Aman's head in Parveen's lap... Tears flowing from his eyes... Still the family couldn't believe what he said... All had a mini heart attack... ( just like me on 30th April 😭 )

Aman : Ammi... what mistake did I do... she had to leave me without having a word... Ammi... her friend managed to convey me that she's bounded by someone to not meet me... she loved me Ammi... she loved me a lot... it's someone in her family who resisted her from meeting me... Aman couldn't control himself he once again burst into tears... see Ammi... her last words for me... MORE THAN FRIENDSHIP... YET LESS THAN A RELATIONSHIP... Ammi you always teased me as brainless na... pls explain me the meaning of these last two she left for me... pls Ammi...

Parveen couldn't see him like that... her son crying in front of her... she too shedded tears seeing Aman... Dadi came there n hugged Amam tightly... he too hugged her... then Aman broke the hug when dadi was about to say something... Aman sprinted to his room... he locked himself in his room n destroyed his whole room... ( me : yeh toh hona hi tha... ) All family members can listen those sounds as they knew very well that they can't control him... darkness inside his room is much less the pain in his heart... Aman didn't slept whole night... he kept on crying... his gaze fixed on her last words for him...

Asad dragged Roshni into the house... Roshnig eyes filled with tears... she didn't dare to talk with Asad...

Asad : Today... you broke my trust Roshni... I always thought that my children will never fall in the path of love... but you proved me wrong... you didn't even leave your passion of writing... n you are fallen for an RJ... the reason I always used to control your life is just to keep you away from these things but you just deceived me... now go away... tomorrow you will be flying to Mumbai... complete your last year medicine there... it's final... I don't need any arguments... now go to your room...

Roshni burst out in tears n left to her room... Salma came down listening his yells... she walked towards Asad... he saw her n handed her the letter written by Aman to Roshni... Salma read the letter... now she got the reason behind the change in Roshni's behaviour... but she couldn't help Roshni against Asad... she stood still... neither opposing him nor supporting him...

Night passed... Silence made it's own noise in both the hearts... both the houses...

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. "DIFFICULT ROADS ALWAYS TAKES US TO THE BEAUTIFUL DESTINATIONS" let us see what destination does RoshAn have...

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Next mrng...

Roshni woke up with puffy eyes... tears still rolling down from her eyes... the sole decision of hers completely a stranger's life... nah not Stranger anymore... the person she loved the most... now maybe hating her for her deceit... she had a look at her room... she saw her luggage all packed... she just understood her father's decision... she too isn't willing to disobey him now... she came down... Asad looked at her n handed her some papers... she saw them n left in tears... she hugged Salma, Shayri, Zain n looked at Asad... but he left from there... she took her luggage n got to airport... boarded her plane... if took off...

There in Aman's room... He got up with red eyes coz of continuous crying... he freshed up n decked up in formals for his job... came down... family stood perplexed seeing him like that...

Aman : Ammi... breakfast... it's getting late... I've to go...

Parveen : Aman... are you fine... he nodded

Dadi : Aman... forget that girl... maybe Allah wants to give you someone best than her... Aman looked at her with a jerk...

Aman : Dadi... she didn't leave me... she was forced... I'll search her...

Parveen : But Aman... you don't even know her name... how will search her...

Aman : Ammi... I've the confidence that I can find her...

Junaid : But Aman...

Aman (loudly) : I don't need anyone's suggestions... I'll search for her... it's my final decision... even if all of you oppose me... I keep on searching her...

Dadi : Aman... calm... okay... search for her... infact arrange detectives for her... we will find her...

Aman : Thank you Dadi... he gave her a fake smile... turning to Junaid... Abbu... I'm joining the company if you wish or else I'll apply for any other job...

Junaid : Aman... I'm the one who always pressured you to join the company... you are the one who wanted to be independent... now if you wish to join... you are always welcomed...

Aman : Okay Abbu... I'll join tomorrow... n he left from there...

Dadi : Junaid... use all the influence n get information about the girl... you know about Aman right... Junaid nodded... n he too left for office...

Aman reached Radio station... All perplexed seeing him like that... stern tune... loud voice... red eyes... then came Arhan...

Arhan : So... Monkey tell me how's yesterday... but there's no reply from Aman... Arhan went near him... Aman... what happened yesterday...

Aman nodded at him... Arhan still perplexed... asked him the same question repeatedly... Aman losing his patience each n every second... finally he gave up n explained all the stuff to Arhan... he couldn't believe... he immediately Aman... Aman handed him his resignation letter... Although Arhan is not willing to accept that but he had to... just for Aman... to help him in getting out from her memories... ( as Aman didn't told him that he will be searching for Roshni... ) Aman left from there having a stiff look at each n every thing there... the office which gave him many memories... gud people... a best friend n best thing for him in this world... his love... his first love... he bid farewell to everyone n left from there... n went to the place where he n his love where meant to meet for the first time... the spot... tears rolling down from his eyes...

She went to the place where she is about to spend the rest 1 year... far from her life... far from the person of her life... tears flowing down... she went to her clg... got her admissions done... each n every place she's accompanied by guards... not even a single boy is allowed to talk with her... she became lonely again... those 6 months of togetherness with him changed her life... now she's back to her hell again... she smiled at her plight...

