《I'm in Lesbians with You (momoJiro)》Hurting Deep
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Jiro pov)
Momo shows up to my dorm earlier than usual. In fact I had barely waken up when I hear knocks on my door my door. I open it, letting her in. She seems nervous.
"What's wrong?" Momo smiles.
"I found myself a boyfriend." I force the pain down, I knew she was straight and I didn't have a chance but this confirms it. I can't do all the things I want, and it's sucks. I force a smile, closing my eyes to keep the tears in.
"That's great Momo!" She smiles down at me, tilting her head.
"Thank you Jiro! Sorry but I won't be able to walk with you to school today. Tenya and I wanted to talk before hand." So Iida is her boyfriend huh? I mean I guess I see it. Doesn't make the pain any less.
"That's okay, I'm happy you found your person." She smiles, saying her goodbyes and walking away. I close the door and sigh, feeling tears bubble up in my eyes. Why? Why does she effect me so much? Why do I hurt even though I knew I didn't have a chance? Just why? I don't want to go to school today, so act sick. I get off the floor, walking into my bathroom. I open the drawer and grab my makeup bag out, grabbing a blush and brush out. I put some blush under my eyes and on my nose, afterwards I plug in my hair dryer. I put all my cosmetics away and turn on my hairdryer. I've used this trick so many times and it always works. I blow hot air on my forehead for a while. Once I deem it's good I walk to Minas dorm. I knock, knowing she has a thermometer. She opens and immediately looks worried.
"Are you okay Jiro?" I shake my head.
"Can I use your thermometer? I feel sick." She gasps, grabbing my arm and guiding me into her dorm. She walks into her bathroom and comes out shortly, handing me the small device. I hold it to my head, clicking the button and waiting for a beep. I pull it away and get happy when the number, '101.3' flashes up on the screen.
"Jiro! Jesus I'll tell Aisawa you can't make it today, that's bad. Go get some rest, k?" I nod, getting off of her bed and walking to the door.
"Thanks Mina, ill see you later." I walk back to my dorm and flop onto my mattress, why do I feel like this? Honestly I knew she was just a friend and I would have absolutely no chance at all but, I can't help but feel bad. I just want her. The worst part is she's hinted at not liking guys before, but I always took them with a grain of salt. But this just kills all those hints. Iida is with her now, he can make he happy. "Dammit! Why is this so hard." I slam my fist on the bed. I throw on my sick face and make my voice lower. I open the door and, Bakugo?
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"I hear you scream, and my god you look like shit. What's up?" I scoff, walking away from the door and letting him in.
"I'm sick and there's a bunch of other things factoring into this, and honestly I feel like shit." Bakugo walks in, muttering something to Kirishima. He closes the door and walks up to me.
"All bullshit aside it's because of Four Eyes and Ponytail isn't it?" I feel tears well up in my eyes as a I nod. "Come 'er Jiro." I perk up at the sound of my name out of Bakugos mouth. I sit up, seeing that he's sitting on the edge of the bed.
"Yeah?" He smirks.
"Between you and me, Ponytail didn't look happy when she left Four eyes dorm. Almost like she regretted it. I think she's doing it to get someone off her mind, and you're the only one who she hangs out with enough. Jiro, I'm saying this cause I was in a similar place. She likes you, as more than a friend." I turn to look at him, blushing slightly.
"You don't have to lie, you know that right. You don't have to lie to make me feel better." I tighten my fists, I know he's lying. He lets out a noise of surprise.
"Dammit! I'm not pitying you! You know I don't like it when people do it to me. Point is, I was where she was. Doubting of myself and if people would accept me. I also had a crush on someone I thought was so totally, almost infuriatingly, out of my league. And now look at me, I fucking sleep in the same bed as him. Shit, getting off topic. Anyway, she fucking likes you, I don't care if you think I'm lying. She likes you. I'll pound it into you if I have to. Now I have to get to school, I'm assuming you aren't coming. Text me if you need anything." He walks out and I let his words sink over me. He's lying, I know it. There's a part of my brain saying he's not but, that's just false hop. Agh! Whatever. I just need sleep, yeah, some nice sleep. That's all.
"Come on Kakoya! We're going to miss it!" I run towards Yaoyorozu. I laugh, grabbing her hand and running to the roof with her. We brought a blanket to sit on and watch the sunset. We sit down, heads facing the sky. Her hand tightens around mine and I smile to myself. We both watch the sunset, both with ridiculously big smiles on our faces. I slowly turn to meet Yaoyorozu's face, nervous. I've been wanting to kiss her for a while now but I've been to scared.
