as fuck . Your ass just right and titties sitting nice ." He said Grabbing his penis roughly through his shorts .

I couldn't help but smile and tried to see what he saw . I guess I had to get the gut in order to get the butt .

" You just saying that because your horny. " I said pushing him back . He grabbed my arms and put it above my head, as he pushed me on the wall .

It hurt out I loved the pain .

Our lips connected and he kissed me roughly . It's been months since I've felt his touch and I needed him . I wanted him so bad but I knew I had to hold out.

" Gabriel no ! We can't do this. " I whined pushing him back in frustration. He sighed and took a seat on the bed.

"Why Mila ! It's been months since I've had some pussy and a nigga need it man. "

I sat on his lap and pecked his lips. " I want to know where I stand with you and what you truly want before we go there again . "

He rubbed the side of his face and looked to the floor. " I don't know man. What do you want ?" I rolled my eyes and got off his lap.

" You don't need to fuck me if you don't know what you want. Be a man and let me know what's up and what you want." I said with my hand on my hip. He chuckled and grabbed my arm .

" Come your mean ass here and stop all that dumb shit. I want you to be my lady but I don't know if I'm ready for that." he said pulling me into him . I smacked my lips and moved away.

" Well when you ready let me know. " This time he didn't stop me from walking away from him. I went to the closet and put on a sports bra and a pair of shorts before leaving the room. I sat on the couch and turned on the T.V. to keep my mind off of the retard in the other room.

He walked inside and turned the T.V. off and stood in front of me.

"Can you not be childish and move? I was watching Cutthroat kitchen and Alton is more interesting then you right now." I said as I rolled my eyes.

With one swift move the remote was removed from my hand and across the room. He knelled down in front of me and grabbed my face.

" Look! I'm going to be straight with you . I'm not with the romantic shit and relationships. That's just not my style . "

I rolled my eyes and tried to move away from him.

" Chill out and let me finish ." he yelled pulling me into a tight hug. I pretended like I didn't want to be near him but the warmth from his body alone was enough to get my juices flowing. I don't know what it is about this man but he gets to me like no other.

" That shit is not my style but I'm willing to try for you and my daughter . I'm going to fuck up from time to time so work with me and don't give up on a nigga. Instead of getting mad at me and being childish all the damn time, sit down and talk to me. Okay? So are you my girl or what ?" he asked looking deep into my eyes.

I responded with a simple nod and looked to the floor. Gabriel Grabbed my chin and kissed me softly. The kiss grew into a harder , more passionate kiss and I knew where this was headed. " Stop Gabriel ! "

He pulled away with a confused look on his face .

" Before you ask , its because I want to go slow this time. I want to date and get to know each other better before we start having sex again."

I could tell he was frustrated but he stopped and nodded his head like he understood.

" I can respect that but don't think I'm going to wait to long" he mumbled after he gave me one last peck. I watched him leave the living room with a smile slowly creeping onto my face.

It felt good to finally call him mine and as bad as I wanted to have sex right now, I know I shouldn't. I couldn't help but want to do this one lat time before everything fell in place .

I bread my phone ding and soon caught a chill from the text I received. I know he wasn't getting inpatient but I wasn't ready to let this all go just yet .

What the fuck did I get myself into ?