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The same thing was happening again. The same hospital, the same people, the same doctor but the accident was different. And the patient too.

Jungkook rushed to the emergency door, carrying Taehyung in his arms. He was like a feather to Jungkook. Jungkook certainly carried Taehyung many times before but this time he felt like Taehyung became more lightweight.

The paramedics rushed towards him with a streacher after seeing the blood on the male he was caring and Jungkook laid Taehyung on it. They were rushing to the emergency OT ward and Jungkook felt like something in him was tearing him up.

Taehyung's breath was very slow and his body was becoming cold. By the time they reach the door, the nurse told him to stand outside and Jungkook had to fight with his inner self to control himself. He just didn't want to leave Taehyung alone, not anymore.

He saw the streacher with Taehyung disappear behind the door and sighed big. If I came beforehand-- he thought to himself and sighed, sat at the chair outside the room.

Last time, he was in this situation, didn't go well. Jungkook had to leave Hyo Jo for forever. He didn't want to leave but had to. And this time he didn't even want to think about leaving. Much like Hyo Jo, he need Taehyung more on his life.

May be will go crazy-- he chuckled at his own thoughts but a tear slowly rolled down even before he realized. He run his fingers through his hair, pulling it lightly. The headache he was having was nothing compare to his guilt.

I didn't even talk to him-- he didn't even give a chance to the younger to talk decently and solved the matter between them while the younger tried very hard. And now he was regretting for everything he had done lately.

It says think before you do, if Jungkook only think doing anything then he won't have to sit there again and regret his life decisions again.

He hid his face on his palms and waited for everything that has to come to him-- everything---anything.

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After hearing everything, Jiwon and Lisa rushed to the hospital. Mr Jeon, Jungkook's father was not in the city. Jimin was stable now but the doctors had to admit Haneul. He was too much disturbed.

Hoseok already informed Namjoon, he didn't has the courage to call Jin and say everything, because he knew Jin wouldn't take the situation good. Now Jungkook was pacing through the hall constantly while waiting for the doctors to inform them about Taehyung's condition with everyone waiting.

" Jungkook, just sit down. You will see when the doctors will come." Yoongi said quite irritatedly, he knew why Taehyung was suffering, and the fact Taehyung was suffering because of his own family, because of his own brother making him more angrier than when he heard about Jimin being captive like a hostage.

Jungkook didn't budge and straight forward ignored his brother's words. Watching Jungkook behaving like this much concern after his every fault Yoongi got more furious about the situation.

" Jungkook don't behave like you care the most and sit down. It's irritating!" Yoongi snapped up. And after listening to his brother Jungkook looked at him in disbelief. He was going to confront him when a sudden voice took their attention.

" Mr Jeon Taehyung's family!" The doctor who attended the younger came and shouted for the family's attention. Everyone was on their feet and eager for any news. Jungkook ran to the doctor.

"Yes! I'm his husband!" Jungkook responded as the doctor nodded at him. The lady doctor checked the reports on her hand and then looked at them, sighed a big.

" I'm sorry Mr Jeon" Jungkook's feet trembled at this, he thought he lost the least person he wanted to loose. Specially when he knew how much he need Taehyung in his life.

But the next line relieved everyone present there.

" I'm sorry Mr Jeon but Taehyung is severally injured. He is stable and sleeping now but still you can't see him. We had bandaged his head, he had a deep wound there. And thank God that his arms and legs were perfect, just little cuts here and there but it's okay now." The doctor said smiling slightly at Jungkook who was now visibly relaxed after hearing Taehyung's well being.

He was smiling, thinking about Taehyung. He was feeling so proud of being a husband of a brave man who didn't care about anything but just his son, thier son. And he can proudly say that he is one of the luckiest man in earth to have a husband like this.

" But we are sorry about the baby" the doctor said, her smile faltering while informing. Everyone's ears puckered to hear about baby.

" W-what do you mean Dr Oh?" This time it was Jimin who asked the question. He recognised the doctor because he was the one who came with Taehyung to the hospital.