"Do you trust me Rozu?" She nods, smile still on her face. "Tell me if it's to much." I lean forward, closing my eyes. I close that small gap and-
I sit up quickly, gasping for a breath of air. I look around my room and see no one else. Just me. I quickly recall the dream and want to curl up and die. I called her Rozu, I was going to kiss her. We were together. I feel tears well up in my eyes and I don't try and stop them, I don't want to and I can't. I curl around a pillow and sob, just sob. It's so unlike me but I can't help it. I don't know what time it is, or where everyone is, or what's happening around me and I think that's good. I would rather be cut off from everything right now. I hear loud talking erupt from the elevators direction so I shove 3 fingers in my mouth to shut me up. The talking gets closer then multiple doors open and it quiets down. I bury my head in my pillow and focus on getting my crying under control. There's knocking at my door. Not now. I take a deep breath, steadying my voice.
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"Go away! I'm sick."
"Jiro! I need in! Something happened!" It's Sero? I get up, wiping my face even though it's gonna be red and puffy. I sigh, getting ready to face the music. I open the door and Sero rushes in, in panic?
"Before you ask, I'm fine." He turns to me and a frown comes to his face. He walks over.
"You're obviously not. Talk to me." I sigh, sitting down on the bed. "If you don't want to I understand but I'm always there if you need it." I nod, patting the bed for him to sit down. I lean against him.
"Momos dating Iida. Just messed me up a little." He nods, brining an arm up around his shoulder.
"I'm sorry to hear that. Do you want to be left alone?" I shrug.
"You came to tell me something. What was is?" He smiles shyly looking away.
"Well I don't want to brag but I asked Mina on a date, it's on Friday." I smile, I'm genuinely happy.
"Good job Sero, just a sec." I turn my head to the door. "Three, two, one." There's a knock at my door.
"Woah! How did you do that?" I shrug.
"It's Mina. Want me to let her in?"
"How did you know it was Mina? Are you sure?" I sigh, holding up my hand and counting to three again, when I get to three Mina shouts.
"Come on! I have tea about my boy problems." Sero blushes and his eyes go wide.
"Hide in the closet. Don't make any noise." He nods, quickly going over to the small closet and squeezing in. I open the door and Mina sprints in.
"Jiro! Sero asked me out! My god I nearly died! I was so nervous when he came up to me and then he asked and I swear I lose every vocabulary word I've ever studied! Jiro! I have shot at dating Sero! Tape boy! Mr. Hottie!" I laugh and smile.
"I'm happy for you Mina. It's on Friday, right?" She turns to me.
"How did you know? I didn't tell you that!" I smirk.
"I've been helping Sero land you, you're welcome. Let's say he came in here with a blush of his own and told me." She gasps hitting my arm.
"I hate you and love you right now." I hug her.
"Now, I'm sure you wanna tell me all the mushy details. But can you come back in like 20 minutes? I need to shower and look at least a little better, especially if the girls are coming over." She nods.
"I'll spread the news. Here okay?" I nod.
"You bet." She slips out of the room. The second that door closes Sero tumbles out of my closet.
"Jiro! She called me Mr. Hottie! I nearly fainted!" I huff a laugh and see a HUGE blush on his face.
"That's not the only thing she's said about you. I didn't notice it as first but she's always giving you sly complements. Like how she said your quirk was multi-use when you taped up Mineta." He blushes harder and I realize how he took that. "Not like that Baka! Jesus, get your mind out of the gutter. I need to take a shower. You know where the door is." He nods, getting up off the ground and says a quick good bye. He leaves and I walk into the bathroom. If I can't get my own date I'm helping my friends land there. I quickly shower and put some fresh clothes on, making sure I'm even slightly presentable. I unlock my door and set out all the chairs and blankets for the girls to sit on. The door opens and in walks Mina, Tsu, and Ochaco.
"Hey girl! The others are on their way!" I smile, sitting on the bed. After a while everyone else slowly shows up and Mina gets tight down to it. "Sero asked me out!" There's a uproar from most of the girls.
"When! How! Tell us!"
"Well we were in science. I was finishing up some simple homework when he walked to me. The blush he had was so cute! He walked over all shy so I asked what was wrong. He then just asked. 'Mina, I was wondering if you would go on a date with me. On Friday.' It's not all big and fancy but it's from SERO! Eee! Sorry I get happy thinking about it. I agreed and now Friday I get to go out with HANTA SERO! Oh my god it's a dream come true!" Most of the girls stay for a little while longer and gossip. That is until Momo reminds everyone we have homework and we should probably go. The girls leave and I'm left alone again. With my own thoughts and feelings.
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