just a note:

- play the song while reading!!

- this is the last chapter of this story. my last update would be the afterword/the final author's note. it's up to you guys if you'll consider this as an epilogue or nah bc i do lmaoo + forgive me. this is lol i just rewrote it.

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Fizzledbomb Hospital

8 : 09 pm

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"What is Shirley taking so long with the popcorn?"

"Eh, I'm not surprised. You were always the clueless one between the both of us."

"Yep."

"Shut up the two of you! You were both clueless, jeez."

"Do you mean the popcorn?"

"You're gross."

"I immensely can't process in my mind why you guys are a couple but whatever it is, thank God for creating an otp."

"Your otp 'til I die."

"Whatever y'all say. Can't we just watch the film?"

"Yes, and no."

"You're quoting Bieber again! Ugh."

"This is why."

"It's okay, Shirls. We understand but where will you be staying? I mean, it's not that you'll just bounce out this hospital room and bounce in again after two hours."

"Actually, yes."

"And what the heck are you going to do for a good one hundred twenty minutes?"

"Flirt with the hot doctor outside, duh."

"Er, suit yourself!"

Shirley went out the room, leaving Saturn and I alone inside.

The television set was all prepared. It was playing the film, A Walk To Remember. I honestly refused to watch it but little Miss Sixth Planet Close to the Sun had to playfully have a childish tantrum in order to convince me.

That's why I couldn't help but go with it. She's too cute for me.

We were both intently focused upon watching the movie. I was failing to cry whilst Saturn was using the cloth on her bald head to wipe the tears streaming down her cheeks.

I'm so heartless. I thought, snorting.

"What?" Saturn asked, a bit confused.

"You're staring at me like crying is a sin."

I smiled at what she said. I grabbed the remote control next to me and switched off the TV.

Saturn immediately frowned at my sudden actions. I, on the other hand, made my grin wider.

"It was already the best part!"

"Yeah, I know!"

"'Cause it's not cliché!"

"You're already on my bed though."

"And that's aaaall I wanna do right now."

"Then sing Cold Water again for me!" She giggled. With our shoulders almost touching each other, she rested her head on my left shoulder. Not long after, I rested my head onto hers.

We were both silent yet satisfied.

This was more than anything we've wanted.

Abruptly, she curled her fingers into mine and began, "seriously, I'm sleepy," and ended with a yawn.

I got up and tucked her blanket in.

"I thought you wanted to sleep next to me?" she smirked slightly.

I smirked back whilst going back to my previous seat beside her.

"Close your eyes."

I did exactly what I told her. Next thing I knew, a soft and lingering sensation was existing on my forehead and as well as my cheeks.

I opened my eyes hastily.

"Like always. It has a been a part of our routine, you know."

"Yup!"

We both did the same only I was absentmindedly embracing her whilst kissing her cheek 'good night'.

Everything was perfect.

Everything was.

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Jackson's House

7 : 36 am

Beep beep.

I snoozed my alarm clock yet again; it was the seventh time now. As everyday of my life has been for the past two years, I was not in the mood to get up nor go to school.

"Jackson Christopher Hamilton, breakfast is ready!" my mom called out from downstairs. Based from what I was smelling, she cooked bacon and eggs for me.

It was just us in the house. Dad is an ass who cheated on my mother. I don't even know if I have siblings from his other girl but with Mom, it's just simply me.

I screamed back at her, creasing my forehead. I was too stubborn to leave my bed although I assured her I was.

Slowly but surely, I lifted my body. Once I fully felt like moving, I went to my mirror hanging on the wall and glared at my horrendous self.

My eyes had bags underneath it. My lips were all chapped. There was some acnes on my chin.

How did I become such a wreck? I asked myself through thought.

Eventually, I decided to threw on some more decent clothes than I was currently wearing and hurried downstairs with my mother patiently waiting for me by the dining table.

"Finally going to school, honey?" Mom questioned as she read yesterday's newspaper. She must've heard my footsteps.

I responded weakly.

"What are you up to then?" she said, putting down the newspaper and looked me in the eyes - the same pair of chocolate brown eyes I inherited from her.

