Vikranth leaned forward looking her eyes, he kissed her forehead and slowly pushed her waist to make her stand in a position, comfortable for him to kiss. He tilted his head to the side to kiss her cheeks. Meera felt goosebumps when his fingers trailed over her bare waist. His hands start to roam on her back making a sensation that she missed for a long time. She gasped inwardly and at the same time, she wanted to stop him.

Vikranth slowly brushed his lips against her. Meera was in an oscillating state, she can't do anything and her brain clouded with her questions. She needs him, but at the same time she doesn't want this, doesn't want this intimacy until she found the unanswered questions that were making her crazy.

She pushed him, "No... Vikranth", she choked.

"But I need you, now!!" he murmured and held her hands firmly that was disturbing his actions.

He started to place rough kisses on her lips, neck, and chin. "Please... Vikranth, please", she struggled. Her objection made Vikranth lose his control on her. Meera faced down without having the courage to ask what she's having in her heart.

"What happened why you're going away?" he questioned.

"Don't you miss me, your husband, your love", he sounded dishearten. But he got only the silence as an answer from her.

"I don't know what you're really having in your mind. You're giving hope in a moment by giving a feeling that you're in love with me, but if I tried to near you, you're running away like you never felt"

"Why? We did mistake Meera and I apologized for thousand. What is that stupid thing that you're afraid of? What is making you be away from me?" he asked her in a frustration.

"Tell me Meera I want to know!! I can't live like this, it is killing me. I am asking you straightly... I need you as my wife, I need a family with you, and I need your love.

Now tell me what is in your heart. Why you're going away", he asked gripping her shoulders.

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"I am scared, your love is scaring me", she said in a low voice after a minute of silence.

"What?" Vikranth has taken his hand on her and looked her with an interrogation.

"You... don't know what really I experienced after my suicide attempt. Each second, each minute and every day I cried for loving you. To say a truth I loved you more than you know. But you never came for me, you never had a thought about me after our breakup. You just used me Vikranth. Then... how I can", Meera cried.

"Who said I didn't think about you, who said I didn't come for you. You don't know nothing Meera", he said.

"Then tell me Vikranth, what really happened. What you're hiding?" she asked.

"There's nothing, and don't question my love Meera", Vikranth said and looked away.

"Don't try to avoid this situation Vikranth. I know you're hiding that you admitted me to the hospital. I know that you saved me, why can't you accept that", Meera said.

"Why you're always going to the past. Why is it that important for you to love me again", he asked.

"Yes, it is important for me. By that way, I can think that you at least showed some little concern for me.

The reason why I can't love you back, why I am crying all day is because of that reason.

In an instant, you have thrown me out of your life, but I died each day for loving you, for giving myself to you and for everything I shared with you. And thinking about you're only acted and it is all just for your fun made my world as hell".

"So now answer my question Vikranth why you're hiding the truth. I know everything I accidentally saw your cupboard that file, teddy bear, photos everything. Why you're still having all those things", she asked and Vikranth became dumbfounded, unable to answer her questions.

"Meera... please. Forget the past and those things are nothing!!" he gritted without looking her eyes. He stepped back and turned to avoid facing her.

"Vikranth why you're this stubborn and afraid, are you regretting saving me", Meera said in a frustration and tried her best level to get the truth from his mouth.

"Meera..." he shouted in a warning tone and a huge thunderstorm chorused his deep voice. For a second Meera was frightened to be in this dreadful situation. Meera looked Vikranth in a shock, his face showed all his anger and frustration.

The room became still and the sound of pattering rain filled in it.

"Stop... don't talk anything, you're speaking way too much Meera", he said.

"What you need to know, you want the truth right!! Vikranth burst out.

Meera's eyes widened and a lone drop of tear brimmed from her eyes. An unknown happiness embraced her heart at the time she felt like crying.

"Then why you didn't say that to me?" she asked in a low voice.

"I am afraid whether I will lose you, your love again", he said and seated on the nearby couch. Vikranth looked down and slide his hand into his hair because of the frustration.

Meera kneeled in front of him with tear-filled eyes. Vikranth raised his head and looked her face, eyes and the tears. He sighed and came forward to reducing the gap between them.

"Don't cry it is hurting me", he calmly said and wiped her tears.

"That day, I came to your house to get you back in my life, after our fight I realized how important you're for me, I even thought of begging you to love me again. But I came too late, you're already in a dying condition. I carried you to my hospital and stayed there till I heard that you're alright.

I never thought that you will be pregnant at that time. I felt I am so disgusting for leaving you like that. That moment I found I am a worthless man. I was heartbroken and stayed the whole night near you and cried but you're unconscious.

In that situation, I decided I should never come into your life, but I also promised myself that I will be there if I found you're not happy in your life.

Do you think that I happily lived for all these three years? You're the only person filled in my entire world Meera. I breathe your memories when I felt tired of this world.

I never tried to find you because I never want to hurt you again in the name of love and I consoled myself that you will be happy somewhere.

But when I saw you in the temple, I can feel that you're not happy and I confirmed that in the hotel. Then how my heart can stay behind Meera.

I am sorry Meera for not realizing the love and for not telling the truth. There's no intention to hide this from you, I had an unknown fear whether you will again hate me for leaving you alone at that time. I already destroyed the hope that you had on me so I kept mum whenever you ask whether I saved you.

Meera... I promise that I won't hurt you again, trust me!" he completed and Meera was stunned to hear this from him.

She never thought that Vikranth experienced this much in this three years. Her eyes stopped shedding tears, she now clearly understood why he's after her and why he married her. She got answers to every question.

Yeah, He is really in love with me, my love is not a waste... Vikranth is in love with me, the only man I loved and adored in my entire life is. In. love. With me, Meera thought and cried out of happiness. Vikranth stared at Meera, he doesn't know how she will going to react and waited for her words.

But the next moment Meera hugged him and surprised Vikranth, for a minute he didn't hug her back and was astonished by her response. He smiled and embraced her tightly and felt a peace in him.

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The sound of thunderstorm made Meera realize her situation. She pulled out from the hug and looked Vikranth. Her heart is racing and Vikranth is still holding her hand and looking her intently.

She is speechless and slowly took her from him, everything seemed new to her. But still, deep inside she had a regret for losing her child.

If this moment stays like this then what will happen... Meera felt. She stood up and Vikranth gripped her hand suddenly.

"Meera..... Forget everything and come back to me. That's the only choice you have", he said unwavering tone.

Meera didn't reply for that and walked to the kitchen. She washed her face in the sink and drank a bottle full of water.

She came out and went near Vikranth. Sitting next to him, Vikranth looked her with an amusement.

Meera folded her right palm firmly before starting, "I am not going to say thanks for saving me. I can't assure that I immediately start loving you back. But from now on I won't hurt you giving my cold shoulder. I will try to be normal with you. I will endeavor to be a good companion for you Vikranth", she said facing down.

Vikranth smirked, and pulled Meera for a hug. She didn't feel anything and after few seconds her heart raced and an unknown anxiety filled in her heart that acquainted their physical closeness. Vikranth's warm hand traced her hip, he yanked her so close to him in a possessive way, like he never wants to let her go.

Vikranth placed his lips on the crook of her neck, Meera gulped and felt a shiver down her spine. She gripped his shirt due to the sensation he's creating in her. Gradually Vikranth broke the hug and looked her in an obscure way.