I sit down in the blue bus seat, leaning against the window. I'm really fucking tired right now. I guess that it has to do with sleeping in that fucking car and waking up so early. As the bus stops close to a McDonald's, I get the idea that I could go there and get a coffee. It's really cold and I forgot my jacket at Julia's today, too. Do I ever remember to bring a jacket? I pull on the sleeves of my hoodie to make them cover my hands before entering the fast food restaurant with the yellow "M" symbol.

"Hey, I'd just like to order a coffee", I tell the woman behind the desk.

"Okay, that's two dollars!" She says, walking towards the coffee machine. I hand her the money and take the coffee, sitting down at a table. Who the fuck orders a coffee at McDonald's all alone? I don't know, but I'm tired as fuck. Even though it's pretty empty in this place right now, I pull the hood over my head because I don't want anyone to see me. I decide to text the groupchat, just to see what they're doing.

I take another sip of my coffee before thinking about Ava and Liam. I just abandoned them for my other friends, but it's not like they mean something to me. Don't get me wrong, they are really nice and cool, but they would never be there for me. If I told them that I was sad, they would care for a while and then just assume that I'm fine again. I don't know, it's pissing me off. I open up instagram and raise my eyebrows when I realise that I have twenty five thousand followers. When I look at my last picture with Billie and Travis, it has many likes and comments, probably from her fans. I giggle quietly when I see all the comments being: "Who is this girl?" or "Is this girl Billie's new friend at her live?". It's kinda funny.

When I see Kevin's car outside the restaurant, I immediately walk through the glass doors before entering it.

"Hey, was the coffee good?" Travis grins.

"Shut up, I didn't have anything else to do, man!" I defend myself.

"So, we're are we going?" Kevin asks, tapping the steering wheels with his fingers.

"I just want to go home, to be honest. Let's watch a movie or something", Julia suggests and we all nod. It's been a long day for everyone.

Later

Why did they have to pick a scary fucking movie? I hate those and I can't sleep after watching them. When a zombie jumps against the screen, I grip onto Julia's arm tighter, burying my face into her side.

"You're such a pussy, Ember", she laughs and I hit her arm.

"Shut the fuck up, it's scary!" I say.

"It's not."

"It is!"

Then, I hear a knock on the door, making me jump.

"Oh my god, the zombie is coming for you, Ems", Kevin grins, making me scared. As I walk to the door, I sigh of relief when Billie is the one who stands on the steps. I open up the door and take in her beauty before wrapping my arms around her neck. She immediately responds by wrapping hers around my waist, kissing my cheek.

"I missed you", she mumbles against my shoulder.

"I missed you more", I answer before pulling away and pecking her lips.

"We're watching a scary ass movie so you have to protect me from all the fucking zombies and monsters", I say.

"You're afraid of scary movies?" She asks with a giggle.

"Who isn't?" I ask her, hoping that she won't take the others side. She starts to laugh, making me pout.

"You're so cute", she states, pecking my lips again before grabbing my hand, pulling me into the living room.

"Yo, Billie", Kevin says, not moving his gaze from the screen. Billie sits down in the couch and I join her, trying not to look scared but the monsters look scarier than Justin Bieber with long hair. No offense. Another jump scare comes from nowhere and I hug Billie tightly, looking away from the screen. Not being that interested in the movie anymore, I rest my head on Billie's lap and turn away from the screen while closing my eyes. I feel really tired. Isn't the coffee supposed to prevent that from happening? The voices from the screen and the living room fades away more and more until I fall asleep.

-

"She's too fucking cute, you have to protect her at alla costs, Bil."

"Trust me, I will."

After those two sentences, I hear a picture being snapped of me. I sit up and yawn, realising that everyone is sitting around me, looking at me when I was sleeping.

''Not creepy at all'', I mumble before laying down again.

''I already posted it to my story'', Billie grins.

''Fuck you.''

I look out through the window and I realise that it's dark outside.

''For how long have I been sleeping?'' I ask before yawning again.

''Like... three hours'', Kevin says.

''No fucking way. That coffee didn't work, bro'', I chuckle before pulling out my phone from my pocket. Billie lays down over my legs, playing with the hem of my hoodie before unlocking her phone as well.

''Y'all are so social'', Travis jokes, earning a death glare from me.

''If looks could kill'', he grins and I giggle.

''I want to sleep, man'', I yawn.

''It's only eight pm'', Julia points out. ''But you can go to sleep if you want to.''

''I wanna go to school tomorrow'', I say, making the others raise their eyebrows.

''Well... Yeah, you can do that if you want but isn't it lonely to be there by yourself?'' Kevin asks.

''Bro, she was drinking a coffee alone at McDonald's so she can obviously go to school by herself'', Travis says in my defense and I appreciate it.

''Yeah, I'll be fine. Gotta sleep now'', I say before standing up and hugging everyone, receiving a small peck from Billie.

''Good night guys, love you'', I say, waving before walking upstairs.

''Love you too!'' They all say at the same time, making me giggle to myself. I close the door and lay down on the bed, slipping under the soft covers. It's pretty scary that I'm going back to school tomorrow, but I try not to think about it. Eventually, I fall asleep.