I woke up and looked up at Tommy. He was sleeping peacefully with a smile loosely on his face.

His eyes opened and looked down at me with a sad smile. I leaned up and kissed his cheek not able to say anything. Tears flowed steadily down his cheek. I quickly wiped them away starting to cry myself.

We got out of bed and he showered. I left soon after to tell my mom I was okay. I went back to Tommy's house and he started streaming his last day in America. He would be leaving tomorrow.

"3.. 2.. 1.." he clicked a button and started the live. We were both wiping tears we didn't know were there until we saw the facecam.

"It's okay chat" I gave a sad smile sniffling the tears back.

"Chat this is my last stream in America" he wiped another tear.

"Simps" a robotic voice read a donation. I laughed and Tommy put his arm around me.

"Well that's all I was going to say" he smiled "now I'm going to spend the day with Y/N" he looked down at me and back to the computer. He ended.

I couldn't say anything in fear I would break down more.

"Cmon" he got up and grabbed my hand. I followed closely behind falling into the warmth of his hand.

"Where are we going" I asked when we walked out the door.

"It's a surprise" we quickly ran down the sidewalk and behind his house. I had never been behind our houses before. We ran over leaves and sticks, dodging trees as we went.

We quickly came upon an opening. It had flowers of every color and at the end of the field there was a beach.

"This is where I came every time I stressed out" he explained as a butterfly landed on my nose causing him to giggle. "Well that was til I met you" he went on.

I walked through the flowers picking up my favorite one and tucking it behind my ear. I breathed in the floral smell and smiled sadly knowing this was my last day with Tommy.

"I love you so so much" he whispered to me holding my hands.

I met his eyes "I love you too!" We both leaned in, it was the best kiss I had ever had. We both made our way back to his house and I laid next to him and watched movies.

I wanted to be happy but I couldn't knowing he would be gone and what if he didn't want to do long distance. Or what if he found a new prettier girl.

"Are you okay" he asked wrapping me tighter in his arms.

"Yeah" I fake smiled and we continued watching movies.

The day had came to an end and I had climbed over to my bedroom. He held both my hands and stared in my eyes not wanting to let go. A single tear ran down his cheek. I tried holding mine in but one fell down as well. He gave a sad laugh and let go closing his window. I copied his actions and laid down.

I lifted my head off the pillow. I had maybe gotten maybe an hour of sleep.

I was finished getting ready and had everything packed. I went downstairs and loaded the rest of my stuff in the car. I looked up and saw Y/N standing next to me her eyes filled with tears.

I stepped towards her and wrapped her tightly in a bear hug.

"Please don't leave me" she whispered into my shoulder.

"I'm sorry" I whispered starting to cry again.

"Please" she pleaded.

"Tom come on" my mum opened my side of the car door. I looked back at her and then back at Y/N.

"I'm so so sorry" I whispered and let go of her. I sat down in the seat seeing her left alone on the sidewalk. It started to rain and I buckled into the car.

Tears streamed down my face as the car pulled out of the driveway. I couldn't help but cry as I left the girl of my dreams. The most perfect girl.

I watched her cry alone in the rain until we pulled away and I couldn't see her anymore.

I'm so sorry

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I looked down at my phone hoping to see her respond. 3 little bubbles popped up and quickly disappeared.

Please I love you

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I cried harder pulling my legs to my chest I leaned back. "Ding"

I love you too

I stared down at my phone and cried myself to sleep.