"She's gone, sweetie," she told me, trying to make it sound like it was okay.

I reasoned out of my denial state. I could already feel the stinging liquid in my orbs.

However, she sighed. How could she argue further? Her son is now obviously insane.

"Eat, dear. Then visit her," she smiled. But it was evident that she hesitated.

I didn't want to eat though. I wanted to visit her. Is that too much to ask?

I approached her, managing to hug her. I know that it's hard to deal with the fact that your only son is subtly turning against you.

"Bye, Jackson. Take care, sweetie," she farewelled.

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Fizzledbomb Cemetery

8 : 01 am

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Two sets of three hundred sixty-five days have gone by and the pain of truly letting her go is not fading in me. Seeing her beautiful name carved in a tombstone was still a heartaching view.

Whenever I visit her, I would talk mindlessly by myself. Yes, call me crazy and delusional but if you would be put into a situation as mine, I won't doubt that you'll end up like me.

Though, today was different.

I didn't feel like talking.

The last conversation I had with her was in the hospital, holding onto each other. We were watching a film, only I forgot what it was.

Who would've thought that that was the last time I held her... the last time I kissed her... the last time I talked to her... the last time I saw her... the last time I'm with her...

It's like reality wanted to wake me up from this nightmare I still wanted to live.

Yet I chose the latter.

I don't like her to be the cause of my destruction. I'd rather her to be the cause of my construction - opting my recovery.

In front of me, my eyes widened for somebody has taken over my usual spot.

All I saw was a girl with a lanky figure, her hair that resembled the sunrise was all up in a messy knot. White tee and skinny denim jeans paired with some usual black sneakers were what she was wearing.

I spoke, carefully carrying the sunflowers I brought.

"I didn't expect you to be here as well."

"It's been a long time."

She giggled sarcastically, "I know."

I asked, my emotion opposed hers.

"She died."

"Because I'm already broken. I have n-nobody, okay? My family's gone. They're all dead!" she shouted, her voice was cracking slightly. Her skin was getting crimson whilst tears began to escape from her eyes.

It was the only thing I could utter. I never knew how to help myself so how can I help somebody that suffer more than I do?

"Sorry... I can't believe we hoped."

She snorted. "Yep. We kept on hoping in something impossible now we're both crazy."

I was quiet. I don't know what to reply.

"Goodbye?" she shattered the sudden silence.

"Probably never."

"Says the guy who blew the chances of being the captain of the Basketball Team and having a scholarship in Yale because of my sister's passing... and besides, I dropped out of school since last year."

"Jeez, don't worry about me. I'll be fine. College is for losers and life is for dreamers. I'm not one of those. I'd rather be homeless than considering this chaotic world a home."

"I wish you the best in life, Jackass," Shirley stated, but hearing that stupid nickname ached me again.

"What's wrong?"

"Everything will be alright, soon. Let's just enjoy the scenery right now."

I asked teasingly.

"Nope. The pattern of clouds above..."

As I gaped into the breathtaking scenery, it made me realized something. I never knew how much I made an impact to both of the twins' lives, especially to Saturn's.

Just like the art formed at the sky, it was unexpected and it was most certainly beautiful. Although, the clouds that exhibited aren't always how the clouds were.

It changes.

And sometimes, it's destined to go somewhere else.

Who knew that an accidental phone call can lead into finding friendship? Next thing I knew, love was on the line, literally.

I was the lucky one to be having her as a part of me.

Saturn took me into a different world. She showed me a different feeling. And maybe, just maybe, someday she'll do it again.

In another world, in another time, in another life...

Absentmindedly, I smiled. A genuine and fulfilled smile that never came along since a hundred four weeks.

I glanced back at Shirley who seemed to be overwhelmed at the seemingly painting floating upon us.

"Yes?"

"You go home, I wander around."

"We move on and discover what's still there for us."

"Yea, sure what is it?"

"Um, yes," she said, sluggishly grinning.

I hastily took my phone out and told her,

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A/N: THE END (not) + afterword will be posted later!! c;