" Oh! It's you!" Dr Oh now noticed Jimin who was standing with the help of Yoongi in the corner. She continued "I'm sorry Jimin-sshi, but the baby, we can't save the baby. The baby was already dead when he came here, and that's why we had to have this much time to remove the bullet along with the baby." Doctor said, her gaze flickering between Jimin and Jungkook.

Jimin instantly broke down in tears, and hugged Yoongi. His cry was muffing . Dr Oh was sad too. She remembered the concerned face of Taehyung when he first heard about the baby and the little happy smile behind his concern.

" Wait a minute, whose baby we are talking about?" Everyone was looking confused except Yoongi and Jimin. Jungkook didn't know why suddenly Jimin broke down in tears after hearing about a baby and why the doctor was also talking about a baby when she should talk about Taehyung. So he asked.

" What are you talking about Dr Oh? You should talk about Tae-- oh wait, my son is okay if you want to know" Jungkook answered, he thought they were talking about Haneul.

" Oh no Mr Jeon, I know your son is okay, but here we are talking about your other child, rather say your unborn child." Jungkook looked confusedly to the doctor and she understood that nobody other than Jimin and his husband knew about the baby. She took everyone's confused face and sighed thinking that she had to deliver the heart breaking news to everyone who didn't even get to know the good news first.

" Your husband Taehyung is pregnant, better say he was. He was pregnant for three weeks now but unfortunately the baby is not here with us anymore. The bullet pierce through the side of the baby and the tension and pressure Taehyung was having didn't help the baby growth healthier--"

" --she was already weak and when Taehyung was rapidly beaten, he also became weaker and he was shot too. So when we attended Taehyung today the baby was already gone. I think she I mean the baby died because of the beating Taehyung has got." She continued.

" I'm sorry, she was already dead before Taehyung came here, we couldn't do anything." The doctor stopped and left everyone speechless.

Jiwon broke down in tears after the doctor left, Lisa was also sobbing at the heart breaking news. Hoseok quickly wiped his tears and sat beside Jiwon, hugging her side by side. And Jungkook--

Jungkook was dumbfounded. He didn't move an inch from his place as he stared at his shoes. His heart was breaking very bad. He felt like his breathing could stop anytime. Pool of Tears were already making their ways out of his eyes.

That night-- the doctor said Taehyung was pregnant for three weeks that means the first night they got intimate, the very first time Jungkook touched him closely, Taehyung gave his everything to him, that night it all happened. That night changed everything.

Jungkook couldn't held his head up. What is guilt, embarrassment, broken he could feel every emotion then and there. He remembered every thing he had done in these three weeks. Every little insult, every embarrassment, every hurtful and painful face of Taehyung when he intentionally avoid him and every single word he had told Taehyung in anger.

His heart was breaking, not because he heard his unborn child lost the chance to see the lights of earth but because he knew the baby couldn't make it because of her own father, who constantly did wrong to her another father who was carrying her in his womb.

Jungkook was full of guilt when he realised that he didn't make any effort to this marriage and always blamed Taehyung for this when the younger was absolutely innocent and had nothing to do anything with Jungkook's own guilt toward himself.

Jungkook was feeling bad because he broke his promise toward himself which Taehyung didn't even know about. And now come to think of it that night it was not Taehyung who initiated, it was Jungkook and only Jungkook who initiated everything.

He just blamed Taehyung because he didn't want to believe that he himself broke his promise. And Taehyung always obeyed Jungkook's every single word so when Jungkook himself wanted that, how can Taehyung refuse to become his-- become Jungkook's.

And Jungkook knew Taehyung would surrender to him in any condition because he low key knew Taehyung loves him. And now this guilt was eating him alive.

I didn't even give him a chance-- Jungkook didn't give Taehyung or rather their relationship a chance to fix everything when Taehyung constantly tried. But he just tried and tried without getting any response.

