I walked inside of the Salvatore house.

Me "Damon?"

Stefan had called me and said that he hadn't seen Damon the whole day long. No one had actualy.

Me "Baby?"

I really was getting worried. I walked into his room.

Me "Babe?"

I walked through his room and stoped as i saw what was happening in the bathroom. My jaw droped and my heart broke. Damon was sitting on the ground and leaning on the bathtube. Wiskey and Bourbon bottles around him. Empty. I slowly walked to him.

Me "Damon?"

He just starred at the bottle in his hand and took a sip.

I kneeled don next to him. His eyes were broken.

I put a hand on his cheek and made him look at me.

Damon "You're too good for me, Y/N."

I shoke my head with tears in my eyes "don't say that"

Damon took another sip of his bottle "It's true. I don't deserve you. And you sure as hell don't deserve someone like me"

I shoke my head and let tears fall. I took the bottle out of his hand and put it away. I took his face in both of me hand and made him look me in the eyes.

Me "i don't know who said that you, because it's a lie. Don't ever say that i deserve better. You made me fall in love with you. I love you, Damon. and nothing will change that"

I put my forhead on his.

Damon "i love you too"

I walked into the Salvatore house because Damon called me. I looked around for Stefan. I met Damon.

Me "where is he?"

Damon "downstairs"

I rushed downstairs and saw Stefan looking at the open freezer. He held a bloodbag i his hand.

Stefan "i don't know if i can do it anymore"

I slowly made my way to him.

Stefan "the blood"

I sighed and put a hand on his shoulder.

Me "We are going through this together, Stef. I'm not letting you go through this alone"

Stefan turned to me. He was afraid of loosing his control. I put my arms around his neck and huged him. He huged me back on put his head in the crock of my neck.

Stefan "i love you so much"

I smiled softly.

I haven't seen Nik all day long. And i was wondering where the actualy hell he could be. I was looking for him everywhere in town. I walked back to the mansion and tried to hear his heart beat. I caught it and followed the sound. It lead me upstairs into Hope's bedroom.

I found him there leaning on her babybed. His head was hanging down. Something was in the air. Something i didn't like.

I wispered "Nik"

I slowly made my way to him. I huged him from behind.

Nik wispered " I failed you and i'll fail her"

I shoke my head even tough he couldn't see it.

Me "don't say that. You never failed me and you sure as hell won't fail your daughter. "

Nik "how can you know that?"

Me "Because i can see that you would kill the devil himself to protect your child. "

He turned to me and cracked a smile.

Me "Besides, do you really think i will let you screw things up?"

Nik "Sooner or later i will fail both of you"

Me " but not sooner. "

He huged me "How comes that i deserve you?"

I smirked "Well, i'm a half god"

Nik kissed my forhead "and a goddess for me"

I walked into the gril and saw Kol sitting on the bar. I smiled and walked to him.

Me "Hey, Kol"

He gulped his drink down and ordered another one.

Me "Kol?"

Kol "Am i realy that bad for you?"

I narrowed my eyebrows at him "What are you talking about?"

Kol gulped his drink down "I'm bad for you"

I shoke my head "Who the hell said that?"

Kol "Well, i'm the worst thing that happened to you."

Me "Who told you this shit?"

Kol "Salvatore"

I scoffed "They're talking shit"

Kol "Sure? I mean i see how you changed. How i changed you. "

I shoke my head.

Kol "i'm sorry for that"

I shoke my head again and cupped his face in my hand and made him looked at me.

Me "Don't say sorry for making me happy. You're right, you changed me. But you changed me in good ways. Alright? I love you, Kol"

He cracked a smiled and huged me.

Me "Besides, Kathrine is the worst thing that ever happened to me"

I could hear him chuckle and the he kissed me on my hair.

I was sitting next to Bekah on one of the sofas.

Me "do you have any idea why Elijah is ignoring me?"

Bekah looked confiused "No, are you guys having an argument or something?"

I shoke my head "no, that's why i'm so worried"

Bekah sight "go upstairs to your room. I'll get him in there"

I nodded "Thank you, Beks"

She nodded. I stood up and walked upstairs into my room. Minutes later Elijah walked inside as he saw me he turned around.

Me "Are you mad at me or something?"

Elijah turned around and shoke his head "It's not you"

Me "Then what is it then? talk to me, please"

Elijah sat down on our bed.

Elijah " You're too Good for me, Y/N. And after 100 years of living on the earth it's feels like a dream having you. Like non of this is real "

I sat down next to him.

Me " Don't say that, alright?. Im here and I'm not gonna leave you. It's not a dream that I'm yours and it will never be one. This is real"

Elijah " what if someone takes you away from me or anything happens to you"

Me " I'm not leaving you. You showed me what being loved means, Elijah and I know that you will protect me with all you have. Don't ever think that you'll lose me some day because it won't happen"

Elijah took my hand and I put my head on his shoulder.

He kissed my forhead.

Elijah " You are my dream, Y/N."

I smiled.

I saw Jeremy sitting on an old tree in the woods. I walked to him.

Me " Hey Jer"

Jeremy " Hey"

I sat down next to him " What's wrong?"

Jeremy " Nothing "

Me " come on, Jer. I know something's up. I can feel it"

Jeremy " i'm afraid of hurting you. I Mean I nearly killed you the other day"

I sight " Jer-"

Jeremy " what-what if I try to kill you again? Hm? Oh my God, what if I actually kill you?"

Jeremy began to freak out.

I put a hand on his shoulder.

Me " I can protect myself, Jer. And you won't hurt me again"

Jeremy " how can you know?"

Me " Because you love me"

He gave me a soft smile.

I walked into my room and didn't expect to see Kai sitting on my bed.

I jerked up.

Me " Hey, Kai. What are you doing here?"

He didn't repeat.

Me " Kai?"

Kai " i can't control it"

Me " control what?"

Kai " My psychotic side. I tried to kill you the other day. I'm a danger for you. "

I shoke my head and walked to him.

Me " But you didn't. And you wouldn't have done it. '

Kai " sure ?"

Me " yeah because if you had sucked all my magic out of me you it would've killed you. Too much power to handle for you"

Kai " i'm a danger "

Me " Don't talk like that".

I said down next to him.

Me " everyone has a psychotic side inside of him. You just have to learn how to handle yours "

I looked at him " and I'm gonna be there to help you"

He smiled at me " Thank you"

Me " I love you, Kai"