Time flew like everything... 1 month passed... Aman still searching for Roshni n completely indulged in works... he turned rude n stern... doesn't talk with anyone... eats only by emotional blackmails ( ufff I hate them... but now liking it... )

Aman had to go Mumbai for a project... he completed the conference n went to Marine drive... sat on the bench... eyes speaking his emotions... silence making it's noise more than that of waves...

Background song.....

There at Roshni... she's in her clg sitting with her new frnds... they are constantly chattering while she's just smiling in response...

There at Aman's... Dadi called him to know about his whereabouts... he told her everything n hung up the call...

Aman made a phone call to his second wife... ( pehle wife toh nhi bani par yeh sautan toh humesha bani rahegi 😄 )

Aman : Khanna... did you get any clue?

Khanna : No... Sir... we are finding...

Aman : It's been one month I told you about the thing n still didn't find about her... what the hell khanna... are you doing any work or else wasting time n money...

Khanna : No sir we are trying our best to find out about Mam... we will definitely find her out sir...

Aman hangs up the call n again lost in his world... ( muhje bhi le chalo na 😩🥺 )

Then he got up n drove to the airport but enroute his car troubled n broke down in front of Roshni's college... it's evening so all the students will be leaving to their homes... then came a dupatta flying towards him... a girl running behind it to get hold of it... the dupatta falls in him n the girl comes there panting n takes it from him without any glance at him while our Khanbaba is still in his lost world... but a paper flew from her bag n lands in his hand...

So guys Roshni n her frnds are chit chatting... then the topic shifted about their future persons... when it's Roshni's turn she denied while they kept on insisting her so she's left from there while her frnds too followed her then they pulled her bag to have a hold on Roshni... but Roshni let go off the bag while with the sudden force her dupatta flew into the air... so her frnd who caught the bag went behind the dupatta while other one encircled her to know about her future person... then the dupatta falls on Aman n Roshni's frnd gets that from him while a paper from the bag flew away towards Aman n our brainless prani still didn't realise that thing...

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Mechanic fixed the car n jerked Aman to tell him that... Aman noticed the paper in his hand... Ummm... seems like it's torn from a diary... coz it had 2nd August,2019 printed on it... he read the lines written...

His lips had curve immediately reading those lines... it reminded him about his shayri girl... Mechanic told him that car is fixed so he drove to the airport n took off to Lucknow...

Ufff again Time flew... Roshni spending time either crying over her fate or trying but failing from distracting herself from his words... his voice... they completely occupied her body... it's like his voice resides in her body n soul... while for Aman it's like her occupied his body... they reside in his soul n reminds him of her each n every second...

3 months passed... ( Mtlb Aug mein separation... phir 1 mahina guzar gayi... ab 3 mahine mtlb it's December, 2019 now )

31st December... last day of the year 2019. All are celebrating while two souls are completely deteriorating from inside...

Ufff their pain is unbearable n insufferable...

Roshni writing her pain into words...

Pata tha yeh din ayega... par inta jaldi ayega yeh nhi pata tha... pata tha ki hum kabhi judenge nhi... phir bhi yeh bekarar dil ne kaha ki yeh ek mauka dedo... aur mein pagal ki tarah mauka de diya... kya hua... judne se pehle hi bichad gaye... jho bhi hua yeh itna aasaan nhi hai... aur usse bhulna namumkin hai... pehle pyar ki pehle gham... kuch logon ki naseeb mein hi pehli aur aakri pyar ek hota hai... aur woh kuch log mein hum nhi hai... kehte hai na...

Agar ek dil dusre dil kho chahti hai toh usse mohabbat kehte hai...

Magar do dil ek dusre kho chahte hai toh usse kismat kehte hai...

Shayad kismat kho hi humara milna Qubool nhi hai... isiliye toh aaj mein yaha aur aap kaha... dil hi toh toota hai humara... waqt ke saath judh jaayega... nhi toh aapki yaadon se fanaah ho jayega... bas khuda se ek hi dua hai ki aap jaha bhi ho sahi salamat rahein... aapki chehre par muskurahat humesha bani rahe... ( 🥺🥺 )

Iss saal ne muhje itni khushi diya ki mein khwaabon mein jeene lagi... aur utni shayad use jyada gham diya ki khwaab sab toot gaye... khwaishein sab mit gaye...

Hum mil na sake toh kya hua... hum na train ki unn patriyon ki tarah hai... zindagi mein kabhi mil nhi payenge... par tann aur mann se humesha saath rahenge...

Happy New Year My love.....

She closed the diary as she couldn't herself more... while our khanbaba too had the same feelings...

Junaid tried all possible ways to know about Roshni but Asad being too influential erased all the clues that link them to Roshni... while Aman is turning more rude n rude every day... not eating... not talking with anyone... indulging himself in works n always asking about Roshni's enquiry... always crying inside... Family couldn't see him like that... sometimes Arhan too visited him as Aman barely n rarely spoke to him but Arhan tried his best to divert Aman... he always ended up with things reminding Roshni... n Aman giving him a fake smile to each n every glance...

A/N :

So guys excited for RoshAn's first meet??

Woaahh I'm hell excited btw ☺☺