And this was the difference between Taehyung and Jungkook-- one tried to save when he had everything and one is in utter guilt because he knew if he even try now, he could never get back what he had once, what he had lost.

" Woah!" Jungkook had to look back when he heard the voice he was dreading the most at that time. He looked at him after wiping his tears hurriedly.

" Woah Jeon Jungkook, woah! I'm impressed by you-- I'm impressed how you could destroy a person, destroy every emotions and everything he has left in himself." Jin's calm yet stern voice resonate through the hall.

Jin was awstruck when he heard about Taehyung was in hospital. He never in his dream thought that his brother would be in hospital because he got beaten and shot. He rushed to hospital with Namjoon after hearing. But after coming here he got the most heartbreaking news of his life.

He, himself is a doctor so when he heard Taehyung was pregnant, it was not a shocking thing to him. But when he heard the baby was already dead and the reason behind the death was nothing other than stress and beating for saving the life of Haneul, he couldn't just take the news very good. Because he knew low key Taehyung did it because of Jungkook.

Jungkook loves Haneul more than anything and Taehyung loves both of them more than anything, anyone, more than his self, even more than his own baby who was on his womb just a few hours ago.

"Jin hyung" Jungkook whispered his name, his eyes were red, his face was pale, and he didn't have the strength to look at Jin. And how could he when he himself promised Jin he would take care of Taehyung and he miserably failed at it.

" Yes Jungkook, tell me, what are your excuses the situation my brother is in right now? What is the reason he lost his baby all of a sudden? Tell me, I'm waiting." Jin's voice was cold but everyone could feel the pain behind it. He was silently crying and Jungkook could feel that the elder was getting angry too.

" Jinie," Namjoon softly called him and placed his hand on his shoulder to comfort him but he jerked his hands. He was furious, he was fed up by the behaviour of Jungkook and he had to confront him for the sake of his brother.

" Tell me Jungkook!" Jin raised his voice at the CEO who was standing Infront of him and hanging his head low in shame.

" Hyung please, I'm sorry--" Jungkook pleaded in shaking tone, he was breaking, hurting very bad. And Jin got more furious at this.

" Sorry! You are telling me sorry! What sorry Jungkook, I don't want your sorry-- I just want my brother's safety. I want my brother to be safe and not heart broken by a jerk like you." Jin finally snapped on Jungkook, he finally was letting his anger took control over his mind.

" Jungkook I have trusted you with my brother, have faith on you to love him, and see what are you showing me. Nothing! You broke your promise, broke my faith on you! And the result is my brother is suffering." Jin was crying too but he couldn't stop himself from saying those harsh words to Jungkook. But if we could see it in other way what Jungkook did to the younger was more harsh than this.

" You know what-- I shouldn't have agreed with this marriage, shouldn't have trusted Tae when he said you would be changed, you would love him with your everything but look what is going on-- because of your so much love toward him he lost his own child." Jin said the last line sarcastically, and it hit the guilty male hard, it was like a hard slap on his face.

" Jungkook he had done everything for you, for your family. He agreed to get married with you instantly after hearing you, he always took care of Your son, took care of you and you-- what you did for him Jungkook-- abandoned him after using him, insult him for no reason, hurt him--"

" --don't think I don't know about your recent behaviour towards him, I knew from the very start but didn't said anything for the sake of Taehyung. Because he loves you." Jin couldn't hold anymore, it was like all hell break loose for him.

" Last time Tae had to suffer from the panic attack because he was getting married to you, he had rush to your son after getting threatened and without even thinking a bit, he had give up on his own baby. He has always sacrificed for you, for your son and what you did Jungkook? You didn't even wear the wedding ring!" Jin spat out in utter irritation and disgust, irritate because of the CEO's behaviour and disgust because how could he belief Taehyung with him.

"--I was silent because of him, but not anymore-- I'll not let him destroy himself because of a selfish jerk like you who only can use people to get your work done." Jin said sternly and Jungkook swallowed every little words thrown at him. He had to, he deserved it.

