We made up all night and cuddled till the sun showed in through the blinds . My eye was swollen, lips busted , and I was sore and bruised all over. Walking through the lobby all eyes was on us because he was just as fucked up as I was. We looked liked a fucked up version of Ike and Tina .

As soon as Mike saw me he was reaching out for his gun.

"Chill ! I took a fall down the stairs and he took an ass whooping and almost took a bullet . We good just chill . " I yelled trying to calm him down.

"I don't care what your dad plan this isn't going to cut it . Get your ass in the car before I put some hot lead in this kid for real Mila."

I could tell he was beyond mad , so I got in the car before things got worse. I was so concerned with Gabriel safety that I didn't question Mike about what he said about my dad. We drove to the airport in silence and he didn't even look back at me once .

"You stupid Mila ? You letting niggas put their hands on you and you taking up for them . Look at you man. How the fuck am I going to explain that to your dad huh ? " he yelled at me when we finally got to the airport. I sat there and cried because I didn't know what to say . He made us ride coach to make me feel bad about the way I looked . People stared and asked me if I was okay until I got home .

"Your not going to tell my dad are you . Look , I shot a rocket into one of his main trap houses , I tried to shoot him , and beat him the fuck up. Please just let this ride and I promise this won't happen again . Please Mike don't do this to me I got this . " I pleaded . He sighed and opened the car door .

" Don't make me regret this I swear I will make him and his whole family die a painful death and you will watch my little Mila ."

I sat in the house for two weeks healing . Gabriel and I talked on FaceTime everyday and night . My bruises were almost completely gone and I felt ten times better. I told my dad that the" time of the month " was really bad so he let me off the hook . My work ethic has been really bad sense I met Gabriel and I don't know if that's bad or good. I was happy for once and wasn't doing what my dad wanted me to do . We finally made things official and I finally had my first boyfriend . Even though he's two years younger than me he is everything I dreamed a man could be. He has apologized everyday for fighting me the way he did but it was no ones fault but we were both wrong .

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My dad has been blowing my phone up for the past month about this job and it's beyond annoying . Mila and I have been going strong for two months now that I'm actually thinking about taking him up on his offer . My sister already moved back . Why not ? I don't want to work for my dad . I'm my own man and running my own show in California without him on my back . Yeah he the one who got me the connect I have and helped me get as far as I got , but it all came with a price . He never will do anything out of the kindness of his heart or because he loves you . If he's not getting something out of the deal he won't do a damn thing for anyone else .

Two whole months since I been inside of her , smelled her or touched her. She is all I think about but today I'm thinking about her in a negative way . Her big blow up costed me thousands and good soldiers . I had to cut down a lot of things due to the Feds beings on my trail from her explosion. I'm losing money left and right to the point I almost have to do this job for my dad . As much as it hurt my pride to do this job , I had no choice .

" We doing this job for G ? How long we going to be down there ? Please don't tell me we doing this so you and Joe can be under those crazy bitches you too got " Jawaun complained . This meeting had lasted for two hours as we tried to figure out what to do about our loses .

" Aye don't call Britney a bitch and just to be clear the only one who with any crazy chicks is Gab dumb ass." Joe said while mugging Jawaun and I . For months everyone been on my ass about Mila but I didn't care because that was my girl .

"Fuck all the bullshit! We leaving next week and will be back as soon as the job done ight "I yelled at them .

"So this is only one job ? Knowing your dad like I know him this isn't going to be just a come and go . He trying to get you to come home anyway he can . I doubt if we just get out and go . "Marcus said . He was right but that's a chance I'm willing to take right now .

" In and out . We leave Wednesday and we come back as soon as we can . Marcus you have two kids who need to eat so let's get this money and you need to come back before than you can . Real talk ".

He nodded and everyone dismissed themselves . Leaving me in my thoughts I made plans for business and the girl in my life . I couldn't wait to touch her and be near her . What could I say ? I'm addicted and crave just to touch and feel her .