" So I'm telling you Jungkook-- for the very first and last time-- this marriage is off! It's over!" Jungkook snapped up his head toward Jin whose face was showing no emotion other than seriousness. Jin was damn serious about the marriage and Jungkook know he couldn't anything if Jin really want that.

" Jin--" Jiwon softly called Jin from beside, she knew what Jungkook did to Taehyung and what Taehyung always did for him, for his family, for them.

"Jin I know, what Jungkook did was wrong, but please reconsider your decision-- Tae would be hurt, atleast wait for him to wake up." Jin turned to Jiwon after she softly request to him while crying. He Know this woman seriously love his brother. But he had already decided for his brother and he was not willing to change it.

" I'm sorry Mrs Jeon, I know you love my brother, but he also need not only your love but also his husband's love, which atleast Jungkook can't give him when he still love his dead wife and I respect him for that but I can't let my brother to suffer for a person who is already dead. It may sound very disrespectful but I can't help it, its the truth--"

"--you and Mr Jeon are very close to me and Joonie, so I can't hurt you but I have to do this because we both love Tae more than everything and if I have to go against him for this, I would go. Atleast it'll give him happiness in future." Jin said those very softly to Jiwon before turning to Jungkook who was looking at him in pure horror.

" And you Jungkook--- I'm telling you this for the first and last time, don't come near my brother. He has suffered enough. Now you and your son stay away from him for his sake. If not Haneul then atleast you, I don't want to see you near my brother." Jin said sternly in a cold voice and waited for Jungkook to say anything but the CEO didn't, he couldn't.

Jungkook was in utter disbelief, he was shocked of what he was hearing, he could feel the pain inside himself but couldn't move an inch to protest. Protest for stopping all the mess he had created unconscious but painfully.

Jin sighed after watching the CEO not doing anything to stop him. He thought Jungkook might stop him and admit his fault, he still wanted Jungkook to understand that he loves Taehyung and accept it. But to his disappointment, Jungkook didn't do anything, not even utter a single word. Sighing heavily, He turned to leave them there and check upon Tae.

" And yes, this marriage-- this meaningless relation between tae and you Jungkook, this ends here unofficially. I don't know what will Tae say but I'm pretty sure he won't disagree with me. So, you better be prepare for the worst. The divorce papers will be given to you in time." Jin stated before entering the room Taehyung was in and shut the door rather harshly.

Everyone, everyone was shocked at the elder's behaviour. But it was not that much of a surprise to them. They know how Jin is protective over Taehyung. And they all low key agreed to him because what happened to the younger was a part of a failure of Jungkook. He couldn't protect Taehyung.

If not from Bogum, he atleast could give him some inner peace, some relaxation, some happiness, but NO! Jungkook didn't gave him those, he didn't even spare a glance at him after their intimate occurring. He straight forward ignored him when the other tried thousands of time, genuinely.

One by one, everyone left him at the hallway. At first Namjoon and Hoseok, then Lisa and Jiwon, still crying. Jimin was not crying anymore, he was just wrapped around his husband's warmth body which calmed him down. At last they also left Jungkook there, alone.

Jungkook was standing at the same place after months. Yes, the same place. Then he stood there after his wife left him and this world permanently and now he was standing once again because one of the most important person in his life is also leaving.

Of course not by death but more than that obviously. Because if he have to stay away from Taehyung then it certainly will be more painful than death. And sadly Jungkook understand this too late, much more late.

Jungkook brought up his hands just to see the empty finger where the ring should be stay not the red fluid which happened to be there now and sadly it was also from Taehyung.

He chuckled to himself thinking about his stupidity and soon his eyes got clouded with emotions. Too many emotions which he had denied all the time, until-- until now. Until he truly understand his love for Taehyung.

Crying silently he atlast admit his true feelings, his true emotions, his true love for his husband, for his Taehyung.

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BTS in the soop is really a healing process for us too😌😌😌😌